"Dutchpeople?"
"Yes。"
"Andyoulikethelife?"
Theboyhesitated。
"Ondayslikethese。"
"Andwhyonthese?"
Theboywaited。
"Theyareverybeautiful。"
Thestrangerlookedathim。Itseemedthatasthefellow’sdarkeyeslookedacrossthebrownearththeykindledwithanintensesatisfaction;
thentheylookedbackatthecarving。
Whathadthatcreature,socoarse—cladandclownish,todowiththesubtlejoysoftheweather?Himself,white—handedanddelicate,hemighthearthemusicwithshimmeringsunshineandsolitudeplayonthefinely—strungchordsofnature;butthatfellow!Wasnottheearinthatgreatbodytoogrossforsuchdelicatemutterings?
Presentlyhesaid:
"MayIseewhatyouworkat?"
Thefellowhandedhiswoodenpost。Itwasbynomeanslovely。Themenandbirdswerealmostgrotesqueintheirlabouredresemblancetonature,andboresignsofpatientthought。Thestrangerturnedthethingoveronhisknee。
"Wheredidyoulearnthiswork?"
"Itaughtmyself。"
"Andthesezigzaglinesrepresent——"
"Amountain。"
Thestrangerlooked。
"Ithassomemeaning,hasitnot?"
Theboymutteredconfusedly。
"Onlythings。"
Thequestionerlookeddownathim——thehuge,unwieldyfigure,insizeaman’s,inrightofhischildlikefeaturesandcurlinghairachild’s;andithurthim——itattractedhimandithurthim。Itwassomethingbetweenpityandsympathy。
"Howlonghaveyouworkedatthis?"
"Ninemonths。"
Fromhispocketthestrangerdrewhispocket—book,andtooksomethingfromit。Hecouldfastentheposttohishorseinsomeway,andthrowitawayinthesandwhenatasafedistance。
"Willyoutakethisforyourcarving?"
Theboyglancedatthefive—poundnoteandshookhishead。
"No;Icannot。"
"Youthinkitisworthmore?"askedthestrangerwithalittlesneer。
Hepointedwithhisthumbtoagrave。
"No;itisforhim。"
"Andwhoisthere?"askedthestranger。
"Myfather。"
Themansilentlyreturnedthenotetohispocket—book,andgavethecarvingtotheboy;and,drawinghishatoverhiseyes,composedhimselftosleep。
Notbeingabletodoso,afterawhileheglancedoverthefellow’sshouldertowatchhimwork。Theboycarvedlettersintotheback。
"If,"saidthestranger,withhismelodiousvoice,richwithasweetnessthatnevershoweditselfinthecloudedeyes——forsweetnesswilllingeroninthevoicelongafterithasdiedoutintheeyes——"ifforsuchapurpose,whywritethatuponit?"
Theboyglancedroundathim,butmadenoanswer。Hehadalmostforgottenhispresence。
"Yousurelybelieve,"saidthestranger,"thatsomeday,soonerorlater,thesegraveswillopen,andthoseBoer—uncleswiththeirwiveswalkabouthereintheredsand,withtheveryfleshlylegswithwhichtheywenttosleep?Thenwhysay,’Hesleepsforever?’Youbelievehewillstandupagain?"
