"Youhavenothingtodotoyourhair,"Mrs。Harsanyisaidkindly,asTheaturnedtothemirror。"Howeverithappenstolie,it’salwayspretty。IadmireitasmuchasTanyadoes。"
Theaglancedawkwardlyawayfromherandlookedstern,butMrs。Harsanyiknewthatshewaspleased。Theywentintotheliving—room,behindthestudio,wherethetwochildrenwereplayingonthebigrugbeforethecoalgrate。Andor,theboy,wassix,asturdy,handsomechild,andthelittlegirlwasfour。ShecametrippingtomeetThea,lookinglikealittledollinherwhitenetdress——hermothermadeallherclothes。Theapickedherupandhuggedher。Mrs。Harsanyiexcusedherselfandwenttothedining—room。Shekeptonlyonemaidanddidagooddealofthehouseworkherself,besidescookingherhusband’sfavoritedishesforhim。Shewasstillunderthirty,aslender,gracefulwoman,gracious,intelligent,andcapable。Sheadaptedherselftocircumstanceswithawell—bredeasewhichsolvedmanyofherhusband’sdifficulties,andkepthim,ashesaid,fromfeelingcheapanddownattheheel。
Nomusicianeverhadabetterwife。Unfortunatelyherbeautywasofaveryfrailandimpressionablekind,andshewasbeginningtoloseit。Herfacewastoothinnow,andtherewereoftendarkcirclesunderhereyes。
Leftalonewiththechildren,TheasatdownonTanya’slittlechair——shewouldratherhavesatonthefloor,butwasafraidofrumplingherdress——andhelpedthemplay"cars"withAndor’sironrailwayset。Sheshowedhim
newwaystolayhistracksandhowtomakeswitches,setuphisNoah’sarkvillageforstationsandpackedtheani—
malsintheopencoalcarstosendthemtothestockyards。
TheyworkedouttheirshipmentsorealisticallythatwhenAndorputthetwolittlereindeerintothestockcar,Tanyasnatchedthemoutandbegantocry,sayingshewasn’tgoingtohavealltheiranimalskilled。
Harsanyicamein,jadedandtired,andaskedTheatogoonwithhergame,ashewasnotequaltotalkingmuchbeforedinner。Hesatdownandmadepretenseofglancingattheeveningpaper,buthesoondroppedit。Aftertherailroadbegantogrowtiresome,Theawentwiththechild—
rentotheloungeinthecorner,andplayedforthemthegamewithwhichsheusedtoamuseThorforhoursto—
getherbehindtheparlorstoveathome,makingshadowpicturesagainstthewallwithherhands。Herfingerswereverysupple,andshecouldmakeaduckandacowandasheepandafoxandarabbitandevenanelephant。Har—
sanyi,fromhislowchair,watchedthem,smiling。Theboywasonhisknees,jumpingupanddownwiththeexcite—
mentofguessingthebeasts,andTanyasatwithherfeettuckedunderherandclappedherfraillittlehands。Thea’sprofile,inthelamplight,teasedhisfancy。Wherehadheseenaheadlikeitbefore?
