Isometimeswonderwhethersheisnotglad。Freshassheisatitall,I’veoccasionallyfanciedthat,ifsheknewhow,shewouldliketo——diminish。"HemovedhislefthandoutintotheairasifheweresuggestingaDIMINUENDOtoanorchestra。
  V
  BYthefirstofFebruaryTheahadbeeninChicagoal—
  mostfourmonths,andshedidnotknowmuchmoreaboutthecitythanifshehadneverquittedMoonstone。
  Shewas,asHarsanyisaid,incurious。Herworktookmostofhertime,andshefoundthatshehadtosleepagooddeal。Ithadneverbeforebeensohardtogetupinthemorning。Shehadthebotherofcaringforherroom,andshehadtobuildherfireandbringuphercoal。HerroutinewasfrequentlyinterruptedbyamessagefromMr。Larsensummoninghertosingatafuneral。Everyfuneraltookhalfaday,andthetimehadtobemadeup。WhenMrs。
  Harsanyiaskedherifitdidnotdepresshertosingatfu—
  nerals,sherepliedthatshe"hadbeenbroughtuptogotofuneralsanddidn’tmind。"
  Theaneverwentintoshopsunlessshehadto,andshefeltnointerestinthem。Indeed,sheshunnedthem,asplaceswhereonewassuretobepartedfromone’smoneyinsomeway。Shewasnervousaboutcountingherchange,andshecouldnotaccustomherselftohavingherpurchasessenttoheraddress。Shefeltmuchsaferwithherbundlesunderherarm。
  DuringthisfirstwinterTheagotnocityconsciousness。
  Chicagowassimplyawildernessthroughwhichonehadtofindone’sway。Shefeltnointerestinthegeneralbrisknessandzestofthecrowds。Thecrashandscrambleofthatbig,rich,appetentWesterncityshedidnottakeinatall,excepttonoticethatthenoiseofthedraysandstreet—carstiredher。Thebrilliantwindowdisplays,thesplendidfursandstuffs,thegorgeousflower—shops,thegaycandy—shops,shescarcelynoticed。AtChristmas—timeshedidfeelsomecuriosityaboutthetoy—stores,andshewishedsheheld
  Thor’slittlemittenedfistinherhandasshestoodbeforethewindows。Thejewelers’windows,too,hadastrongattractionforher——shehadalwayslikedbrightstones。
  Whenshewentintothecitysheusedtobravethebitinglakewindsandstandgazinginatthedisplaysofdiamondsandpearlsandemeralds;thetiarasandnecklacesandear—
  rings,onwhitevelvet。Theseseemedverywellworthwhiletoher,thingsworthcoveting。
  Mrs。LorchandMrs。AndersenoftentoldeachotheritwasstrangethatMissKronborghadsolittleinitiativeabout"visitingpointsofinterest。"WhenTheacametolivewiththemshehadexpressedawishtoseetwoplaces:MontgomeryWardandCompany’sbigmail—orderstore,andthepacking—houses,towhichallthehogsandcattlethatwentthroughMoonstonewerebound。OneofMrs。Lorch’slodgersworkedinapacking—house,andMrs。AndersenbroughtTheawordthatshehadspokentoMr。EckmanandhewouldgladlytakehertoPacking—
  town。EckmanwasatoughishyoungSwede,andhethoughtitwouldbesomethingofalarktotakeaprettygirlthroughtheslaughter—houses。Buthewasdisap—
  pointed。Theaneithergrewfaintnorclungtothearmhekeptofferingher。Sheaskedinnumerablequestionsandwasimpatientbecauseheknewsolittleofwhatwasgoingonoutsideofhisowndepartment。Whentheygotoffthestreet—carandwalkedbacktoMrs。Lorch’shouseinthedusk,Eckmanputherhandinhisovercoatpocket——shehadnomuff——andkeptsqueezingitardentlyuntilshesaid,"Don’tdothat;myringcutsme。"Thatnighthetoldhisroommatethathe"couldhavekissedheraseasyasrollingoffalog,butshewasn’tworththetrouble。"AsforThea,shehadenjoyedtheafternoonverymuch,andwroteherfatherabriefbutclearaccountofwhatshehadseen。
  OnenightatsupperMrs。Andersenwastalkingabouttheexhibitofstudents’workshehadseenattheArtIn—
  stitutethatafternoon。Severalofherfriendshadsketchesintheexhibit。Thea,whoalwaysfeltthatshewasbe—
  hindhandincourtesytoMrs。Andersen,thoughtthatherewasanopportunitytoshowinterestwithoutcommittingherselftoanything。"Whereisthat,theInstitute?"sheaskedabsently。
  Mrs。Andersenclaspedhernapkininbothhands。"TheArtInstitute?OurbeautifulArtInstituteonMichiganAvenue?Doyoumeantosayyouhavenevervisitedit?"
