"ThenwhataboutPaula?"saidBarry。"Thisisherparty,isitnot?"
Phylliswassilent。
"Ithink,CaptainDunbar,"saidMrs。Vincent,"ifyouwouldlikeit,yououghttogo。Youneedsomethingofthekind,andyouwillfitinadmirablywiththeparty,Iamquitesure。To—day,"sheaddedwithalittlelaugh,"IwasdoubtfulastotheproprietyoftheseyoungpeoplegoingoffallthewaytoEdinburghbythemselves,butyouknowinthesewartimeswedoextraordinarythings,butnowifyoujointhem,myscrupleswillberemoved。"
"Somechaperon,"whisperedCaptainNeilaudiblytoPhyllis。Thenheaddedbriskly,"Well,then,that’ssettled。To—morrowat8:37
wemeetatKing’sCross,8:37,remember。"
ButforBarrythematterwasfarfromsettled。
"Ican’tquitemakeupmymindto—night,"hesaid。"IshallbeatKing’sCross,however,inthemorningatanyrate。"
"But,Barry,"beganPhyllis,protesting,"youmust——Iwant——"
Sheceasedspeakingabruptly,herfaceflushingandthengoingsuddenlywhite。
"Oh,rot,oldman,"saidCaptainNeil,impatiently,"youwillcome。
Ofcoursehe’llcome,"headdedtoPhyllis。
Theymovedtogetheroutoftheroom,Mrs。VincentandCaptainNeilleadingtheway。
"Oh,Barry,aren’tyougoing?"saidPhyllisinalowvoice。
"HowcanIanswerthat?"hereplied,almostinanger。"DoYOUaskmetogo?DoYOUwantmetogo?"
"Ofcourse,weallwantyoutogo,"saidthegirl。
"Isthatyouranswer?"Hisvoicewastense;hisfacestrained。
"Ifthatisall,Phyllis,Imustsay’Good—bye’to—night。WhyshouldIgowithyou?WhyshouldIstayhereinLondon?There’snothingformehere。Thewaristheonlyplace——"
"Oh,Barry,"shesaid,hereyesbrightwithtears,"howunkindly,howterriblyyoutalk。"Thenwithaswiftchangeofmoodsheturneduponhim。"Whatrighthaveyoutotalklikethat?"shecriedinsuddenwrath。"WhathaveIdone——whathavewedonetoyou?"
"Wait,Phyllis,"hecrieddesperately。"Oh,letthemgoon,"headdedimpatiently。"ForHeaven’ssake,istherenoplaceaboutherewhereIcantalktoyou?"Theywerebothpaleandtrembling。
"Imusttalktoyouto—night——now——atonce。"Hestoodbetweenherandthedoor。"Can’tyouseeIloveyou?Iloveyou,doyouhear?
Ifyoudon’tloveme,whyshouldIlive?"
"Oh,Barry,"saidthegirl,inahurriedvoice。"Youmustnottalklikethis。Comethisway。Iknowthisplace。"Shehurriedoutbyasidedoor,downacorridor,andintoasmallparlour,withcosycorners,wheretheywerealone。
"Now,Phyllis,"saidBarry,facingher,withasettledfiercenessinhisvoiceandmanner。"Iamquitemad,Iknow,toloveyou,butIdo。Ican’thelpitanymorethanbreathing。Ihavenorighttotellyouthis,perhaps。Iamnobody,andIhavenothingtoofferanygirl。Iseethatnow。Oh,Iseethatclearlynow,butIneverthoughtofthatpartofitbefore。Ionlylovedyou。HowcouldI
helpit?Ihardlyknewmyselfuntiltonight。ButIknownow,"headdedinavoiceoftriumph,thegloomliftingfromhisface,andthefiercelightfadingfromhiseyes。"Yes,Iknownow,Phyllis。
Iloveyou。Ishallalwaysloveyou。IloveyouandIamgladtoloveyou。Nothingcantakethatfromme。"
Allthistimeshewasstandingbeforehim,herfacewhite,herlipsparted,alookofwonder,almostoffear,inthebrowneyes,sobravelyholdinghis,herhandspressedharduponherbosom,asiftostayitstumult。
"Ihavenorighttosaythistoyou,"saidBarryagain。"Youbelongtoagreatfamily。Perhapsyouarerich。GreatHeavens!"