Whendinnerwasannounced,littleAndortookThea’shandandwalkedtothedining—roomwithher。Thechil—
drenalwayshaddinnerwiththeirparentsandbehavedverynicelyattable。"Mamma,"saidAndorseriouslyasheclimbedintohischairandtuckedhisnapkinintothecollarofhisblouse,"MissKronborg’shandsareeverykindofanimalthereis。"
Hisfatherlaughed。"Iwishsomebodywouldsaythataboutmyhands,Andor。"
WhenTheadinedattheHarsanyisbefore,shenoticedthattherewasanintensesuspensefromthemomenttheytooktheirplacesatthetableuntilthemasterofthehouse
hadtastedthesoup。Hehadatheorythatifthesoupwentwell,thedinnerwouldgowell;butifthesoupwaspoor,allwaslost。To—nighthetastedhissoupandsmiled,andMrs。HarsanyisatmoreeasilyinherchairandturnedherattentiontoThea。Thealovedtheirdinnertable,be—
causeitwaslightedbycandlesinsilvercandle—sticks,andshehadneverseenatablesolightedanywhereelse。
Therewerealwaysflowers,too。To—nighttherewasalittleorangetree,withorangesonit,thatoneofHarsanyi’spupilshadsenthimatThanksgivingtime。AfterHarsanyihadfinishedhissoupandaglassofredHungarianwine,helosthisfaggedlookandbecamecordialandwitty。HepersuadedTheatodrinkalittlewineto—night。Thefirsttimeshedinedwiththem,whenheurgedhertotastetheglassofsherrybesideherplate,sheastonishedthembytellingthemthatshe"neverdrank。"
Harsanyiwasthenamanofthirty—two。Hewastohaveaverybrilliantcareer,buthedidnotknowitthen。
TheodoreThomaswasperhapstheonlymaninChicagowhofeltthatHarsanyimighthaveagreatfuture。Har—
sanyibelongedtothesofterSlavictype,andwasmorelikeaPolethanaHungarian。Hewastall,slender,active,withsloping,gracefulshouldersandlongarms。Hisheadwasveryfine,stronglyanddelicatelymodelled,and,asTheaputit,"soindependent。"Alockofhisthickbrownhairusuallyhungoverhisforehead。Hiseyewaswonderful;
fulloflightandfirewhenhewasinterested,softandthoughtfulwhenhewastiredormelancholy。Themean—
ingandpoweroftwoveryfineeyesmustallhavegoneintothisone——therightone,fortunately,theonenexthisaudiencewhenheplayed。Hebelievedthattheglasseyewhichgaveonesideofhisfacesuchadull,blindlook,hadruinedhiscareer,orratherhadmadeacareerimpos—
sibleforhim。Harsanyilosthiseyewhenhewastwelveyearsold,inaPennsylvaniaminingtownwhereexplo—
siveshappenedtobekepttooneartheframeshanties
inwhichthecompanypackednewlyarrivedHungarianfamilies。
Hisfatherwasamusicianandagoodone,buthehadcruellyover—workedtheboy;keepinghimatthepianoforsixhoursadayandmakinghimplayincafesanddancehallsforhalfthenight。Andorranawayandcrossedtheoceanwithanuncle,whosmuggledhimthroughtheportasoneofhisownmanychildren。TheexplosioninwhichAndorwashurtkilledascoreofpeople,andhewasthoughtluckytogetoffwithaneye。Hestillhadaclip—
pingfromaPittsburgpaper,givingalistofthedeadandinjured。Heappearedas"Harsanyi,Andor,lefteyeandslightinjuriesaboutthehead。"ThatwashisfirstAmerican"notice";andhekeptit。Heheldnogrudgeagainstthecoalcompany;heunderstoodthattheacci—
dentwasmerelyoneofthethingsthatareboundtohap—
peninthegeneralscrambleofAmericanlife,whereeveryonecomestograbandtakeshischance。
Whiletheywereeatingdessert,TheaaskedHarsanyiifshecouldchangeherTuesdaylessonfromafternoontomorning。"Ihavetobeatachoirrehearsalintheafter—
noon,togetreadyfortheChristmasmusic,andIexpectitwilllastuntillate。"
Harsanyiputdownhisforkandlookedup。"Achoirrehearsal?Yousinginachurch?"
"Yes。AlittleSwedishchurch,overontheNorthside。"
"Whydidyounottellus?"
"Oh,I’monlyatemporary。Theregularsopranoisnotwell。"
"Howlonghaveyoubeensingingthere?"
"EversinceIcame。Ihadtogetapositionofsomekind,"Theaexplained,flushing,"andthepreachertookmeon。Herunsthechoirhimself。Heknewmyfather,andIguesshetookmetooblige。"
Harsanyitappedthetableclothwiththeendsofhis
fingers。"Butwhydidyounevertellus?Whyareyousoreticentwithus?"
Thealookedshylyathimfromunderherbrows。"Well,it’scertainlynotveryinteresting。It’sonlyalittlechurch。
Ionlydoitforbusinessreasons。"
"Whatdoyoumean?Don’tyouliketosing?Don’tyousingwell?"
"Ilikeitwellenough,but,ofcourse,Idon’tknowany—
thingaboutsinging。Iguessthat’swhyIneversaidany—
thingaboutit。Anybodythat’sgotavoicecansinginalittlechurchlikethat。"
Harsanyilaughedsoftly——alittlescornfully,Theathought。"Soyouhaveavoice,haveyou?"