  "Oh,isittheplacewiththebiglionsoutinfront?I
  remember;IsawitwhenIwenttoMontgomeryWard’s。
  Yes,Ithoughtthelionswerebeautiful。"
  "Butthepictures!Didn’tyouvisitthegalleries?"
  "No。Thesignoutsidesaiditwasapay—day。I’veal—
  waysmeanttogoback,butIhaven’thappenedtobedownthatwaysince。"
  Mrs。LorchandMrs。Andersenlookedateachother。
  Theoldmotherspoke,fixinghershininglittleeyesuponTheaacrossthetable。"Ah,butMissKronborg,thereareoldmasters!Oh,manyofthem,suchasyoucouldnotseeanywhereoutofEurope。"
  "AndCorots,"breathedMrs。Andersen,tiltingherheadfeelingly。"SuchexamplesoftheBarbizonschool!"
  ThiswasmeaninglesstoThea,whodidnotreadtheartcolumnsoftheSundayINTER—OCEANasMrs。Andersendid。
  "Oh,I’mgoingtheresomeday,"shereassuredthem。
  "Iliketolookatoilpaintings。"
  OnebleakdayinFebruary,whenthewindwasblow—
  ingcloudsofdirtlikeaMoonstonesandstorm,dirtthatfilledyoureyesandearsandmouth,TheafoughtherwayacrosstheunprotectedspaceinfrontoftheArtInstituteandintothedoorsofthebuilding。Shedidnotcomeoutagainuntiltheclosinghour。Inthestreet—car,onthelongcoldridehome,whileshesatstaringatthewaistcoatbut—
  tonsofafatstrap—hanger,shehadaseriousreckoningwithherself。Sheseldomthoughtaboutherwayoflife,about
  whatsheoughtoroughtnottodo;usuallytherewasbutoneobviousandimportantthingtobedone。Butthatafternoonsheremonstratedwithherselfseverely。Shetoldherselfthatshewasmissingagreatdeal;thatsheoughttobemorewillingtotakeadviceandtogotoseethings。ShewassorrythatshehadletmonthspasswithoutgoingtotheArtInstitute。Afterthisshewouldgoonceaweek。
  TheInstituteproved,indeed,aplaceofretreat,asthesandhillsortheKohlers’gardenusedtobe;aplacewhereshecouldforgetMrs。Andersen’stiresomeoverturesoffriendship,thestoutcontraltointhechoirwhomshesounreasonablyhated,andeven,foralittlewhile,thetormentofherwork。Thatbuildingwasaplaceinwhichshecouldrelaxandplay,andshecouldhardlyeverplaynow。Onthewhole,shespentmoretimewiththecaststhanwiththepictures。Theywereatoncemoresimpleandmoreperplexing;andsomewaytheyseemedmoreimportant,hardertooverlook。Itneveroccurredtohertobuyacatalogue,soshecalledmostofthecastsbynamesshemadeupforthem。Someofthemsheknew;theDyingGladiatorshehadreadaboutin"ChildeHarold"almostaslongagoasshecouldremember;hewasstronglyas—
  sociatedwithDr。Archieandchildishillnesses。TheVenusdiMilopuzzledher;shecouldnotseewhypeoplethoughthersobeautiful。ShetoldherselfoverandoverthatshedidnotthinktheApolloBelvedere"atallhandsome。"
  Betterthananythingelseshelikedagreatequestrianstatueofanevil,cruel—lookinggeneralwithanunpro—
  nounceablename。Sheusedtowalkroundandroundthisterriblemanandhisterriblehorse,frowningathim,brood—
  inguponhim,asifshehadtomakesomemomentousde—
  cisionabouthim。
  Thecasts,whenshelingeredlongamongthem,alwaysmadehergloomy。Itwaswithalighteningoftheheart,afeelingofthrowingofftheoldmiseriesandoldsorrowsoftheworld,thatsheranupthewidestaircasetothepic—
  tures。Thereshelikedbesttheonesthattoldstories。
  TherewasapaintingbyGeromecalled"ThePasha’sGrief"whichalwaysmadeherwishforGunnerandAxel。