hegroaned。"Ineverthoughtofthat。Youarebeautiful。Manymenwillloveyou,greatmenandrichmenwillloveyou。Youaresowonderful。Why,there’sCaptainNeil,he——"
"CaptainNeil,"echoedPhyllis,withinfinitescorninhervoice。
"Well,manymen。"
"Manymen,"sherepeated,herlipsbeginningtotremble。"Oh,Barry,can’tyousee?Youblindboy。There’sonlyonemanforme,Barry,andthat’syou,justyou。"Shecameneartohim,laidherhandsuponhisbreast,hereyeslookingintohis。
"Phyllis,"hesaid,puttinghisarmsroundher,agreatwonderinhisvoice。"Itcan’tbetrue!Oh,itcan’tbetrue!Yetyoureyes,yourdeareyessayso。Phyllis,Idobelieveyouloveme。"
Thelittlehandssliduparoundhisneck;hedrewherclose。
"Phyllis,mydear,dear,love,"hewhispered。
Hefeltherbodysuddenlyrelax,andassheleanedbackwardsinhisarms,stillclingingtohim,hebentoverherandhislipsmethersinalongkiss。
CHAPTERXVIII
AWEDDINGJOURNEY
"Justamoment,ifyouplease,Paula。Ishouldliketogetdownafewnotesofthisbit。Oh,whataview!Lake,moor,hills,mountains,village!"
Mr。Howlandsprangfromthecar,sketchbookinhand,andranforwardtoajuttingrockthatcommandedthewidevalley,flankedbyhills,inwhosebosomlayaloch,shimmeringinthemorninglight。Thecardrewuponthebrowofalongandgentlyslopingincline,whichtheroadfolloweduntilitdisappearedinaturnatthevillageattheloch’send。
"Getthelittlechurchtowerin,father,andabitofthecastle。
Icanseeitfromhere,"saidPaula,standinguponthemotorseat。
"Ishalltrythisfurtherrock,"saidherfather。"Ah,hereitis。
Docome,allofyou,andgetthis。Oh,whataperfectlygloriousview!"
Thelittlegroupgatheredabouthiminsilence,uponalittleheadlandthatoverlookedthevalley,andfeasteduponthebeautythatspreaditselfoutbeforethem,theundulatingslopeandshimmeringloch,thewidemoorsandsoftlyroundedhills,thedarkgreenmassesofraggedfirs,andthegreatwhiteBensinthefardistance,andbelowthem,inthemidstthehumantouch,inanestlingvillagewithitsHeaven—pointingspire。
"Hark!"saidPaula。
Fromacrossthelochtherefloateduptothem,softandmellowasanangel’ssong,thesoundofabell。
Mr。Rowlanddroppedhissketchbook,tookoffhishat,andstoodasifinworship。Theothermenfollowedhisexample。
"Father,"saidPaula,"let’sgotochurch。"
"Hush,"saidherfather,puttinguphishand,andsostoodforsomemoments。
"Oh,Scotland,Scotland!"hecried,liftinghisarmshighabovehishead,"nowonderyourchildreninexileweepfortheirnativeland。"
"Andyourmenfightanddieforyou,"addedPaula,glancingatCaptainNeil。
"Thankyou,"saidCaptainNeil,turningquicklyaway。
"Yes,"saidPaula,"weshallgotochurchhere,father。"
Thechurchstoodagainstaclusterofancientfirs,inthemidstofitsquietgraves,yewshadedhereandthere。Besideitstoodthemanse,withinitssweetoldgarden,protectedbyamosscoveredstonewall。
Atitsgatetheministerstood,adarkmanwithsilveringhair,ofsomesixtyyears,butstillerectandwithanoble,intellectualface。
"Letusspeaktohim,"saidPaula,astheylefttheircar。
Withcharacteristicreserve,BarryandNeilshrankfromgreetingastranger,butwithfineandeasycourtesyMr。Howlandbaredhishead,andwentuptotheminister。
"Weheardyourbell’sinvitation,sir,"hesaid,"andwecametoworshipwithyou。"
Agravesmiletouchedthedarkface。
"Yourightlyinterpreteditsmessage,"hesaid。"Letmerepeatitswelcome。"
"WeareAmericans,atleastmydaughterandIare,"saidMr。
Howland,presentingPaula,afranksmileuponherbeautifulface,"andthisisheryoungfriendfromLondon,MissVincent,andtheseyoungofficersareoftheCanadianarmy。"
"Canadians!"exclaimedtheminister,meetingthemwithbothhands。
"Oh,youareindeedwelcome。"
"Weareallinthewar,sir,Iwouldhaveyouknow,"addedMr。
Howland。
Theministerlookedpuzzled。
"Letmeexplain,"saidBarry。"Mr。RowlandandhisdaughterareonleavefromtheirownhospitalwhichtheyhavesetupinFrance。
MissVincentisfromthebasehospitalinBoulogne。"
Likethesunbreakinguponthelochinadullday,asmilebrokeoverthedarkface。Hethrewthegatewideopen。
"Inthenameofmycountry,inthisitsdarkhour,letmegiveyouwelcome,"andoncemoreheshookthemeachbythehand。"Wehavestillhalfanhourbeforeworship,"hecontinued。"Praydomethehonourofenteringmymanse。"
Theyfollowedhimuptheshrubbery—flankedgravelwalktothedoor。
"Enter,"hesaid,goingbeforethemintothemanse。"Jean!Jean!"