Theahesitated,lookedintentlyatthecandlesandthenatHarsanyi。"Yes,"shesaidfirmly;"Ihavegotsome,anyway。"
"Goodgirl,"saidMrs。Harsanyi,noddingandsmilingatThea。"Youmustletushearyousingafterdinner。"
Thisremarkseeminglyclosedthesubject,andwhenthecoffeewasbroughttheybegantotalkofotherthings。
HarsanyiaskedTheahowshehappenedtoknowsomuchaboutthewayinwhichfreighttrainsareoperated,andshetriedtogivehimsomeideaofhowthepeopleinlittledeserttownslivebytherailwayandordertheirlivesbythecomingandgoingofthetrains。Whentheyleftthedining—
roomthechildrenweresenttobedandMrs。HarsanyitookTheaintothestudio。Sheandherhusbandusuallysatthereintheevening。
AlthoughtheirapartmentseemedsoeleganttoThea,itwassmallandcramped。Thestudiowastheonlyspaciousroom。TheHarsanyiswerepoor,anditwasduetoMrs。
Harsanyi’sgoodmanagementthattheirlives,eveninhardtimes,movedalongwithdignityandorder。Shehadlongagofoundoutthatbillsordebtsofanykindfrightenedherhusbandandcrippledhisworkingpower。
Hesaidtheywerelikebarsonthewindows,andshutout
thefuture;theymeantthatjustsomanyhundreddollars’
worthofhislifewasdebilitatedandexhaustedbeforehegottoit。SoMrs。Harsanyisawtoitthattheyneverowedanything。Harsanyiwasnotextravagant,thoughhewassometimescarelessaboutmoney。Quietandorderandhiswife’sgoodtastewerethethingsthatmeantmosttohim。Afterthese,goodfood,goodcigars,alittlegoodwine。Heworehisclothesuntiltheywereshabby,untilhiswifehadtoaskthetailortocometothehouseandmea—
surehimfornewones。Hisnecktiessheusuallymadeher—
self,andwhenshewasinshopsshealwayskepthereyeopenforsilksinverydullorpaleshades,graysandolives,warmblacksandbrowns。
WhentheywentintothestudioMrs。HarsanyitookupherembroideryandTheasatdownbesideheronalowstool,herhandsclaspedaboutherknees。Whilehiswifeandhispupiltalked,HarsanyisankintoaCHAISELONGUEinwhichhesometimessnatchedafewmoments’restbetweenhislessons,andsmoked。Hesatwelloutofthecircleofthelamplight,hisfeettothefire。Hisfeetwereslenderandwellshaped,alwayselegantlyshod。Muchofthegraceofhismovementswasduetothefactthathisfeetwerealmostassureandflexibleashishands。Helistenedtothecon—
versationwithamusement。Headmiredhiswife’stactandkindnesswithcrudeyoungpeople;shetaughtthemsomuchwithoutseemingtobeinstructing。Whentheclockstrucknine,Theasaidshemustbegoinghome。
Harsanyiroseandflungawayhiscigarette。"Notyet。
Wehavejustbeguntheevening。Nowyouaregoingtosingforus。Ihavebeenwaitingforyoutorecoverfromdinner。Come,whatshallitbe?"hecrossedtothepiano。
Thealaughedandshookherhead,lockingherelbowsstilltighteraboutherknees。"Thankyou,Mr。Harsanyi,butifyoureallymakemesing,I’llaccompanymyself。
Youcouldn’tstandittoplaythesortofthingsIhavetosing。"
AsHarsanyistillpointedtothechairatthepiano,sheleftherstoolandwenttoit,whilehereturnedtohisCHAISE
LONGUE。Thealookedatthekeyboarduneasilyforamo—
ment,thenshebegan"Come,yeDisconsolate,"thehymnWunschhadalwayslikedtohearhersing。Mrs。Harsanyiglancedquestioninglyatherhusband,buthewaslookingintentlyatthetoesofhisboots,shadinghisforeheadwithhislongwhitehand。WhenTheafinishedthehymnshedidnotturnaround,butimmediatelybegan"TheNinetyandNine。"Mrs。Harsanyikepttryingtocatchherhus—
band’seye;buthischinonlysankloweronhiscollar。
"TherewereninetyandninethatsafelylayIntheshelterofthefold,Butonewasoutonthehillsaway,Farofffromthegatesofgold。"
Harsanyilookedather,thenbackatthefire。
"Rejoice,fortheShepherdhasfoundhissheep。"
Theaturnedonthechairandgrinned。"That’saboutenough,isn’tit?Thatsonggotmemyjob。Thepreachersaiditwassympathetic,"shemincedtheword,remember—
ingMr。Larsen’smanner。
Harsanyidrewhimselfupinhischair,restinghiselbowsonthelowarms。"Yes?Thatisbettersuitedtoyourvoice。Youruppertonesaregood,aboveG。Imustteachyousomesongs。Don’tyouknowanything——pleasant?"
