Onanothernighthebegantotemptme,verysubtly。"Iseeasparkofgreatnessinyou,Humphrey,"hesaid,"anditcomesintomyheartthatyou,too,mightlearntorule。WithYva,thelastofmyblood,itisotherwise。Sheisthechildofmyageandofaraceoutworn;toogentle,toomuchallwomanly。Thesoulthattriumphsmustshinelikesteelinthesun,andcutifneedbe;
notmerelybebeauteousandshedperfumelikealilyintheshade。Yetsheisverywiseandfair,"herehelookedatme,"perchanceofhermightcomechildrensuchasweretheirforefathers,whoagainwouldwieldthesceptreofthedominionoftheearth。"
Imadenoanswer,wonderingwhathemeantexactlyandthinkingitwisesttobesilent。
"Youareoftheshort—livedraces,"hewenton,"yetverymuchaman,notwithoutintelligence,andbytheartsIhaveIcansostrengthenyourframethatitwillenduretheshocksoftimeforthreesuchlivesasyours,orperchanceformore,andthen——"
Againhepausedandwenton:
"TheDaughterofkingslikesyoualso,perhapsbecauseyouresemble——"herehefixedmewithhispiercingeyes,"acertainkingletofbasebloodwhomonceshealsoliked,butwhomitwasmydutytodestroy。Well,Imustthink。Imuststudythisworldofyoursalsoandthereinyoumayhelpme。PerhapsafterwardsI
willtellyouhow。Nowsleep。"
Inanothermomenthewasgone,butnotwithstandinghispowerfulcommand,forawhileIcouldnotsleep。IunderstoodthathewasofferingYvatome,butuponwhatterms?Thatwasthequestion。
Withherwastogogreatdominionoverthekingdomsoftheearth。
IcouldnothelprememberingthatalwaysthishasbeenandstillisSatan’sfavouritebait。Tomeitdidnotparticularlyappeal。
Ihadbeenambitiousinmytime——whoisnotthatisworthhissalt?Icouldhavewishedtoexcelinsomething,literatureorart,orwhateveritmightbe,andthustoensurethememoryofmynameintheworld。
Ofcoursethisisamostfutiledesire,seeingthatsoonorlateeverynamemustfadeoutoftheworldlikeanunfixedphotographwhichisexposedtothesun。Evenifitcouldendure,astheolddemigod,ordemidevil,Oro,hadpointedout,veryshortly,bycomparisonwithTime’sunmeasuredvastness,thewholesolarsystemwillalsofade。Soofwhatuseisthisfeebleloveoffameandthisvainattempttoberememberedthatanimatesussostrongly?Moreover,theideaofenjoyingmeretemporalasopposedtointellectualpower,appealedtomenotatall。IamastudentofhistoryandIknowwhathasbeenthelotofkingsandtheevilthat,oftenenough,theyworkintheirlittleday。
AlsoifIneededanyfurtherexample,therewasthatofOrohimself。HehadoutlivedthegreatnessofhisHouse,asaroyalfamilyiscalled,andaftersomegiganticmurder,ifhisownstorywastobebelieved,indulgedinaprolongedsleep。Nowheawoketofindhimselfquitealoneintheworld,saveforadaughterwithwhomhedidnotagreeorsympathise。Inshort,hewasbutakindofanimatedmummyinspiredbyoneideawhichI
feltquitesurewouldbedisappointed,namely,torenewhisformergreatness。Tomeheseemedasmiserableafigureasonecouldimagine,broodingandplottinginhisilluminatedcave,attheendofanextendedbutmisspentlife。
AlsoIwonderedwhathe,orratherhisego,hadbeendoingduringallthosetwohundredandfiftythousandyearsofsleep。