hecalled。
"Yes,dear,"cameavoicelikethesoundofasilverbell,andfromanotherroomissuedaladywithafaceofrareanddelicateloveliness。Hersoft,clingingblackgown,withatouchofwhiteatherthroat,servedtoemphasisethesweetpurityofherface,butcastoveritashadeofsadnessatoncepoignantandtender。
"Mydear,thisisMrs。Robertson,"hesaidsimply;"thesefriends,AmericansandCanadians,arefromthewar。"
Atthatwordshecametogreetthem,herfaceilluminedbyasmileinexpressiblysweet,butinexpressiblysad。"Youarewelcome,oh,verywelcome,"shesaid,inasoftScotchvoice。"Comeinandrestforafewmoments。"
"Ouryoungfriendhere,CaptainDunbar,ischaplainofadistinguishedCanadianregiment。"
"Theyarealldistinguished,"saidthelady。
"Achaplain?"saidtheminister。"Mydearsir,weshouldbegratefulforamessageforourpeoplefromthefront——"
"Oh,yes,ifyouwould,"addedhiswife。
"But,"protested。Barry,"Iwanttohearsomeoneelsepreach。
Onegetsverytiredofone’sownpreaching,andbesidesI’maverypoorpreacher。"
"I’lltakethatrisk,butIwillnotpressyou,"saidtheministercourteously。
"Do,Barry,"saidPaulainalowvoice,butheshookhishead。
"Iseeyouhavesomesoldierfriendsatthefront,"saidMr。
Rowland,pointingtoaphotographonthemantelofayoungofficerinHighlanddress。
"Ourson,sir,"saidtheministerquietly。
"Ouronlyson,"addedhiswifequietly。"HewasintheBlackWatch。"Hervoice,withitspeculiarbell—likequality,wasfullofprideandtenderness。
"Oh,"saidPhyllis,turningtoherwithquicktearsinhereyesandholdingoutherhand。
"Ah,"saidthelady,"youtoo?Yourbrother?"
"Mytwobrothers。"
"Mydearchild!Mydearchild!"saidtheminister’swife,kissingher。"Yourmotherwasgreatlyprivileged,"sheaddedgently。
Itwasadeeplymovingscene。
"Madam,"saidMr。Howland,wipinghiseyes,"forgiveme,butyoumothersarethewonderofthewar。"
"Therearemanyofusinthisglen,sir,"shereplied。"Wecannotgiveourlives,sir。Wecanonlygivewhatisdearerthanourlives,ourdear,dearsons,and,believeme,wedon’tgrudgethem。"
"Madam,"saidMr。Howland,"thewholeworldhonoursyouandwondersatyou。"
"Sir,"saidBarry,obeyingaquickimpulse,"Icannotpreach,butmayItellyourpeoplesomethingabouttheirboysandhowsplendidtheyare?"
