"Willyouallowmetospeaktosomeofthemenfirst,sir?"
  "Oh,certainly。Doanythingyoulike。Thereareyourmen。"
  AsBarrymovedalongthelineofmendrawnupontheplatform,hewasfollowedbyarisingmurmurofadmiration,until,ashereachedagroupofofficersattheend,alittleTommy,anEnglishcockney,liftinghighhisrifle,sangout:
  "Naowthen,lads,’ere’stoourO。D,"addingafterthecheers,"’e’sabitovolraa—ght,’eis!"
  "Men,"saidBarry,"Ithankyouforyourcheers,butIthankyoumoreforyoursplendidbehaviournightbeforelast。Itwasbeyondpraise。Youcouldn’tsaveallyourcomrades,butyouwouldwillinglyhavegivenyourlivestosavethem。That’sthetruespiritoftheEmpire。It’sthespiritofHumanity。It’sthespiritofGod。IfIwereacombatantofficer——"
  "You’dbeagood’un,sir,"criedavoice。
  "IfIwereacombatantofficer,Ishouldliketoleadmenlikeyouintoaction。"
  "We’dfollowyouto’ell,sir,"shoutedthelittlecockney。
  "Oh,Ihopenot,"repliedBarry。"I’mnotgoingthatway。MayI
  say,inwishingyoueverygoodluck,thatyouareacredittoyourcountry,andIcansaynothinghigher。Iwishtothanktheofficerswhososplendidlydidtheirdutyandgavesuchvaluableservice。Goodlucktoyou,boys,andgivemylovetoallathome。"
  Againthemenbrokeintocheers,andBarry,shakinghandswiththeofficers,turnedawaytowardthecar。Ashewasenteringthecar,SergeantMatthewscameovertohim。
  "Iwanttothankyou,sir,forgettingmefreeoftheR。A。M。C。
  upthere。Ifeelratherbad,butsincemywifeiswaitingtomeetmeinLondon,Iwasanxioustogetthrough。"
  "Allright,sergeant,"repliedBarry。"I’llgetyoutoahospitalinLondon,whenwearrive。Youarenotfeelingtoobadly,Ihope。"
  "Alittleshookup,sir,"saidthesergeant。
  AttheR。A。M。C。hospitalabitterdisappointmentawaitedhim。
  HefoundthattheV。A。D。haddepartedforEngland,butjustwherenooneseemedtoknow。Inherlastlettertohim,receivedbeforethelasttourinthetrenches,shehadmentionedthepossibilityofavisittoLondon,andhadpromisedhimfurtherinformationbeforeherdeparture,butnofurtherwordhadhereceived。
  HisinquiryatEtapleswasequallyunproductiveofresult。PaulaandherfatherhadalsogonetoEngland。TheyhadtakentheV。A。D。withthem,andtheiraddresswasunknown。ThematronofthehospitalbelievedthattheyhadplannedamotortriptoScotland,fortheyhadcarriedCaptainNeilFraseroffwiththem,andwereplanningavisittohishome。Theyexpectedtoreturninaboutthreeweeks。
  Bythebitternessofhisdisappointment,Barryrealisedhowgreatlyhehadcountedonthismeetingwithhisfriends。WereitnotforthehopeofbeingabletodiscovertheminEngland,hewouldhaveturnedbackuptheline,thereandthen,andfoundamongtheonlyfriendshehadonthissideoftheoceanrelieffromtheintolerableweightoflonelinessthatwasbearinghimdown。
  Hewalkedouttothecemetery,andstoodbesidehisfather’sgrave。
  Thereforthefirsttimeitcameoverhimthathenceforthhemustgoallthewayofhislifewithoutthesightofthatface,withoutthetouchofthathandonhisshoulder,withoutthecheerofthatvoice。Infloodshissenseoflossswepthissoul。Ittookallhismanhoodtorefrainfromthrowinghimselfproneuponthelittlemoundandyieldingtotheagonythatfloodedhissoul,andthatwroughtinhisheartphysicalpain。Byaresoluteactofwill,heheldhimselferect。Whileheblamedanddespisedhimselfforhisweakness,hewasunabletoshakeitoff。Hedidnotknowthathismentalandemotionalstatewasinlargemeasureaphysicalreactionfromtheprolongedperiodofexhaustingstrain,histrebletourinthetrenches,withitsunrelievedsenseofimpendingdestruction,thatitsendlessprocessionofbroken,tornbodies,withitsnightsofsleeplessactivity,withitseternalstruggleagainstdepression,consequentuponthelossofhiscomrades,itseternalstrivingaftercheerinessandmorethanalltheshockofthetrainwreck,withitsscenesofhorror;allthishadcombinedtoreducehisphysicalpowersofresistancetothepointofutterexhaustion。