"Doyou?"askedtheboy,liftingforaninstanthisheavyeyestothestranger’sface。
Halftakenabackthestrangerlaughed。Itwasasthoughacuriouslittletadpolewhichheheldunderhisglassshouldsuddenlyliftitstailandbegintoquestionhim。
"I?——no。"Helaughedhisshortthicklaugh。"Iamamanwhobelievesnothing,hopesnothing,fearsnothing,feelsnothing。Iambeyondthepaleofhumanity;nocriterionofwhatyoushouldbewholivehereamongyourostrichesandbushes。"
Thenextmomentthestrangerwassurprisedbyasuddenmovementonthepartofthefellow,whichbroughthimclosetothestranger’sfeet。Soonafterheraisedhiscarvingandlaiditacrosstheman’sknee。
"Yes,Iwilltellyou,"hemuttered;"Iwilltellyouallaboutit。"
Heputhisfingeronthegrotesquelittlemannikinatthebottom(ah!thatmanwhobelievednothing,hopednothing,feltnothing;howhelovedhim!),andwitheagerfingerthefellowmovedupward,explainingoverfantasticfiguresandmountains,tothecrowningbirdfromwhosewingdroppedafeather。Attheendhespokewithbrokenbreath——shortwords,likeonewhouttersthingsofmightyimport。
Thestrangerwatchedmorethefacethanthecarving;andtherewasnowandthenashowofwhiteteethbeneaththemoustachesashelistened。
"Ithink,"hesaidblandly,whentheboyhaddone,"thatIpartlyunderstandyou。Itissomethingafterthisfashion,isitnot?"(Hesmiled。)"Incertainvalleystherewasahunter。"(Hetouchedthegrotesquelittlefigureatthebottom。)"Daybydayhewenttohuntforwild—fowlinthewoods;anditchancedthatoncehestoodontheshoresofalargelake。Whilehestoodwaitingintherushesforthecomingofthebirds,agreatshadowfellonhim,andinthewaterhesawareflection。
Helookeduptothesky;butthethingwasgone。Thenaburningdesirecameoverhimtoseeonceagainthatreflectioninthewater,andalldayhewatchedandwaited;butnightcameandithadnotreturned。Thenhewenthomewithhisemptybag,moodyandsilent。Hiscomradescamequestioningabouthimtoknowthereason,butheansweredthemnothing;hesataloneandbrooded。Thenhisfriendcametohim,andtohimhespoke。
"’Ihaveseentoday,’hesaid,’thatwhichIneversawbefore——avastwhitebird,withsilverwingsoutstretched,sailingintheeverlastingblue。Andnowitisasthoughagreatfireburntwithinmybreast。Itwasbutasheen,ashimmer,areflectioninthewater;butnowIdesirenothingmoreonearththantoholdher。’
"Hisfriendlaughed。
"’Itwasbutabeamplayingonthewater,ortheshadowofyourownhead。
Tomorrowyouwillforgether,’hesaid。
"Buttomorrow,andtomorrow,andtomorrowthehunterwalkedalone。Hesoughtintheforestandinthewoods,bythelakesandamongtherushes,buthecouldnotfindher。Heshotnomorewildfowl;whatweretheytohim?
"’Whatailshim?’saidhiscomrades。
"’Heismad,’saidone。
"’No;butheisworse,’saidanother;’hewouldseethatwhichnoneofushaveseen,andmakehimselfawonder。’
"’Come,letusforswearhiscompany,’saidall。
"Sothehunterwalkedalone。
"Onenight,ashewanderedintheshade,veryheartsoreandweeping,anoldmanstoodbeforehim,granderandtallerthanthesonsofmen。
"’Whoareyou?’askedthehunter。
"’IamWisdom,’answeredtheoldman;’butsomemencallmeKnowledge。AllmylifeIhavegrowninthesevalleys;butnomanseesmetillhehassorrowedmuch。Theeyesmustbewashedwithtearsthataretobeholdme;
and,accordingasamanhassuffered,Ispeak。’
"Andthehuntercried:
"’Oh,youwhohavelivedheresolong,tellme,whatisthatgreatwildbirdIhaveseensailingintheblue?Theywouldhavemebelievesheisadream;theshadowofmyownhead。’
"Theoldmansmiled。
"’HernameisTruth。Hewhohasonceseenherneverrestsagain。Tilldeathhedesiresher。’
"Andthehuntercried:
"’Oh,tellmewhereImayfindher。’
"Buttheoldmansaid:
"’Youhavenotsufferedenough,’andwent。
"ThenthehuntertookfromhisbreasttheshuttleofImagination,andwoundonitthethreadofhisWishes;andallnighthesatandwoveanet。
"Inthemorninghespreadthegoldennetupontheground,andintoithethrewafewgrainsofcredulity,whichhisfatherhadlefthim,andwhichhekeptinhisbreast—pocket。Theywerelikewhitepuff—balls,andwhenyoutrodonthemabrowndustflewout。Thenhesatbytoseewhatwouldhappen。Thefirstthatcameintothenetwasasnow—whitebird,withdove’seyes,andhesangabeautifulsong——’Ahuman—God!ahuman—God!ahuman—God!’itsang。Thesecondthatcamewasblackandmystical,withdark,lovelyeyes,thatlookedintothedepthsofyoursoul,andhesangonlythis——’Immortality!’
"Andthehuntertookthembothinhisarmsforhesaid——
"’TheyaresurelyofthebeautifulfamilyofTruth。’
"Thencameanother,greenandgold,whosanginashrillvoice,likeonecryinginthemarketplace,——’RewardafterDeath!RewardafterDeath!’
"Andhesaid——
"’Youarenotsofair;butyouarefairtoo,’andhetookit。
"Andotherscame,brightlycoloured,singingpleasantsongs,tillallthegrainswerefinished。Andthehuntergatheredallhisbirdstogether,andbuiltastrongironcagecalledanewcreed,andputallhisbirdsinit。
"Thenthepeoplecameaboutdancingandsinging。
"’Oh,happyhunter!’theycried。’Oh,wonderfulman!Oh,delightfulbirds!Oh,lovelysongs!’