Theashookherheadruefully。"I’mafraidIdon’t。Letmesee——Perhaps,"sheturnedtothepianoandputherhandsonthekeys。"IusedtosingthisforMr。Wunschalongwhileago。It’sforcontralto,butI’lltryit。"Shefrownedatthekeyboardamoment,playedthefewin—
troductorymeasures,andbegan"ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN,"
Shehadnotsungitforalongtime,anditcamebacklikeanoldfriendship。Whenshefinished,Harsanyisprangfromhischairanddroppedlightlyuponhistoes,akindof
ENTRE—CHATthathesometimesexecutedwhenheformedasuddenresolution,orwhenhewasabouttofollowapureintuition,againstreason。Hiswifesaidthatwhenhegavethatspringhewasshotfromthebowofhisancestors,andnowwhenhelefthischairinthatmannersheknewhewasintenselyinterested。Hewentquicklytothepiano。
"Singthatagain。Thereisnothingthematterwithyourlowvoice,mygirl。Iwillplayforyou。Letyourvoiceout。"Withoutlookingatherhebegantheaccom—
paniment。Theadrewbackhershoulders,relaxedtheminstinctively,andsang。
Whenshefinishedthearia,Harsanyibeckonedhernearer。"SingAH——AHforme,asIindicate。"Hekepthisrighthandonthekeyboardandputhislefttoherthroat,placingthetipsofhisdelicatefingersoverherlarynx。"Again,——untilyourbreathisgone。——Trillbetweenthetwotones,always;good!Again;excellent!——
Nowup,——staythere。EandF。Notsogood,isit?Fisalwaysahardone。——Now,trythehalf—tone。——That’sright,nothingdifficultaboutit。——Now,pianissimo,AH——
AH。Now,swellit,AH——AH。——Again,followmyhand。——
Now,carryitdown。——Anybodyevertellyouanythingaboutyourbreathing?"
"Mr。LarsensaysIhaveanunusuallylongbreath,"
Thearepliedwithspirit。
Harsanyismiled。"Soyouhave,soyouhave。ThatwaswhatImeant。Now,oncemore;carryitupandthendown,AH——AH。"Heputhishandbacktoherthroatandsatwithhisheadbent,hisoneeyeclosed。Helovedtohearabigvoicethrobinarelaxed,naturalthroat,andhewasthinkingthatnoonehadeverfeltthisvoicevibratebefore。ItwaslikeawildbirdthathadflownintohisstudioonMiddletonStreetfromgoodnessknewhowfar!