  ThePashawasseatedonarug,besideagreencandleal—
  mostasbigasatelegraphpole,andbeforehimwasstretchedhisdeadtiger,asplendidbeast,andtherewerepinkrosesscatteredabouthim。Sheloved,too,apictureofsomeboysbringinginanewborncalfonalitter,thecowwalkingbesideitandlickingit。TheCorotwhichhungnexttothispaintingshedidnotlikeordislike;sheneversawit。
  Butinthatsameroomtherewasapicture——oh,thatwasthethingsheranupstairssofasttosee!Thatwasherpicture。Sheimaginedthatnobodycaredforitbutherself,andthatitwaitedforher。Thatwasapicturein—
  deed。Shelikedeventhenameofit,"TheSongoftheLark。"Theflatcountry,theearlymorninglight,thewetfields,thelookinthegirl’sheavyface——well,theywereallhers,anyhow,whateverwasthere。Shetoldherselfthatthatpicturewas"right。"Justwhatshemeantbythis,itwouldtakeacleverpersontoexplain。Buttoherthewordcoveredthealmostboundlesssatisfactionshefeltwhenshelookedatthepicture。
  BeforeTheahadanyideahowfasttheweekswerefly—
  ing,beforeMr。Larsen’s"permanent"sopranohadre—
  turnedtoherduties,springcame;windy,dusty,strident,shrill;aseasonalmostmoreviolentinChicagothanthewinterfromwhichitreleasesone,ortheheattowhichiteventuallydeliversone。OnesunnymorningtheappletreesinMrs。Lorch’sbackyardburstintobloom,andforthefirsttimeinmonthsTheadressedwithoutbuildingafire。Themorningshonelikeaholiday,andforheritwastobeaholiday。Therewasintheairthatsudden,treacher—
  oussoftnesswhichmakesthePoleswhoworkinthepack—
  ing—housesgetdrunk。Atsuchtimesbeautyisnecessary,andinPackingtownthereisnoplacetogetitexceptatthe
  saloons,whereonecanbuyforafewhourstheillusionofcomfort,hope,love,——whateveronemostlongsfor。
  HarsanyihadgivenTheaaticketforthesymphonyconcertthatafternoon,andwhenshelookedoutatthewhiteappletreesherdoubtsastowhethersheoughttogovanishedatonce。Shewouldmakeherworklightthatmorning,shetoldherself。Shewouldgototheconcertfullofenergy。Whenshesetoff,afterdinner,Mrs。Lorch,whoknewChicagoweather,prevaileduponhertotakehercape。Theoldladysaidthatsuchsuddenmildness,soearlyinApril,presagedasharpreturnofwinter,andshewasanxiousaboutherappletrees。
  Theconcertbeganattwo—thirty,andTheawasinherseatintheAuditoriumattenminutesaftertwo——afineseatinthefirstrowofthebalcony,ontheside,whereshecouldseethehouseaswellastheorchestra。Shehadbeentosofewconcertsthatthegreathouse,thecrowdofpeople,andthelights,allhadastimulatingeffect。Shewassurprisedtoseesomanymenintheaudience,andwonderedhowtheycouldleavetheirbusinessintheafter—
  noon。DuringthefirstnumberTheawassomuchinter—
  estedintheorchestraitself,inthemen,theinstruments,thevolumeofsound,thatshepaidlittleattentiontowhattheywereplaying。Herexcitementimpairedherpoweroflistening。Shekeptsayingtoherself,"NowImuststopthisfoolishnessandlisten;Imayneverhearthisagain";buthermindwaslikeaglassthatishardtofocus。Shewasnotreadytolistenuntilthesecondnum—
  ber,Dvorak’sSymphonyinEminor,calledonthepro—
  gramme,"FromtheNewWorld。"Thefirstthemehadscarcelybeengivenoutwhenhermindbecameclear;in—