"Thankyou,"saidtheminister。
"Oh,wouldyou?"criedhiswife。"Therearemanytherewhofeelonlythelossandthesorrow。Youcantellthemsomethingofitssplendour。"
Bythistimeintheeyesofallthevisitorsthereweretears,butonthefacesoftheministerandhiswifetherewasonlytheserenepeaceofthosewhowithinthesacredshrineofsacrificehavegotavisionofitseternalglory。
"Barry,"saidPaula,drawinghimaside,"Iloveyouforthis,butdotalkaboutsomething,orIshallsurelycry。Thesepeoplebreakmyheart。"
"Oh,no,"saidBarry,lookingatthem,"therearenotearsthere。
Theyhavebeenallthewaythrough。"
"Likepeople,likepriest!"Thefolkthatgatheredinthelittlechurchthatmorningweresimplepeopleoftheglen,shepherdsandcottersfromthecountryside,humblevillagers。Theywerewomenforthemostpart,witholdmenandchildren。Thegirlswereawayatthemunitionplants,theyoungmenatthewar,fightingorlyingundertheirlittlecrossesorintheirunknownandunmarkedgraves,ononeofBritain’sfivebattlefronts,orunderthetossingwatersoftheSevenSeaswhereBritain’snavyrides,guardingtheworld’sfreedom。Simplepeasantfolktheywere,butwiththatlookofgraveandthoughtfulsteadfastnesswithwhichScotlandknowshowtostampherpeople。
Thedevotionswereconductedbytheministerwithsimplesincerity,andwithaprophet’smystictouchandaprophet’svisionofthingsinvisible。
Barrymadenoattemptatasermon。Heyieldedhimselftothespiritoftheplace,thespiritofthemanseanditspeople,whoseserenefortitudeundertheburdenoftheirsorrowhadstirredhimtohissoul’sdepths。Theirspiritrecalledthespiritofhisownfatherandthespiritofthemenhehadknowninthetrenches。Hemadeaslightreferencetothehorrorsofthewar。Hetouchedlightlyuponthesoldiers’trialsbuthetoldthemtalesoftheirendurance,theirpatience,theirtendernesstothewounded,theircomradeship,theirreadinesstosacrifice。Beforeheclosed,heliftedthemuptoseetheworthandsplendourofitallandgavethemavisionoftheworld’sregenerationthroughtheeternalmysteryofthecross。
Theylistenedwithupliftedface,onwhichrestedaquietwonder,touchedwiththatlightthatonlyfallswheresacrificeandsacramentarejoined。Thereweretearsonmanyfaces,buttheyfellquietly,withoutbitterness,withoutpassion,withoutdespair。
Awomanwithagriefwornfacewaitedforhimatthefootofthepulpitstairs,theminister’swifeandPhyllisbesideher。
"Mrs。Finlaysonwishestospeaktoyou,"shesaid。
"Ay,ay!Ijistwanttosaythatyouhadthewordformetheday。
Iseeitbetterthenoo。A’mmaircontentthatmamonsudbesleepin’ootyonder。"SheheldBarry’shandwhileshespoke,hertearsfallingonit,thenkisseditandturnedaway。
"Andthis,"saidtheminister’swife,"isMrs。Murray,whohasgiventhreesons,andwhohasjustsentherlastsonawaythisweek。"
"Threesons,"echoedBarry,gazingatthestrongface,beatenandbrownwiththewindsandsunsoffiftyyears,"andyousentawayyourlast。Oh,Iwonderatyou。Howcouldyou?"
"Acudnahaudhimbackwi’histhreebritherslyin’ootthere,and,"sheadded,withaproudliftofherhead,"andwudna。"
IttooksomeminutesforBarrytomakehiswaythroughtothedoor。
Hewantedtogreetthemall。Hehadafeelingthathewastherenotinhisownpersonbutasarepresentativestandingbetweentwonoblecompaniesofmartyrs,thosewhohadgoneforthtodie,andthosewhohadsentthem。
"Youhavedoneusagreatserviceto—day,sir,"saidtheministerinbiddingBarrygood—bye。
"Itwasaprivilegetodoit,"saidBarryasheshookhandswiththeministerandhiswife。"Ishalltellthemenaboutyouandyourpeople。"
"Mydear,mydear,isheyourman?"askedtheminister’swifeassheheldPhyllis’hand。
"Heis,"saidPhyllis,glancingatBarrywithshypride。
"Andheleavesyousoon?"