  Ashestoodthereinthatcemeterywithitsrowsofcrosses,silentlyeloquentofheroismandofsacrifice,thespiritoftheplaceseemedtobreatheintohimnewlife。Ashiseyesfelluponthecrossbearinghisfather’sname,heseemedtoseeagainthaterectandgallantfigure,instinctwithlifeandcourage。Therecametohimthememoryofascenehehadneverforgotten。Againhewaswithhisfatherinthelittlehomecottage。Howdearithadbeentohimthen!Howdeartohim,today!Oncemorehefeltthestronggripofhisfather’shandandheardhisfather’svoice:
  "Goodnight,boy。Wedon’tknowwhatisbeforeus,defeat,loss,suffering,thatpartisnotinourhandsaltogether,buttheshameofthequitterneverneedandnevershallbeours。"
  Unconsciouslyasifhewereinthepresenceofasuperiorofficer,heliftedhishandinsalute,andwithasenseofrenewalofhisvitalenergieshereturnedtotheboat。
  DuringthecrossinghismindwaschieflyoccupiedwiththeproblemofdiscoveringthewhereaboutsoftheV。A。D。orhisAmericanfriends。HehadneverlearnedherLondonaddress,ifindeedshehadone。Herememberedthatshehadtoldhimthatherhomehadbeenturnedintoahospital。Hehadsomeslighthopethathemightbeabletotraceherbytheaidofheruncle。
  ArrivedinLondon,hisfirstdutywastoseeSergeantMatthews,whoseinjuriesinthewreckwereapparentlymoreseriousthanatfirstsupposed,safelydisposedinahospitalambulance。ThereuponheproceededtotheHotelCecil,andsethimselfseriouslytothesolutionofhisproblem。Hewastoowearyforclearthinkingandastheresultoflong,confusedandveryvexingcogitation,heresolveduponalettertoCommanderHowardVincent,R。N。R。This,aftermuchlabour,hesucceededinaccomplishing。Thereafter,muchtoowearyforfood,heproceededtohisroom,wherehegavehimselfuptotheunimaginableluxuryofabathinacleantub,andwithanunstintedsupplyofcleantowels,afterwhichriotousindulgence,hebetookhimselftobed。Ashelaystretchedbetweenthesmoothcleansheets,hefounditimpossibletorecallastateofexistencewhencleansheetshadbeenanightlyexperience。Thechiefregretofthesesemi—unconsciousmomentsprecedingslumberwasthatsleepwouldrobhimofthisdelicioussenseofphysicalcleannessandwell—being。
  Hewaswakenedbyaknockathisdoor,followedbyahesitatingapologyforintrusion。Rejoicingintheluxuryofhissurroundings,andinthealtogethersatisfyingdiscoverythathemightsleepagain,heturnedoverandoncemorewaslostinprofoundslumber。
  Asecondtimehewasarousedbyamildbutsomewhatanxiousinquiryastohiswelfare。
  "Iwantnothing,onlyalittlemoresleep,"andagainluxuriatingforafewmomentsinhiscleansheetsandhispeacefulenvironment,heresignedhimselftosleep,towakenwithacomfortablesenseofpleasantweariness,whichgraduallypassedintoasomewhatacutesenseofhunger。
  Hedecided,afterdueconsideration,thathewouldplumbthedepthsofbliss,unmeasuredandunknown,andhavebreakfastinbed。HewenttothewindowandlookedoutuponthemurkylightofaLondonday。Hedecidedthatitwasstillearlymorning,andrangforthewaiter。Hewasinformedbythatfunctionarythatbreakfastwasimpossible,butthatifhedesiredhecouldbesuppliedwithanearlydinner。
  "Dinner!"exclaimedBarry。
  Helookedathiswatch,butfoundthathehadneglectedtowindit,andthatconsequentlyithadstopped。
  "Whattimedoyoumakeit,waiter?"