  stantcomposurefelluponher,andwithitcamethepowerofconcentration。Thiswasmusicshecouldunderstand,musicfromtheNewWorldindeed!Strangehow,asthefirstmovementwenton,itbroughtbacktoherthathightablelandaboveLaramie;thegrass—grownwagon
  trails,thefar—awaypeaksofthesnowyrange,thewindandtheeagles,thatoldmanandthefirsttelegraphmessage。
  Whenthefirstmovementended,Thea’shandsandfeetwerecoldasice。Shewastoomuchexcitedtoknowany—
  thingexceptthatshewantedsomethingdesperately,andwhentheEnglishhornsgaveoutthethemeoftheLargo,sheknewthatwhatshewantedwasexactlythat。Herewerethesandhills,thegrasshoppersandlocusts,allthethingsthatwakenedandchirpedintheearlymorning;
  thereachingandreachingofhighplains,theimmeas—
  urableyearningofallflatlands。Therewashomeinit,too;firstmemories,firstmorningslongago;theamaze—
  mentofanewsoulinanewworld;asoulnewandyetold,thathaddreamedsomethingdespairing,somethingglori—
  ous,inthedarkbeforeitwasborn;asoulobsessedbywhatitdidnotknow,underthecloudofapastitcouldnotre—
  call。
  IfTheahadhadmuchexperienceinconcert—going,andhadknownherowncapacity,shewouldhaveleftthehallwhenthesymphonywasover。Butshesatstill,scarcelyknowingwhereshewas,becausehermindhadbeenfarawayandhadnotyetcomebacktoher。Shewasstartledwhentheorchestrabegantoplayagain——theentryofthegodsintoWalhalla。Shehearditaspeoplehearthingsintheirsleep。SheknewscarcelyanythingabouttheWagneroperas。Shehadavagueideathat"Rhinegold"wasaboutthestrifebetweengodsandmen;
  shehadreadsomethingaboutitinMr。Haweis’sbooklongago。Tootiredtofollowtheorchestrawithmuchunder—
  standing,shecroucheddowninherseatandclosedhereyes。Thecold,statelymeasuresoftheWalhallamusicrangout,faraway;therainbowbridgethrobbedoutintotheair,underitthewailingoftheRhinedaughtersandthesingingoftheRhine。ButTheawassunkintwilight;
  itwasallgoingoninanotherworld。Soithappenedthatwithadull,almostlistlessearsheheardforthefirsttime
  thattroubledmusic,ever—darkening,ever—brightening,whichwastoflowthroughsomanyyearsofherlife。
  WhenTheaemergedfromtheconcerthall,Mrs。Lorch’spredictionshadbeenfulfilled。AfuriousgalewasbeatingoverthecityfromLakeMichigan。Thestreetswerefullofcold,hurrying,angrypeople,runningforstreet—carsandbarkingateachother。Thesunwassettinginaclear,windysky,thatflamedwithredasiftherewereagreatfiresomewhereontheedgeofthecity。ForalmostthefirsttimeTheawasconsciousofthecityitself,ofthecon—
  gestionoflifeallabouther,ofthebrutalityandpowerofthosestreamsthatflowedinthestreets,threateningtodriveoneunder。Peoplejostledher,ranintoher,pokedherasidewiththeirelbows,utteringangryexclamations。
  Shegotonthewrongcarandwasroughlyejectedbytheconductoratawindycorner,infrontofasaloon。Shestoodtheredazedandshivering。Thecarspassed,screamingastheyroundedcurves,buteithertheywerefulltothedoors,orwereboundforplaceswhereshedidnotwanttogo。
  Herhandsweresocoldthatshetookoffhertightkidgloves。Thestreetlightsbegantogleaminthedusk。A
  youngmancameoutofthesaloonandstoodeyeingherquestioninglywhilehelitacigarette。"Lookingforafriendto—night?"heasked。Theadrewupthecollarofhercapeandwalkedonafewpaces。Theyoungmanshruggedhisshouldersanddriftedaway。