PossiblyifYva’stheory,asIunderstoodit,werecorrect,hehadreincarnatedasAttila,orTamerlane,orNapoleon,orevenasChakatheterribleZuluking。Atanyratetherehewasstillintheworld,filledwiththedreadofdeath,butconsumednowaseverbyhisinsatiableandmostuselessfiniteambitions。
Yva,also!Hercasewashis,butyethowdifferent。InallthislongnightofTimeshehadbutripenedintooneofthesweetestandmostgentlewomenthatevertheworldbore。She,too,wasgreatinherway,itappearedinhereverywordandgesture,butwherewastheferocityofherfather?Wherehisdesiretoreachtosplendourbytreadingonablood—stainedroadpavedwithbrokenhumanhearts?Itdidnotexist。Hernaturewasdifferentalthoughherbodycameofalonglineofthesepower—lovingkings。Whythisprofounddifferenceofthespirit?Likeeverythingelseitwasamystery。ThetwowereasfarapartasthePoles。EveryonemusthavehatedOro,fromthebeginning,howevermuchhefearedhim,buteveryonewhocameintouchwithhermusthavelovedYva。
HereImaybreakintomypersonalnarrativetosaythatthis,bytheirownconfession,provedtobetrueoftwosuchvariouspersonsasBastinandBickley。
"Thetruth,whichIamsureitwouldbewrongtohidefromyou,Arbuthnot,"saidtheformertomeoneday,"isthatduringyourlongillnessIfellinlove,Isupposethatistherightword,withtheGlitteringLady。Afterthinkingthematteroveralso,I
conceivedthatitwouldbepropertotellhersoifonlytocleartheairandpreventfuturemisunderstandings。AsIremarkedtoheronthatoccasion,Ihadhesitatedlong,asIwasnotcertainhowshewouldfilltheplaceofthewifeoftheincumbentofanEnglishparish。"
"Mothers’Meetings,andtherest,"Isuggested。
"Exactlyso,Arbuthnot。AlsothereweretheviewsoftheBishoptobeconsidered,whomighthaveobjectedtotheintroductionintothedioceseofastrikingpersonwhosorecentlyhadbeenaheathen,andtooneinsuchstrongcontrasttomylatebelovedwife。"
"Isupposeyoudidn’tconsiderthelateMrs。Bastin’sviewsonthesubjectofre—marriage。Irememberthattheywerestrong,"I
remarkedrathermaliciously。
"No,Ididnotthinkitnecessary,sincetheScripturalinstructionsonthematterareveryclear,andinanotherworldnodoubtalljealousies,evenSarah’s,willbeobliterated。Uponthatpointmyconsciencewasquiteeasy。SowhenIfoundthat,unlikeherparent,theLadyYvawasmuchinclinedtoaccepttheprinciplesofthefaithinwhichitismyprivilegetoinstructher,Ithoughtitpropertosaytoherthatifultimatelyshemadeuphermindtodoso——ofcoursethiswasasinequanon——I
shouldbemuchhonoured,andasaman,notasapriest,itwouldmakememosthappyifshewouldtakemeasahusband。OfcourseI
explainedtoherthatIconsidered,underthecircumstances,I
couldquitelawfullyperformthemarriageceremonymyselfwithyouandBickleyaswitnesses,evenshouldOrorefusetogiveheraway。AlsoItoldherthatalthoughafterhervariedexperiencesinthepast,lifeatFulcombe,ifwecouldevergetthere,mightbealittlemonotonous,stillitwouldnotbeentirelydevoidofinterest。"
"YoumeanChristmasdecorationsandthatsortofthing?"
"Yes,andchoirtreatsandentertainingDeputationsandattendingotherChurchactivities。"
"Well,andwhatdidshesay,Bastin?"