  "Halfaftersix,sir。"
  Hedecidedthathewouldrisefordinner,’phonedforapaperandhismail,andlaybackbetweenthesheetsoncemore,strivingtorecapturethatrapturoussenseofwelfarethathadenwrappedhimthenightbefore。Luxuriatinginthisdelightsomeexercise,heglancedlazilyattheheadingofhispaper,andthencried,asthepaperboywasleavingtheroom,"Hello!here,boy!whatdayisthis?"
  "Friday,sir,"saidtheboy,gazingathiminastonishment。
  "Friday?Areyousure?"
  "Yes,sir,Friday,sir。Whatdoesthepapersay,sir?"
  "Oh,yes,ofcourse。Allright。"
  HehadgonetobedonWednesdaynight。HeknewthatbecauseherememberedthedateofhislettertoCommanderHowardVincent,R。N。R。Hemadetheastoundingdiscoverythathehadsleptjustforty—fourhours。Thenhemadeaseconddiscoveryandthatwasthatofhispreciouseightdays’leave,threewerealreadygone。
  Afterhehaddinedheinquiredatthedeskforhismail,andsearchedthroughthetelegrams,buttherewasnothingforhim。
  Thenhebetookhimselftothestreets,awarethatthespectreoflonelinesswashardonhistrail,andswiftlycatchingupwithhim。
  Londonwasroaringaroundhiminthedark,likeajunglefullofwildbeasts,ofwhoseshapeshecouldcatchnowandthenhorridglimpses。Amongallthemillionsinthecity,heknewofnolivingsoultowhomhecouldgoforcompanionship,norwasthereanythinginformofamusementthatspeciallyinvitedhim。
  TherewasGrandOpera,ofcourse,butfromitsassociationswithhisfatherheknewthatthatwouldbringhimonlyacutemisery。
  Gladlywouldhehavegonetothehospitals,buttheywouldbeshutagainsthimatthishour。Heboughtaneveningpaper,andunderashadedlampstudiedtheamusementcolumns。SomeoftheRevuesheknewtobesimplytiresome,othersdisgusting。Noneofthemappealedtohim。Aimlesslyhewanderedalongthestreets,heedlessofhisdirection,consciousnowandthenofanadditionalpangofwretchednessashecaughtaglimpsenowandthenatatheatredoorofyoungofficerspassinginwithsweetfacedgirlsontheirarms,Atlengthindesperationhefollowedonesuchpair,andfoundhimselflisteningtoCinderella。Itslightanddelicatefancy,itssweetpathos,itsgentlehumourluredhimtemporarilyfromhismisery,butoftentherecamebackuponhimthebittermemoryofhiscomradesintheirhorridenvironmentoffilth,dangerandwretchedness。
  Hefoundsomecompensationinthethoughtthattheseofficersbesidehimwerelikehimselfonleave,andwhileheenviedthem,hedidnotgrudgethemtheirdelightintheplay,andtheirobviouslygreaterdelightintheirlovelycompanionsbesidethem,butthisagainwasneutralisedbythebitterrecollectionofhisownhardfatewhichdeniedhimalikejoy。
  Aftertheplayhestoodintheentrancehall,observingthecrowd,indulginghissenseofill—usageatthehandsoffateashesawtheofficerslingeringwithmanyunnecessarytouchesoverthecloakingoftheirfairpartners,andashecaughttheansweringglancesandsmilesthatrewardedtheirattentions。
  Hiseyesfollowedthemanoeuvringsofthepaintedladiesastheyhoveredaboutthedoors,boldlybusywiththeirprofession。HeunderstoodasneverbeforethenatureoftheirlureandtheoverpoweringsubtletyofthetemptationcastbythemoverthelonelysoldierinLondon。
  Closeathissideheheardavoice:
  "Howdoyoulikeit,boy?Notbad,eh?"
  "Awfullyjolly,dad。It’sperfectlyfineofyou。"
  Heturnedandsawagrey—hairedgentleman,withuprightsoldierlyfigure,andwalkingwithhim,arminarm,ayoungofficer,evidentlyhisson。Hefollowedthemslowlytothedoor,andeagertoshareifhemightthejoyoftheircomradeship,helistenedtotheirtalk。Thenastheydisappearedintothedarkness,sickatheart,hepassedoutofthedoor,stoodamomenttogethisbearings,andsaunteredbeyondtheradiusofthesubduedlightabouttheentrance,intothedarknessfurtheron。
  Hehadgonebutafewpaces,andwasstandingbeneathashadedcornerlight,meditatingthecrossingoftheroaringstreet,whenheheardbehindhimaneagervoicecrying,"CaptainDunbar!CaptainDunbar!"