"Intwodays,"repliedthegirl,withaquickbreath。
"Don’tlethimawaytillyougiveyourselfwhollytohim。Whynotto—morrow?It’samother’sword。"
"That’swhatIsay,"criedPaulaimpulsively,seekingtocoverthegirl’sblushingconfusion。"Neil,"sheadded,turningtohim,"I
shouldlovetobemarriedinjustsuchadearlittlechurchasthis。"
"Allright,"saidNeil。"Iknowanotherjustlikeit,andIshallshowittoyounextweek。"
Theywandereddownbytheloch’sside。Passingaboat—rentingestablishment,Paulasuddenlyexclaimed,"MyLandofLiberty,lookthere,Barry!"
"What?"
"Acanoe,"shecried,runningtowardit。"ACanadiancanoe!"
"AgenuinePeterboro,"hecried,followingher。"Wheredidyougetthis?"heinquired,turningtotheboatman。
"MyboybroughtitwithhimfromCanada,sir。Heisanengineer。
Ihavehiswholeoutfitinthehouse——tent,campthingsandall。
Heisatthewarhimself。"
"Oh,Barry,lookatthedearthing。Whatdoesitmakeyouthinkof?"SheglancedatBarry’sfaceandaddedquickly,"Oh,Iknow。
Forgiveme。I’mafool!"
"Comealong,Phyllis,"saidBarry,drawingherawaywithhim。"I
wanttotalktoyou。"
"Weshalltakelunchinhalfanhour,Barry,"calledMr。Howlandafterhim。"We’redueatPitlochry,youknow,fordinner。"
"Allright,sir,"saidBarry。"We’llbeonhand。"
"Iwonderifshe’sgotthenerve,"saidPaulatoCaptainNeilastheystoodlookingafterthem。
"Iwonder,"saidCaptainNeil,lookingather。"Wouldyou?"
"WouldI,"saidPaula,withsuddenshyness。"I——butyouarenotgoingawayintwodays。"
"No,thankthegoodLord,"saidCaptainNeil,fervently,"but,Paula,I’llnotforget。"
AtPitlochrytheyfoundtheirmailawaitingthem。
"Atelegramforyou,Barry,"saidPaula,whohadassumedthedutyofpostman。
TheyallpausedinexaminingtheirmailtowatchBarryopenhiswire。
"Guess,"heshouted,holdinghistelegramhigh。
"Oh,glory,Iknow!"exclaimedPaula。"Extendedleave。Howmuch?"
"’Oh,excellentyoungmaid,howmuchelderartthouthanthylooks!’"
"Oh,Barry!"exclaimedPhyllis。"Howmuch?"
"Fivedays,fivewholedays。"
"Humph!It’stheleasttheycoulddo。Theymighthavemadeitten,"grumbledPaula。
"Mr。Howland,mayIspeaktoyouamoment?"Barry’slookandvoicewereeloquentofresolve。
"Certainly,Barry。Immediately?"
"Ifyouplease,sir。"
Theyretiredtoacorner,whereBarrycouldbeseenwithardentlookandvehementgestureputtinghispropositiontoMr。Howland,whosefaceshowedmingledpleasureandperplexity。Theotherswaitedpatientlyfortheconferencetoend。
"Oh,pshaw!"saidPaula,"Barryoughttoknowbythistimethatthepatersimplycan’tmakeuphismindwithoutme。Iknowwhattheyareat。"
Shemovedovertothem。
"Now,father,ofcourseyouwilldoasBarrywishes,"shedeclared。
"Oh,Iknowwhathewants。Nowlistentome。JustwireMrs。
Vincentthateverythingisperfectlyallright,thatyoucanguaranteeBarry,andthatit’sthesensiblething,theonlythingtodounderthecircumstances。Oh,we’llhaveitinthatdearlittlechurch。Splendid。Perfectlyripping!Eh,Phyllis?Comeoverhereatonce。Now,father,getbusyonthewire。Whywasteaperfectlygoodhourinjusttalkingaboutit?Whatdoyousay,folks?Howmanysay’Ay’?"