  Theacamebacktothecornerandstoodthereirreso—
  lutely。Anoldmanapproachedher。He,too,seemedtobewaitingforacar。Heworeanovercoatwithablackfurcollar,hisgraymustachewaswaxedintolittlepoints,andhiseyeswerewatery。Hekeptthrustinghisfaceupnearhers。Herhatblewoffandheranafterit——astiff,pitifulskiphehad——andbroughtitbacktoher。Then,whileshewaspinningherhaton,hercapeblewup,andhehelditdownforher,lookingatherintently。Hisfaceworkedasifheweregoingtocryorwerefrightened。Heleaned
  overandwhisperedsomethingtoher。Itstruckherascuriousthathewasreallyquitetimid,likeanoldbeggar。
  "Oh,letmeALONE!"shecriedmiserablybetweenherteeth。
  Hevanished,disappearedliketheDevilinaplay。Butinthemeantimesomethinghadgotawayfromher;shecouldnotrememberhowtheviolinscameinafterthehorns,justthere。Whenhercapeblewup,perhaps——Whydidthesementormenther?Acloudofdustblewinherfaceandblindedher。Therewassomepowerabroadintheworldbentupontakingawayfromherthatfeelingwithwhichshehadcomeoutoftheconcerthall。Everythingseemedtosweepdownonhertotearitoutfromunderhercape。Ifonehadthat,theworldbecameone’senemy;
  people,buildings,wagons,cars,rushedatonetocrushitunder,tomakeoneletgoofit。Theaglaredroundheratthecrowds,theugly,sprawlingstreets,thelonglinesoflights,andshewasnotcryingnow。HereyeswerebrighterthanevenHarsanyihadeverseenthem。Allthesethingsandpeoplewerenolongerremoteandnegli—
  gible;theyhadtobemet,theywerelinedupagainsther,theyweretheretotakesomethingfromher。Verywell;
  theyshouldneverhaveit。Theymighttramplehertodeath,buttheyshouldneverhaveit。Aslongasshelivedthatecstasywasgoingtobehers。Shewouldliveforit,workforit,dieforit;butshewasgoingtohaveit,timeaftertime,heightafterheight。Shecouldhearthecrashoftheorchestraagain,andsheroseonthebrasses。Shewouldhaveit,whatthetrumpetsweresinging!Shewouldhaveit,haveit,——it!Undertheoldcapeshepressedherhandsuponherheavingbosom,thatwasalittlegirl’snolonger。
  VI
  ONEafternooninApril,TheodoreThomas,thecon—
  ductoroftheChicagoSymphonyOrchestra,hadturnedouthisdesklightandwasabouttoleavehisofficeintheAuditoriumBuilding,whenHarsanyiappearedinthedoorway。Theconductorwelcomedhimwithaheartyhand—gripandthrewofftheovercoathehadjustputon。
  HepushedHarsanyiintoachairandsatdownathisbur—
  deneddesk,pointingtothepilesofpapersandrailwayfoldersuponit。
  "Anothertour,cleartothecoast。Thistravelingisthepartofmyworkthatgrindsme,Andor。Youknowwhatitmeans:badfood,dirt,noise,exhaustionforthemenandforme。I’mnotsoyoungasIoncewas。It’stimeIquitthehighway。Thisisthelasttour,Iswear!"
  "ThenI’msorryforthe`highway。’IrememberwhenI
  firstheardyouinPittsburg,longago。Itwasalife—lineyouthrewme。It’saboutoneofthepeoplealongyourhigh—
  waythatI’vecometoseeyou。WhomdoyouconsiderthebestteacherforvoiceinChicago?"
  Mr。Thomasfrownedandpulledhisheavymustache。
  "Letmesee;IsupposeonthewholeMadisonBowersisthebest。He’sintelligent,andhehadgoodtraining。I
  don’tlikehim。"
  Harsanyinodded。"Ithoughttherewasnooneelse。
  Idon’tlikehim,either,soIhesitated。ButIsupposehemustdo,forthepresent。"
  "Haveyoufoundanythingpromising?Oneofyourownstudents?"