  Swiftlyheturned,andsawinthedimlightadaintyfigure,operacoatflowingawayfromgleamingarmsandshoulders,afacewithitshaloofgoldbrownhair,withsoftbrowneyesashineandeagerpartedlips,avisionoffluttering,bewilderinglovelinessbearingdownuponhimwithoutstretchedhands。
  "What,"hegasped,"you!Oh,youdarling!"
  Hereachedforher,gatheredherinhisarms,drewhertowardhim,andbeforeeitherheorshewasawareofwhatheintendedtodo,kissedherpartinglips。
  "Oh,howdareyou!"shecried,aghast,pushinghimbackfromher,herfaceinaredflame。"Oh,I’msoglad。IwasafraidIshouldloseyou。"
  Barry,appalledathisowntemerity,hiseyestakinginthesweetbeautyofherlovelyface,stoodsilent,trembling。
  "Well,aren’tyougoingtotellmeyouaregladtoseeme?"shecried,smilingupathimsaucily。
  "Phyllis,"hemurmured,movingtowardher。
  "Stop,"shesaid,puttingherhandsoutbeforeher,asiftoholdhimoff。"Rememberwhereyouare。Ioughttobeveryangry,indeed。"
  Shedrewhimtowardadarkwall。
  "Butyouaren’tangry,Phyllis。IfyouonlyknewhowIhavewantedyouinthisawfulplace。Oh,Ihavewantedyou。"
  Shesawthathewaswhiteandstilltrembling。
  "Haveyou,Barry?"sheasked,gently。"Oh,youpoorboy。Iknowyouhavebeenthroughhorriblethings。No,Barry,don’t。Youawfulman,"forhishandsweremovingtowardheragain。"Youmustrememberwhereyouare。Lookatallthesepeoplestaringatus。"
  "People,"hesaid,asifinadaze。"Whatdifferencedotheymake?
  Oh,Phyllis,youaresowonderfullylovely。Ican’tbelieveit’syou,butitis,itis!Iknowyoureyes。Areyougladtoseeme?"
  heaskedshyly,hishungryeyesuponherface。
  "Oh,Barry,"shewhispered,thewarmflushrisingagaininhercheeks,"can’tyousee?Can’tyousee?ButwhatamIthinkingabout?Comeandseemamma,andthere’sanotherdearfriendandadmirerofyourswithher。"
  "Who?NotPaula?"
  "No,notPaula,"shesaid,withasubtlechangeinhervoice。
  "Comeandsee!"
  Shetookhisarmandbroughthimbacktoamotorstandingatthetheatreentrance。
  "Oh,mamma,Ihavehadsucharace,"shecriedexcitedly,"andI
  havecapturedhim。Barry,mymother。"
  Barrytooktheofferedhand,andgazedearnestlyintothesadbrowneyesthatsearchedhisinreturn。
  "Andhere’syourfriend,"saidPhyllis。
  "Hello,Pilot,"saidavoicefromadarkcornerofthecar。
  "What,Neil!Oh,youboy,"hecriedinanecstasy,pushingbothhandsathim。"Youdearoldboy。Howisthearm,eh?allright?"
  "Oh!doingawfullywell,"saidCaptainNeil。"Andyou?"
  "Oh,neversowellinallmylife,"criedBarry。"Yet,tothinkofit,tenminutesago,orwhenwasit,Iwasinthereamiserablyhomesickcreature,enviousofallthehappypeopleaboutme,andnow——"
  Whilehewasspeaking,hiseyeswereonMrs。Vincent’sface,buthishandwasholdingfasttoherdaughter’sarm。"Nowit’salovelyoldtown,andfullofdearpeople。"
  "Whereareyouputtingup?"askedMrs。Vincent。
  "TheCecil。"
  "Letusdriveyoutherethen,"shesaid。
  DuringthedriveBarrysatsilentforthemostpart,listeningtoPhyllistalkingexcitedlyandeagerlybesidehim,answeringatrandomthequestionswhichcamelikerapidfirefromthemall,butplanningmeanwhilehowheshouldprolongthesemomentsofbliss。
  "Howaboutsupper?"hecried,astheyarrivedinthecourtyardofthehotel。"Comein。Iwantyouto;youseeIhavesomuchtoaskandsomuchtotellCaptainFraserhere,andthreeofmydaysaregonealready。Besides,Iwantyoutoawfully。"
  Mrs。Vincentlookedathisface,whichforallitsbrightnesswaswornanddeep—lined,andhercompassionatemotherlyheartwasstirred。
  "Ofcoursewe’llcome。Wewanttoseeyouandtohearaboutyourexperiences。"
  "Oh,bully!"criedBarry。"Ishallalwaysrememberhowgoodyouaretometo—night。"
  Hewasoverflowingwithexcitement。
  "Oh,thisisgreat,Neil。It’slikehavingabitoftheoldbattalionheretoseeyouagain。"
  Whilewaitingfortheirorderstobefilledatthesuppertable,CaptainNeilturnedsuddenlytoBarryandsaid,"What’sallthisaboutatrainwreckandthegallantO。C。train?"