UpwentBarry’stwohands,andwiththemNeil’sandPaula’s。
"Whataboutyou,miss?"askedPaula,turningwrathfullytowardPhyllis。
PhylliswalkedquietlytoBarry’sside。
"Barry,"shesaid,givinghimherhand,"Ihavedecidedtobemarriedto—morrow。Ishallwiremamma。"
Barryansweredheronlywithhiseyes。
"ByJove!"saidPaula,"youBritishersarethelimit,forstolid,unemotionalpeople。HereamIshoutingmyheadofflikeabaseballfan,togetthisthingputthrough,andyouquietlywalkupandannouncethateverything’sfixedbuttheband。"
ThewirestoLondonthatafternoonwerekeptbusy,amessagegoingtoMrs。Vincentfromeachmemberoftheparty,butitwasfeltthatthatfromPhyllistohermotherwasreallyallthatwasnecessary。
"DearestMamma——BarryandIaretobemarriedtomorrow。EnglishlawmakesLondonimpossible,asBarryhasonlyfivedays。Iamveryhappy,feelingsureyouapprove。Ourdearest,dearestlove。
"Phyllis。"
AlongwirealsowentfromBarrytoMr。Robertson,theministerofthelittlechurch,wheretheyhadspentsuchadelightfulhourthatmorning,butthiswireBarryshowedtonoone。
Thebride’sbouquetwasfromthemansegarden,ashowerofwhiteroses,nopurerandnosweeterthanthebrideherself。Atthechurchdoor,thepartystoodshrinkingfromthemomentofparting。
AtlengthPaulatookmattersinhand。
"Asusual,"shesaid,"theheavyworkfallstome。DearMrs。
Robertson"——totheminister’swife——"goodbye。Ishallalwaysloveyouandyourdearlittlechurch。"
Sheputherarmsaroundtheminister’swifeandkissedher。
"Oh,we’regoingtoseethemoff,"saidthatlady。"Leadtheway,CaptainDunbar,please,"sheadded,withabrightsmile,givinghimalittlepush。
"Come,Phyllis,"saidBarryofferinghiswifehisarm,andtheystartedoffdownthestreettowardthelake。
"Willyoupermitme?"saidtheminister,offeringhisarmtoPaula,whoinmystifiedsilencetookitwithoutaword。
"MayIhavethepleasure?"saidMr。Howland,offeringhisarmtoMrs。Robertson。
"Come,CaptainFraser,"shesaidgaily,offeringhimtheotherarm。
"Justwhatishappeningtome,Idon’tpretendtoknow,"saidPaula,"butwhateveritis,Americaisinthisthingtothefinish。"
Barrystoppedattheboathouselanding。There,tiedtothedock,floatedtheCanadiancanoe,ladenwithtentandcampoutfit,andwithextrabasketsprovidedfromthemanse。
"Oh,Barry,howwonderful!Howperfectlywonderful!"criedPaulainanecstasyofdelight。
Inthatfarewellthereweretearsandsmiles,butmoresmilesthantears。ThelasttotouchtheirhandswasPaula。Shemanagedtodrawthemapartfromtheothers,withhereyesglisteningwithunaccustomedtears。"Youdeserveeachother。Phyllis,"shewhispered,alternatelyshakingandkissingher,"therewasadaywhenIwouldhavefoughtyouforhim,untilNeilcame。Barry,youdearboy,youmaykissmegoodbye,andoh,mayyoubothliveforever。"
"Goodbye,dearPaula,"criedPhyllis。"Youhavebeensolovelytomefromtheveryfirst。Ishallnever,neverforgetyou。"
"Goodbye,Paula,"saidBarry,"dearestofalldearfriends。"
Shestoopedtosteadythecanoe,whilePhyllissteppedtoherplaceinthebow。
"Goodbyetoallofyou。Godloveyouandkeepyouall,"saidBarry。
Hetookhispaddleandsteppedintothecanoe,Paulastillstoopingoverittokeepitsteady。
"Dear,dearBarry,"shewhispered,andforthefirsttimehertearsfell。"Goodbye!Goodbye!"
Togetherthelittlecompanystoodwatchingthemaway,Phyllisinthebow,notpaddling,satwithherfacetowardthem,Barryswinginghispaddlewithgraceful,powerfulstrokes,untiljustatacurveoftheshore,wheresomebirchesoverhungthewater,heswungthecanoehalfround,andwithpaddleheldVoyageurfashioninsalute,theypassedoutofsight。