  "Yes,sir。AyoungSwedishgirlfromsomewhereinColorado。Sheisverytalented,andsheseemstometohavearemarkablevoice。"
  "Highvoice?"
  "Ithinkitwillbe;thoughherlowvoicehasabeauti—
  fulquality,veryindividual。Shehashadnoinstructioninvoiceatall,andIshrinkfromhandingherovertoany—
  body;herowninstinctaboutithasbeensogood。Itisoneofthosevoicesthatmanagesitselfeasily,withoutthinningasitgoesup;goodbreathingandperfectrelaxa—
  tion。Butshemusthaveateacher,ofcourse。Thereisabreakinthemiddlevoice,sothatthevoicedoesnotallworktogether;anunevenness。"
  Thomaslookedup。"So?Curious;thatcleftoftenhappenswiththeSwedes。Someoftheirbestsingershavehadit。Italwaysremindsmeofthespaceyousooftenseebetweentheirfrontteeth。Isshestrongphysically?"
  Harsanyi’seyeflashed。Heliftedhishandbeforehimandclenchedit。"Likeahorse,likeatree!EverytimeIgiveheralesson,Iloseapound。Shegoesafterwhatshewants。"
  "Intelligent,yousay?Musicallyintelligent?"
  "Yes;butnocultivationwhatever。Shecametomelikeafineyoungsavage,abookwithnothingwritteninit。
  ThatiswhyIfeeltheresponsibilityofdirectingher。"
  Harsanyipausedandcrushedhissoftgrayhatoverhisknee。"Shewouldinterestyou,Mr。Thomas,"headdedslowly。"Shehasaquality——veryindividual。"
  "Yes;theScandinaviansareapttohavethat,too。Shecan’tgotoGermany,Isuppose?"
  "Notnow,atanyrate。Sheispoor。"
  Thomasfrownedagain"Idon’tthinkBowersareallyfirst—rateman。He’stoopettytobereallyfirst—rate;inhisnature,Imean。ButIdaresayhe’sthebestyoucando,ifyoucan’tgivehertimeenoughyourself。"
  Harsanyiwavedhishand。"Oh,thetimeisnothing——shemayhaveallshewants。ButIcannotteachhertosing。"
  "Mightnotcomeamissifyoumadeamusicianofher,however,"saidMr。Thomasdryly。
  "Ihavedonemybest。ButIcanonlyplaywithavoice,andthisisnotavoicetobeplayedwith。Ithinkshewillbeamusician,whateverhappens。Sheisnotquick,butsheissolid,real;notliketheseothers。Mywifesaysthatwiththatgirloneswallowdoesnotmakeasummer。"
  Mr。Thomaslaughed。"TellMrs。Harsanyithatherremarkconveyssomethingtome。Don’tletyourselfgettoomuchinterested。Voicesaresooftendisappointing;
  especiallywomen’svoices。Somuchchanceaboutit,somanyfactors。"
  "Perhapsthatiswhytheyinterestone。Alltheintelli—
  genceandtalentintheworldcan’tmakeasinger。Thevoiceisawildthing。Itcan’tbebredincaptivity。Itisasport,likethesilverfox。Ithappens。"
  Mr。ThomassmiledintoHarsanyi’sgleamingeye。
  "Whyhaven’tyoubroughthertosingforme?"
  "I’vebeentemptedto,butIknewyouweredriventodeath,withthistourconfrontingyou。"
  "Oh,Icanalwaysfindtimetolistentoagirlwhohasavoice,ifshemeansbusiness。I’msorryI’mleavingsosoon。IcouldadviseyoubetterifIhadheardher。Icansometimesgiveasingersuggestions。I’veworkedsomuchwiththem。"
  "You’retheonlyconductorIknowwhoisnotsnobbishaboutsingers。"Harsanyispokewarmly。
  "Dearme,whyshouldIbe?They’velearnedfromme,andI’velearnedfromthem。"Astheyrose,Thomastooktheyoungermanaffectionatelybythearm。"Tellmeaboutthatwifeofyours。Isshewell,andaslovelyasever?