  "Yes,andthisrescuingofmenfromburningcars,"exclaimedPhyllis。
  "Andknockingoutinsubordinates。"
  "Andbeingmentionedindespatches。"
  "Andreceivingcheersatthestation。"
  "Nowwheredidyougetallthatstuff?"inquiredBarry。
  "Why,allLondonisringingwithit,"saidCaptainNeil。
  "Nonsense,"saidBarry;"who’sbeenstuffingyou?"
  "Well,"saidPhyllis,"wecameacrossyoursergeantto—dayinthehospital。Suchafunnyman。"
  "Who?FattyMatthews?"askedBarry,turningtoCaptainNeil。
  "Yes,itwasFatty,"saidCaptainNeil,"andifyouhadyourrightsbyhisaccount,yououghttobeincommandatthismomentofanarmycorpsattheveryleast。ButyouwereO。C。leavetrain,wereyounot?"
  "Yes,tomydismayIwasmadeO。C。,butImetachap,CaptainCourtney,averydecentfellow,myadjutant,andmadehimcarryon。"
  "Myword,thatwasastroke!"
  "Wehadawreck,aghastlyaffairitwas,thoughitmighthavebeenalotworse。TheR。A。M。C。peopledidmagnificently,andthemenbehavedawfullywell,sothatwemanagedtogetthrough。"
  "AndwhatabouttheO。C。?"inquiredCaptainNeil。
  "Oh,nothingspecial。Hejustsawthattheotherscarriedon。Nowtellmeaboutyoupeople。Whathaveyoubeendoingandwhatareyougoingtodo?"
  "Well,’we’rehere,becausewe’rehere,’"chantedCaptainNeil。
  "Andwhydidn’tyousendmewordastoyourmovements?"saidBarry。
  "Whathoursofagonyyouwouldhavesparedme!"
  "ButIdid,"repliedPhyllis。"Isentyouourtownaddressandtoldyoueverything。"
  "Nowisn’tthatrotten!"exclaimedBarry。"Nevermind,I’vefoundyou,andnowwhat’stheprogramme?"
  "Well,"criedCaptainNeilwithgreatenthusiasm,"weareallofftoEdinburghto—morrow,wherewemeettheHowlands,andthenforamotortripthroughtheHighlandsandtomyancestralhome。"
  Barry’sfacefell。"To—morrow?"hesaidblankly,withaquicklookatPhyllis。"Andyouareallgoing?"
  "NotI,"saidMrs。Vincent,"butwhyshouldyounotjointheparty?
  Youneedjustsuchachange。Itwoulddoyougood。"
  "Surethinghewill,"criedCaptainNeil。
  Duringthesuppertheyhadfirmlyresolvedtotaboothewar。Theytalkedonallmannerofsubjects,chieflyoftheproposedmotortrip,butinspiteofthebantheirtalkwouldharkbacktothetrenches。ForCaptainNeilmustknowhowhiscomradeswerefaring,andhowhiscompanywascarryingon,andBarrymusttellhimoftheirlosses,andallofthegreatachievementswroughtbythemenoftheirbattalion。AndBarrybecausehisownheartwasfullofalltheirsplendiddeedslethimselfgo。HetoldhowSallyandBoothhadmettheirlastcall,oftheM。O。andhissplendidworkinrescuingthewounded。
  "NowordinallofthisofthePilot,Iobserve,"interjectedCaptainNeil。
  "Oh,hejustcarriedon!"