"Nooneaskedwherethebirdshadcomefrom,norhowtheyhadbeencaught;
buttheydancedandsangbeforethem。Andthehuntertoowasglad,forhesaid:
"’SurelyTruthisamongthem。Intimeshewillmoultherfeathers,andI
shallseehersnow—whiteform。’
"Butthetimepassed,andthepeoplesanganddanced;butthehunter’sheartgrewheavy。Hecreptalone,asofold,toweep;theterribledesirehadawakenedagaininhisbreast。Oneday,ashesataloneweeping,itchancedthatWisdommethim。Hetoldtheoldmanwhathehaddone。
"AndWisdomsmiledsadly。
"’Manymen,’hesaid,’havespreadthatnetforTruth;buttheyhaveneverfoundher。Onthegrainsofcredulityshewillnotfeed;inthenetofwishesherfeetcannotbeheld;intheairofthesevalleysshewillnotbreathe。ThebirdsyouhavecaughtareofthebroodofLies。Lovelyandbeautiful,butstilllies;Truthknowsthemnot。’
"Andthehuntercriedoutinbitterness——
"’AndmustIthensitstill,tobedevouredofthisgreatburning?’
"Andtheoldmansaid,"’Listen,andinthatyouhavesufferedmuchandweptmuch,IwilltellyouwhatIknow。HewhosetsouttosearchforTruthmustleavethesevalleysofsuperstitionforever,takingwithhimnotoneshredthathasbelongedtothem。AlonehemustwanderdownintotheLandofAbsoluteNegationandDenial;hemustabidethere;hemustresisttemptation;whenthelightbreakshemustariseandfollowitintothecountryofdrysunshine。Themountainsofsternrealitywillrisebeforehim;hemustclimbthem;beyondthemliesTruth。’
"’Andhewillholdherfast!hewillholdherinhishands!’thehuntercried。
"Wisdomshookhishead。
"’Hewillneverseeher,neverholdher。Thetimeisnotyet。’
"’Thenthereisnohope?’criedthehunter。
"’Thereisthis,’saidWisdom:’Somemenhaveclimbedonthosemountains;
circleabovecircleofbarerocktheyhavescaled;and,wanderingthere,inthosehighregions,somehavechancedtopickuponthegroundonewhitesilverfeather,droppedfromthewingofTruth。Anditshallcometopass,’saidtheoldman,raisinghimselfpropheticallyandpointingwithhisfingertothesky,’itshallcometopass,thatwhenenoughofthosesilverfeathersshallhavebeengatheredbythehandsofmen,andshallhavebeenwovenintoacord,andthecordintoanet,thatinthatnetTruthmaybecaptured。NothingbutTruthcanholdTruth。’
"Thehunterarose。’Iwillgo,’hesaid。
"Butwisdomdetainedhim。
"’Markyouwell——wholeavesthesevalleysneverreturnstothem。Thoughheshouldweeptearsofbloodsevendaysandnightsupontheconfines,hecanneverputhisfootacrossthem。Left——theyareleftforever。Upontheroadwhichyouwouldtravelthereisnorewardoffered。Whogoes,goesfreely——forthegreatlovethatisinhim。Theworkishisreward。’
"’Igo’saidthehunter;’butuponthemountains,tellme,whichpathshallItake?’
"’IamthechildofThe—Accumulated—Knowledge—of—Ages,’saidtheman;’I
canwalkonlywheremanymenhavetrodden。Onthesemountainsfewfeethavepassed;eachmanstrikesoutapathforhimself。Hegoesathisownperil:myvoicehehearsnomore。Imayfollowafterhim,butcannotgobeforehim。’
"ThenKnowledgevanished。
"Andthehunterturned。Hewenttohiscage,andwithhishandsbrokedownthebars,andthejaggedirontorehisflesh。Itissometimeseasiertobuildthantobreak。
"Onebyonehetookhisplumedbirdsandletthemfly。Butwhenhecametohisdark—plumedbirdheheldit,andlookedintoitsbeautifuleyes,andthebirduttereditslow,deepcry——’Immortality!’
"Andhesaidquickly:’Icannotpartwithit。Itisnotheavy;iteatsnofood。Iwillhideitinmybreast;Iwilltakeitwithme。’Andheburieditthereandcovereditoverwithhiscloak。
"Butthethinghehadhiddengrewheavier,heavier,heavier——tillitlayonhisbreastlikelead。Hecouldnotmovewithit。Hecouldnotleavethosevalleyswithit。Thenagainhetookitoutandlookedatit。
"’Oh,mybeautiful!myheart’sown!’hecried,’mayInotkeepyou?’