  Andsuchfinechildren!Cometoseemeoftener,whenIgetback。Imissitwhenyoudon’t。"
  ThetwomenlefttheAuditoriumBuildingtogether。
  Harsanyiwalkedhome。EvenashorttalkwithThomasalwaysstimulatedhim。AshewalkedhewasrecallinganeveningtheyoncespenttogetherinCincinnati。
  HarsanyiwasthesoloistatoneofThomas’sconcerts
  there,andaftertheperformancetheconductorhadtakenhimofftoaRATHSKELLERwheretherewasexcellentGermancooking,andwheretheproprietorsawtoitthatThomashadthebestwinesprocurable。ThomashadbeenworkingwiththegreatchorusoftheFestivalAssociationandwasspeakingofitwithenthusiasmwhenHarsanyiaskedhimhowitwasthathewasabletofeelsuchaninterestinchoraldirectingandinvoicesgenerally。Thomasseldomspokeofhisyouthorhisearlystruggles,butthatnightheturnedbackthepagesandtoldHarsanyialongstory。
  HesaidhehadspentthesummerofhisfifteenthyearwanderingaboutaloneintheSouth,givingviolincon—
  certsinlittletowns。Hetraveledonhorseback。Whenhecameintoatown,hewentaboutalldaytackinguppostersannouncinghisconcertintheevening。Beforetheconcert,hestoodatthedoortakingintheadmissionmoneyuntilhisaudiencehadarrived,andthenhewentontheplatformandplayed。Itwasalazy,hand—to—mouthex—
  istence,andThomassaidhemusthavegottolikethateasywayoflivingandtherelaxingSouthernatmosphere。
  Atanyrate,whenhegotbacktoNewYorkinthefall,hewasrathertorpid;perhapshehadbeengrowingtoofast。
  Fromthisadolescentdrowsinesstheladwasawakenedbytwovoices,bytwowomenwhosanginNewYorkin1851,——JennyLindandHenriettaSontag。Theywerethefirstgreatartistshehadeverheard,andheneverforgothisdebttothem。
  Ashesaid,"Itwasnotvoiceandexecutionalone。Therewasagreatnessaboutthem。Theyweregreatwomen,greatartists。Theyopenedanewworldtome。"Nightafternighthewenttohearthem,strivingtoreproducethequalityoftheirtoneuponhisviolin。Fromthattimehisideaaboutstringswascompletelychanged,andonhisviolinhetriedalwaysforthesinging,vibratingtone,in—
  steadoftheloudandsomewhatharshtonethenprevalentamongeventhebestGermanviolinists。Inlateryearshe
  oftenadvisedvioliniststostudysinging,andsingerstostudyviolin。HetoldHarsanyithathegothisfirstcon—
  ceptionoftonequalityfromJennyLind。
  "But,ofcourse,"headded,"thegreatthingIgotfromLindandSontagwastheindefinite,notthedefinite,thing。
  Foranimpressionableboy,theirinspirationwasincalcu—
  lable。TheygavememyfirstfeelingfortheItalianstyle——butIcouldneversayhowmuchtheygaveme。Atthatage,suchinfluencesareactuallycreative。Ialwaysthinkofmyartisticconsciousnessasbeginningthen。"
  AllhislifeThomasdidhisbesttorepaywhathefeltheowedtothesinger’sart。Nomancouldgetsuchsingingfromchoruses,andnomanworkedhardertoraisethestandardofsinginginschoolsandchurchesandchoralsocieties。
  VII
  AllthroughthelessonTheahadfeltthatHarsanyiwasrestlessandabstracted。Beforethehourwasover,hepushedbackhischairandsaidresolutely,"Iamnotinthemood,MissKronborg。Ihavesomethingonmymind,andImusttalktoyou。Whendoyouintendtogohome?"
  Theaturnedtohiminsurprise。"ThefirstofJune,about。Mr。Larsenwillnotneedmeafterthat,andIhavenotmuchmoneyahead。Ishallworkhardthissummer,though。"