Nooneknewthatithadcome,oreventhatitexisted;
leastofallthestrange,crudegirlinwhosethroatitbeatitspassionatewings。Whatasimplethingitwas,here—
flected;whyhadheneverguesseditbefore?Everythingaboutherindicatedit,——thebigmouth,thewidejawandchin,thestrongwhiteteeth,thedeeplaugh。Themachinewassosimpleandstrong,seemedtobesoeasilyoperated。
Shesangfromthebottomofherself。Herbreathcamefromdownwhereherlaughcamefrom,thedeeplaughwhichMrs。Harsanyihadoncecalled"thelaughofthepeople。"
Arelaxedthroat,avoicethatlayonthebreath,thathadneverbeenforcedoffthebreath;itroseandfellintheair—columnlikethelittleballswhichareputtoshineinthejetofafountain。Thevoicedidnotthinasitwentup;
theuppertoneswereasfullandrichasthelower,pro—
ducedinthesamewayandasunconsciously,onlywithdeeperbreath。
AtlastHarsanyithrewbackhisheadandrose。"Youmustbetired,MissKronborg。"
Whenshereplied,shestartledhim;hehadforgottenhowhardandfullofbursherspeakingvoicewas。"No,"shesaid,"singingnevertiresme。"
Harsanyipushedbackhishairwithanervoushand。
"Idon’tknowmuchaboutthevoice,butIshalltakelibertiesandteachyousomegoodsongs。Ithinkyouhaveaveryinterestingvoice。"
"I’mgladifyoulikeit。Good—night,Mr。Harsanyi。"
TheawentwithMrs。Harsanyitogetherwraps。
WhenMrs。Harsanyicamebacktoherhusband,shefoundhimwalkingrestlesslyupanddowntheroom。
"Don’tyouthinkhervoicewonderful,dear?"sheasked。
"Iscarcelyknowwhattothink。AllIreallyknowaboutthatgirlisthatshetiresmetodeath。Wemustnothaveheroften。IfIdidnothavemylivingtomake,then——"
hedroppedintoachairandclosedhiseyes。"HowtiredIam。Whatavoice!"
IV
AFTERthateveningThea’sworkwithHarsanyichangedsomewhat。Heinsistedthatsheshouldstudysomesongswithhim,andafteralmosteverylessonhegaveuphalfanhourofhisowntimetopracticingthemwithher。Hedidnotpretendtoknowmuchaboutvoiceproduction,butsofar,hethought,shehadacquirednoreallyinjurioushabits。Ahealthyandpowerfulorganhadfounditsownmethod,whichwasnotabadone。Hewishedtofindoutagooddealbeforeherecommendedavocalteacher。HenevertoldTheawhathethoughtabouthervoice,andmadehergeneralignoranceofanythingworthsinginghispretextforthetroublehetook。Thatwasinthebeginning。Afterthefirstfewlessonshisownpleasureandherswerepretextenough。Thesingingcameattheendofthelessonhour,andtheybothtreateditasaformofrelaxation。
Harsanyididnotsaymucheventohiswifeabouthisdiscovery。Hebroodeduponitinacuriousway。Hefoundthattheseunscientificsinginglessonsstimulatedhiminhisownstudy。AfterMissKronborglefthimheoftenlaydowninhisstudioforanhourbeforedinner,withhisheadfullofmusicalideas,withaneffervescenceinhisbrainwhichhehadsometimeslostforweekstogetherun—
derthegrindofteaching。HehadnevergotsomuchbackforhimselffromanypupilashedidfromMissKronborg。
Fromthefirstshehadstimulatedhim;somethinginherpersonalityinvariablyaffectedhim。Nowthathewasfeelinghiswaytowardhervoice,hefoundhermorein—
terestingthaneverbefore。Sheliftedthetediumofthewinterforhim,gavehimcuriousfanciesandreveries。
Musically,shewassympathetictohim。Whyallthiswas
true,heneveraskedhimself。Hehadlearnedthatonemusttakewhereandwhenonecanthemysteriousmentalir—
ritantthatrousesone’simagination;thatitisnottobehadbyorder。Sheoftenweariedhim,butsheneverboredhim。Underhercrudenessandbrusquehardness,hefelttherewasanaturequitedifferent,ofwhichhenevergotsomuchasahintexceptwhenshewasatthepiano,orwhenshesang。Itwastowardthishiddencreaturethathewastrying,forhisownpleasure,tofindhisway。Inshort,HarsanyilookedforwardtohishourwithTheaforthesamereasonthatpoorWunschhadsometimesdreadedhis;becauseshestirredhimmorethananythingshedidcouldadequatelyexplain。
OneafternoonHarsanyi,afterthelesson,wasstandingbythewindowputtingsomecollodiononacrackedfinger,andTheawasatthepianotryingover"DieLorelei"
whichhehadgivenherlastweektopractice。Itwasscarcelyasongwhichasingingmasterwouldhavegivenher,buthehadhisownreasons。Howshesangitmatteredonlytohimandtoher。Hewasplayinghisowngamenow,withoutinterference;hesuspectedthathecouldnotdosoalways。
Whenshefinishedthesong,shelookedbackoverhershoulderathimandspokethoughtfully。"Thatwasn’tright,attheend,wasit?"