"Heopenedhishandssadly。
"’Go!’hesaid。’ItmayhappenthatinTruth’ssongonenoteislikeyours;butIshallneverhearit。’
"Sadlyheopenedhishand,andthebirdflewfromhimforever。
"Thenfromtheshuttleofimaginationhetookthethreadofhiswishes,andthrewitontheground;andtheemptyshuttleheputintohisbreast,forthethreadwasmadeinthosevalleys,buttheshuttlecamefromanunknowncountry。Heturnedtogo,butnowthepeoplecameabouthim,howling。
"’Fool,hound,dementedlunatic!’theycried。’Howdaredyoubreakyourcageandletthebirdsfly?’
"Thehunterspoke;buttheywouldnothearhim。
"’Truth!whoisshe?Canyoueather?canyoudrinkher?Whohaseverseenher?Yourbirdswerereal:allcouldhearthemsing!Oh,fool!vilereptile!atheist!’theycried,’youpollutetheair。’
"’Come,letustakeupstonesandstonehim,’criedsome。
"’Whataffairisitofours?’saidothers。’Lettheidiotgo,’andwentaway。Buttherestgatheredupstonesandmudandthrewathim。Atlast,whenhewasbruisedandcut,thehuntercreptawayintothewoods。Anditwaseveningabouthim。"
Ateverywordthestrangerspokethefellow’seyesflashedbackonhim——
yes,andyes,andyes!Thestrangersmiled。Itwasalmostworththetroubleofexertingoneself,evenonalazyafternoon,towinthosepassionateflashes,morethirstyanddesiringthanthelove—glancesofawoman。
"Hewanderedonandon,"saidthestranger,"andtheshadegrewdeeper。Hewasonthebordersnowofthelandwhereitisalwaysnight。Thenhesteppedintoit,andtherewasnolightthere。Withhishandshegroped;
buteachbranchashetoucheditbrokeoff,andtheearthwascoveredwithcinders。Ateverystephisfootsankin,andafinecloudofimpalpableashesflewupintohisface;anditwasdark。Sohesatdownuponastoneandburiedhisfaceinhishands,towaitintheLandofNegationandDenialtillthelightcame。
"Anditwasnightinhisheartalso。
"Thenfromthemarshestohisrightandleftcoldmistsaroseandclosedabouthim。Afine,imperceptiblerainfellinthedark,andgreatdropsgatheredonhishairandclothes。Hisheartbeatslowly,andanumbnesscreptthroughallhislimbs。Then,lookingup,twomerrywisplightscamedancing。Heliftedhisheadtolookatthem。Nearer,nearertheycame。
Sowarm,sobright,theydancedlikestarsoffire。Theystoodbeforehimatlast。Fromthecentreoftheradiatingflameinonelookedoutawoman’sface,laughing,dimpled,withstreamingyellowhair。Inthecentreoftheotherweremerrylaughingripples,likethebubblesonaglassofwine。Theydancedbeforehim。
"’Whoareyou,’askedthehunter,’whoalonecometomeinmysolitudeanddarkness?’
"’WearethetwinsSensuality,’theycried。’Ourfather’snameisHuman—
Nature,andourmother’snameisExcess。Weareasoldasthehillsandrivers,asoldasthefirstman;butweneverdie,’theylaughed。
"’Oh,letmewrapmyarmsaboutyou!;criedthefirst;’theyaresoftandwarm。Yourheartisfrozennow,butIwillmakeitbeat。Oh,cometome!’
"’Iwillpourmyhotlifeintoyou,’saidthesecond;’yourbrainisnumb,andyourlimbsaredeadnow;buttheyshalllivewithafiercefreelife。
Oh,letmepouritin!’
"’Oh,followus,’theycried,’andlivewithus。Noblerheartsthanyourshavesathereinthisdarknesstowait,andtheyhavecometousandwetothem;andtheyhaveneverleftus,never。Allelseisadelusion,butwearereal,wearereal,wearereal。Truthisashadow;thevalleysofsuperstitionareafarce:theearthisofashes,thetreesallrotten;butwe——feelus——welive!Youcannotdoubtus。Feelushowwarmweare!Oh,cometous!Comewithus!’