"Oh!shewasmostkindandflattering。Indeedthathourwillalwaysremainthepleasantestofmylife。Idon’tknowhowithappened,butwhenitwasoverIfeltquitedelightedthatshehadrefusedme。Indeedonsecondthoughts,IamnotcertainbutthatIshallbemuchhappierinthecapacitiesofabrotherandteacherwhichsheaskedmetofill,thanIshouldhavebeenasherhusband。Totellyouthetruth,Arbuthnot,therearemomentswhenIamnotsurewhetherIentirelyunderstandtheLadyYva。Itwasratherlikeproposingtoone’sguardianangel。"
"Yes,"Isaid,"that’saboutit,oldfellow。’GuardianAngel’
isnotabadnameforher。"
AfterwardsIreceivedtheconfidenceofBickley。
"Lookhere,Arbuthnot,"hesaid。"Iwanttoownuptosomething。IthinkIoughtto,becauseofcertainthingsIhaveobserved,inordertopreventpossiblefuturemisunderstandings。"
"What’sthat?"Iaskedinnocently。
"Onlythis。Asyouknow,Ihavealwaysbeenaconfirmedbacheloronprinciple。Womenintroducetoomanycomplicationsintolife,andalthoughitinvolvessomesacrifice,onthewhole,Ihavethoughtitbesttodowithoutthemandleavethecarryingonoftheworldtoothers。"
"Well,whatofit?Yourviewsarenotsingular,Bickley。"
"Onlythis。WhileyouwereillthesweetnessofthatLadyYvaandherwonderfulqualitiesasanurseovercameme。Iwenttopiecesallofasudden。IsawinherarealisationofeveryidealIhadeverentertainedofperfectwomanhood。Sotospeak,myresolvesofalifetimemeltedlikewaxinthesun。
Notwithstandingherqueerhistoryandthemarvelswithwhichsheismixedup,Iwishedtomarryher。Nodoubtherphysicallovelinesswasatthebottomofit,but,howeverthatmaybe,thereitwas。"
"Sheisbeautiful,"Icommented;"thoughIdaresayolderthanshelooks。"
"ThatisapointonwhichImadenoinquiries,andIshouldadviseyou,whenyourturncomes,asnodoubtitwill,tofollowmyexample。Youknow,Arbuthnot,"hemused,"howeverlovelyawomanmaybe,itwouldputoneoffifsuddenlysheannouncedthatshewas——letussay——ahundredandfiftyyearsold。"
"Yes,"Iadmitted,"fornobodywantstomarrythecontemporaryofhisgreat—grandmother。However,shegaveherageastwenty—
sevenyearsandthreemoons。"
"Anddoubtlessforoncedidnottellthetruth。But,asshedoesnotlookmorethantwenty—five,Ithinkthatwemayallagreetoletitstandatthat,namely,twenty—seven,plusanindefiniteperiodofsleep。Atanyrate,sheisasweetandmostgraciouswoman,apparentlyinthebloomofyouth,and,tocutitshort,Ifellinlovewithher。"
"LikeBastin,"Isaid。
"Bastin!"exclaimedBickleyindignantly。"Youdon’tmeantosaythatclericaloafpresumed——well,well,afterall,Isupposethatheisaman,soonemustn’tbehardonhim。Butwhocouldhavethoughtthathewouldrunsocunning,evenwhenheknewmysentimentstowardsthelady?Ihopeshetoldhimhermind。"
"Thepointis,whatdidshetellyou,Bickley?"
"Me?Oh,shewasperfectlycharming!Itreallywasapleasuretoberefusedbyher,sheputsonesothoroughlyatone’sease。"
(Here,rememberingBastinandhisstory,Iturnedawaymyfacetohideasmile。)"Shesaid——whatdidshesayexactly?Suchalotthatitisdifficulttoremember。Oh!thatshewasnotthinkingofmarriage。Also,thatshehadnotyetrecoveredfromsomerecentloveaffairwhichleftherheartsore,sincethetimeofhersleepdidnotcount。Also,thatherfatherwouldneverconsent,andthatthemereideaofsuchathingwouldexcitehisanimosityagainstallofus。"
"Isthatall?"Iasked。
"Notquite。SheaddedthatshefeltwonderfullyflatteredandextremelyhonouredbywhatIhadbeensogoodastosaytoher。
Shehoped,however,thatIshouldneverrepeatitorevenalludetothematteragain,asherdearestwishwastobeabletolookuponmeashermostintimatefriendtowhomshecouldalwayscomeforsympathyandcounsel。"
"Whathappenedthen?"
"Nothing,ofcourse,exceptthatIpromisedeverythingthatshewished,andmeantosticktoit,too。Naturally,Iwasverysoreandupset,butIamgettingoverit,havingalwayspractisedself—control。"
"Iamsorryforyou,oldfellow。"
"Areyou?"heaskedsuspiciously。"Thenperhapsyouhavetriedyourluck,too?"
"No,Bickley。"
Hisfacefellalittleatthisdenial,andheanswered:
"Well,itwouldhavebeenscarcelydecentifyouhad,seeinghowlatelyyouweremarried。Butthen,sowasthatartfulBastin。
Perhapsyouwillgetoverit——recentmarriage,Imean——ashehas。"Hehesitatedawhile,thenwenton:"Ofcourseyouwill,oldfellow;Iknowit,and,whatismore,Iseemtoknowthatwhenyourturncomesyouwillgetadifferentanswer。Ifso,itwillkeepherinthefamilyasitwere——andgoodlucktoyou。
Only——"
"Onlywhat?"Iaskedanxiously。
"Tobehonest,Arbuthnot,Idon’tthinkthattherewillberealgoodluckforanyoneofusoverthiswoman——notintheordinarysense,Imean。Thewholebusinessistoostrangeandsuperhuman。
Isshequiteawoman,andcouldshereallymarryamanasothersdo?"