"No,thatshouldbeanopen,flowingtone,somethinglikethis,"——hewavedhisfingersrapidlyintheair。"Yougettheidea?"
"No,Idon’t。Seemsaqueerending,aftertherest。"
Harsanyicorkedhislittlebottleanddroppeditintothepocketofhisvelvetcoat。"Whyso?Shipwreckscomeandgo,MARCHENcomeandgo,buttheriverkeepsrighton。
Thereyouhaveyouropen,flowingtone。"
Thealookedintentlyatthemusic。"Isee,"shesaiddully。"Oh,Isee!"sherepeatedquicklyandturnedtohimaglowingcountenance。"Itistheriver。——Oh,yes,Igetitnow!"Shelookedathimbutlongenoughtocatch
hisglance,thenturnedtothepianoagain。Harsanyiwasneverquitesurewherethelightcamefromwhenherfacesuddenlyflashedoutathiminthatway。Hereyesweretoosmalltoaccountforit,thoughtheyglitteredlikegreeniceinthesun。Atsuchmomentsherhairwasyellower,herskinwhiter,hercheekspinker,asifalamphadsuddenlybeenturnedupinsideofher。Shewentatthesongagain:
"ICHWEISSNICHT,WASSOLLESBEDEUTEN,DASICHSOTRAURIGBIN。"
Akindofhappinessvibratedinhervoice。Harsanyino—
ticedhowmuchandhowunhesitatinglyshechangedherdeliveryofthewholesong,thefirstpartaswellasthelast。
Hehadoftennoticedthatshecouldnotthinkathingoutinpassages。Untilshesawitasawhole,shewanderedlikeablindmansurroundedbytorments。Aftersheoncehadher"revelation,"aftershegottheideathattoher——notalwaystohim——explainedeverything,thenshewentfor—
wardrapidly。Butshewasnotalwayseasytohelp。Shewassometimesimpervioustosuggestion;shewouldstareathimasifsheweredeafandignoreeverythinghetoldhertodo。Then,allatonce,somethingwouldhappeninherbrainandshewouldbegintodoallthathehadbeenforweekstellinghertodo,withoutrealizingthathehadevertoldher。
To—nightTheaforgotHarsanyiandhisfinger。Shefinishedthesongonlytobeginitwithfreshenthusiasm。
"UNDDASHATMITIHREMSINGEN
DIELORELEIGETHAN。"
ShesattheresingingituntilthedarkeningroomwassofloodedwithitthatHarsanyithrewopenawindow。
"Youreallymuststopit,MissKronborg。Ishan’tbeabletogetitoutofmyheadto—night。"
Thealaughedtolerantlyasshebegantogatheruphermusic。"Why,Ithoughtyouhadgone,Mr。Harsanyi。I
likethatsong。"
ThateveningatdinnerHarsanyisatlookingintentlyintoaglassofheavyyellowwine;boringintoit,indeed,withhisoneeye,whenhisfacesuddenlybrokeintoasmile。
"Whatisit,Andor?"hiswifeasked。
Hesmiledagain,thistimeather,andtookupthenut—
crackersandaBrazilnut。"Doyouknow,"hesaidinatonesointimateandconfidentialthathemighthavebeenspeakingtohimself,——"doyouknow,IliketoseeMissKronborggetholdofanidea。Inspiteofbeingsotalented,she’snotquick。Butwhenshedoesgetanidea,itfillsheruptotheeyes。ShehadmyroomsoreekingofasongthisafternoonthatIcouldn’tstaythere。"
Mrs。Harsanyilookedupquickly,"`DieLorelei,’youmean?Onecouldn’tthinkofanythingelseanywhereinthehouse。Ithoughtshewaspossessed。Butdon’tyouthinkhervoiceiswonderfulsometimes?"
Harsanyitastedhiswineslowly。"Mydear,I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’tknowwhatIthinkaboutMissKronborg,exceptthatI’mgladtherearenottwoofher。