"Nearerandnearerroundhisheadtheyhovered,andthecolddropsmeltedonhisforehead。Thebrightlightshotintohiseyes,dazzlinghim,andthefrozenbloodbegantorun。Andhesaid:
"’Yes,whyshouldIdiehereinthisawfuldarkness?Theyarewarm,theymeltmyfrozenblood!’andhestretchedouthishandstotakethem。
"Theninamomenttherearosebeforehimtheimageofthethinghehadloved,andhishanddroppedtohisside。
"’Oh,cometous!’theycried。
"Butheburiedhisface。
"’Youdazzlemyeyes,’hecried,’youmakemyheartwarm;butyoucannotgivemewhatIdesire。Iwillwaithere——waittillIdie。Go!’
"Hecoveredhisfacewithhishandsandwouldnotlisten;andwhenhelookedupagaintheyweretwotwinklingstars,thatvanishedinthedistance。
"Andthelong,longnightrolledon。
"Allwholeavethevalleyofsuperstitionpassthroughthatdarkland;butsomegothroughitinafewdays,somelingerthereformonths,someforyears,andsomediethere。"
Theboyhadcreptcloser;hishotbreathalmosttouchedthestranger’shand;amysticwonderfilledhiseyes。
"Atlastforthehunterafaintlightplayedalongthehorizon,andherosetofollowit;andhereachedthatlightatlast,andsteppedintothebroadsunshine。ThenbeforehimrosethealmightymountainsofDry—factsandRealities。Theclearsunshineplayedonthem,andthetopswerelostintheclouds。Atthefootmanypathsranup。Anexultantcryburstfromthehunter。Hechosethestraightestandbegantoclimb;andtherocksandridgesresoundedwithhissong。Theyhadexaggerated;afterall,itwasnotsohigh,norwastheroadsosteep!Afewdays,afewweeks,afewmonthsatmost,andthenthetop!Notonefeatheronlywouldhepickup;
hewouldgatherallthatothermenhadfound——weavethenet——captureTruth—
—holdherfast——touchherwithhishands——claspher!
"Helaughedinthemerrysunshine,andsangloud。Victorywasverynear。
Nevertheless,afterawhilethepathgrewsteeper。Heneededallhisbreathforclimbing,andthesingingdiedaway。Ontherightandleftrosehugerocks,devoidoflichenormoss,andinthelava—likeearthchasmsyawned。Hereandtherehesawasheenofwhitebones。Nowtoothepathbegantogrowlessandlessmarked;thenitbecameameretrace,withafootmarkhereandthere;thenitceasedaltogether。Hesangnomore,butstruckforthapathforhimself,untilitreachedamightywallofrock,smoothandwithoutbreak,stretchingasfarastheeyecouldsee。’Iwillrearastairagainstit;and,oncethiswallclimbed,Ishallbealmostthere,’hesaidbravely;andworked。Withhisshuttleofimaginationhedugoutstones;buthalfofthemwouldnotfit,andhalfamonth’sworkwouldrolldownbecausethosebelowwereillchosen。Butthehunterworkedon,sayingalwaystohimself,’Oncethiswallclimbed,Ishallbealmostthere。Thisgreatworkended!’
"Atlasthecameoutuponthetop,andhelookedabouthim。Farbelowrolledthewhitemistoverthevalleysofsuperstition,andabovehimtoweredthemountains。Theyhadseemedlowbefore;theywereofanimmeasurableheightnow,fromcrowntofoundationsurroundedbywallsofrock,thatrosetierabovetierinmightycircles。Uponthemplayedtheeternalsunshine。Heutteredawildcry。Hebowedhimselfontotheearth,andwhenherosehisfacewaswhite。Inabsolutesilencehewalkedon。Hewasverysilentnow。Inthosehighregionstherarefiedairishardtobreathebythoseborninthevalleys;everybreathhedrewhurthim,andthebloodoozedoutfromthetipsofhisfingers。Beforethenextwallofrockhebegantowork。Theheightofthisseemedinfinite,andhesaidnothing。Thesoundofhistoolrangnightanddayupontheironrocksintowhichhecutsteps。Yearspassedoverhim,yetheworkedon;butthewalltoweredupalwaysabovehimtoheaven。Sometimesheprayedthatalittlemossorlichenmightspringuponthosebarewallstobeacompaniontohim;butitnevercame。"Thestrangerwatchedtheboy’sface。
"Andtheyearsrolledon;hecountedthembythestepshehadcut——afewforayear——onlyafew。Hesangnomore;hesaidnomore,’Iwilldothisorthat’——heonlyworked。Andatnight,whenthetwilightsettleddown,therelookedoutathimfromtheholesandcrevicesintherocksstrangewildfaces。
"’Stopyourwork,youlonelyman,andspeaktous,’theycried。