  ThenhetoldhowatlasttheM。O。wentout,andhowonhisfacetherewasonlypeace。HehadtotellofCorporalThom,andhowhegavehimselfforhiscomradesandhowCameronkeptthefaith,alonglistofheroeshehadtoenumerate,ofwhomtheworldwasnotworthy,whosedeedsareunknowntofame,butwhosenamesarerecordedinthebooksofGod。AndthenreverentlyhetoldofMcCuaig。
  AsBarrytalked,hisheartwasfarawayfromLondon。Hewasseeingagainthatlineofmudbespatteredmen,patientlyploddingupthecommunicationtrench。Hewaslookinguponthemsleepingwithwornandwearyfaces,inrainandmudsoakedbootsandputtees,downintheirflimsy,darkdugouts。Hewashearingagaintheheavy"crash"
  ofthetrenchmortar,theearthshaking"crumph"ofthehighexplosive,theswiftrushofthewhizbang。Beforehiseyeshesawasteadylineofbayonetsbehindacrumblingwall,thenaquickrushtomeettheattack,bombandrifleinhand。Hesawtheilluminedfaceofhisdyingfriend。
  Ashetoldhistale,hisfacewasglowing,hiseyesgleamingaswithaninnerfire。
  "Oh,God’sMercy!"hecried,"theyaremen!Theyaremen!OnlyGodcouldmakesuchmen。"
  "Yes,onlyGod,"echoedMrs。Vincentafteralongpause。"TheyareGod’smen,andtoGodtheygoatlast。TrulytheyareGod’sownmen。"
  WhileBarrywasspeaking,Phyllis,herhandstightlyclasped,wasleaningforwardlisteningwithglisteningeyesandpartedlips。
  Suddenlysherose,andwenthurriedlytothedoor。
  "Forgiveme,"saidBarry,turningtoMrs。Vincent。"Ishouldnothavetalkedaboutthesethings。It’sNeilherethatdrewmeout。
  It’shisfault。"
  InafewminutesCaptainNeilaroseandsaying,"I’llseewherePhyllishasgone,"wentoutatthesamedoor。
  "Theyareverygreatfriends,"saidMrs。Vincent。"WeareveryfondofCaptainFraser。Indeed,heislikeoneofourfamily。"
  "Afine,bravechapheis,"saidBarrywarmly,butwithaqueerchillathisheart。
  "PhyllishasmadesomeverydelightfulfriendsinFrance。ThoseAmericansatEtapleswereverygoodtoher,"andshecontinuedtochatinhersoft,gentlevoice,towhichBarrygaveacourteoushearingbutverycasualreplies。Hisheartandhisearswereattentiveforthereturningfootstepsofthosewhohadsoabruptlydesertedthem。WhileMrs。Vincentwastalking,anuglyquestionwasthrustingitselfuponhisattention,demandingananswer。Hecouldsee——anyonewitheyescouldsee——thattherewasbetweenPhyllisandhisfriendCaptainNeilsomeunderstanding。JustwhatwasbetweenthemBarrylongedtoknow。Itflasheduponhimthatupontheanswertothatquestionhiswholefuturehung,forifthisgirlwasmorethanfriendtoCaptainNeil,thenthejoyoflifehadforhimbeenquenched。Nomotortripforhimto—morrow。Hehadhadenoughheart—wrenchingtobearasitwaswithoutthat。No!Ifbetweenthesetwoacloserrelationthanthatofmerefriendshipexisted,hiswaywasclear。Hewouldreturntothetrenchesto—
  morrow。
  "Oh,hereyouare,dear,"saidMrs。Vincent,asPhyllisandCaptainNeilreturnedtotheroom。"Youfoundtheairtooclose,Ifear。"
  "No,"saidPhylliswithsimplesincerity,"itwasBarry。Isawthosemen,andIcouldnotbearit。Ican’tbearitnow。"Herlipswerestilltrembling,andhereyeswerefilledwithtears。
  "Andyet,"saidBarry,"whenyouwereoverthereinthemidstofitall,youneveronceweakened。That’sthewonderofit。Youjustgoon,doingwhatyoumustdo。Youhaven’ttimetoreflect,andit’sGod’smercythatitisso。ThankGodwehaveourdutytodonomatterwhatcomes。Withoutthatlifewouldbeunbearable。"
  "Now,whataboutto—morrow?"saidCaptainNeilbriskly,asMrs。
  Vincentrosefromthetable。"Wemustsettlethat。Whataboutit,Barry?"
  "Idon’tknow。DoyouthinkIshouldgo?It’syourpartyandit’salreadymadeup。"
  "Notquite,"saidPhyllis,lookingshylyathim。"Youbelongtothepartymorethananyofus,youknow。"