"Itiscuriousthatyoushouldtalklikethat,"Isaiduneasily。"Ithoughtthatyouhadmadeupyourmindthatthewholebusinesswaseitherillusionortrickery——Imean,theoddsideofit。"
"Ifitisillusion,Arbuthnot,thenamancannotmarryanillusion。Andifitistrickery,thenhewillcertainlybetricked。But,supposingthatIamwrong,whatthen?"
"Youmean,supposingthingsareastheyseemtobe?"
"Yes。Inthatevent,Arbuthnot,Iamsurethatsomethingwilloccurtopreventyourbeingunitedtoawomanwholivedthousandsofyearsago。Iamsorrytosayit,butFatewillintervene。
Remember,itisthegodofherpeoplethatIsupposesheworships,and,Imayadd,towhichthewholeworldbows。"
Athiswordsakindofchillfelluponme。Ithinkhesawordivinedit,forafterafewremarksuponsomeindifferentmatter,heturnedandwentaway。
ShortlyafterthisYvacametositwithme。ShestudiedmeforawhileandIstudiedher。Ihadreasontodoso,forIobservedthatoflateherdresshadbecomemuchmoremodern,andonthepresentoccasionthisstruckmeforcibly。Idonotknowexactlyinwhatthechange,orchanges,consisted,becauseIamnotskilledinsuchmattersandcanonlyjudgeofawoman’sgarmentsbytheirgeneraleffect。Atanyrate,thegorgeoussweepingrobesweregone,andthoughherattirestilllookedforeignandsomewhatoriental,withatouchofbarbaricsplendouraboutit——
itwassimplerthanithadbeenandshowedmoreofherfigure,whichwasdelicate,yetgracious。
"Youhavechangedyourrobes,Lady,"Isaid。"Yes,Humphrey。
Bastingavemepicturesofthoseyourwomenwear。"(OnfurtherinvestigationIfoundthatthisreferredtoanoldcopyoftheQueennewspaper,which,somehoworother,hadbeenbroughtwiththebooksfromtheship。)"Ihavetriedtocopythemalittle,"
sheaddeddoubtfully。
"Howdoyoudoit?Wheredoyougetthematerial?"Iasked。
"Oh!"sheansweredwithanairywaveofherhand,"Imakeit——
itisthere。"
"Idon’tunderstand,"Isaid,butsheonlysmiledradiantly,offeringnofurtherexplanation。Then,beforeIcouldpursuethesubject,sheaskedmesuddenly:
"WhathasBickleybeensayingtoyouaboutme?"Ifenced,answering:"Idon’tknow。BastinandBickleytalkoflittleelse。
YouseemtohavebeenagreatdealwiththemwhileIwasill。"
"Yes,agreatdeal。Theyarethenearesttoyouwhoweresosick。Isitnotso?"
"Idon’tknow,"Iansweredagain。"Inmyillnessitseemedtomethatyouwerethenearest。"
"AboutBastin’swordsIcanguess,"shewenton。"ButIaskagain——whathasBickleybeensayingtoyouaboutme?Ofthefirstpart,letitbe;tellmetherest。"
Iintendedtoevadeherquestion,butshefixedthoseviolet,compellingeyesuponmeandIwasobligedtoanswer。
"IbelieveyouknowaswellasIdo,"Isaid;"butifyouwillhaveit,itwasthatyouarenotasotherhumanwomenare,andthathewhowouldtreatyouassuch,mustsuffer;thatwasthegistofit。"
"SomemightbecontenttosufferforsuchasI,"sheansweredwithquietsweetness。"EvenBastinandBickleymaybecontenttosufferintheirownlittleways。"
"YouknowthatisnotwhatImeant,"Iinterruptedangrily,forIfeltthatshewasthrowingreflectionsonme。
"No;youmeantthatyouagreedwithBickleythatIamnotquiteawoman,asyouknowwomen。"
Iwassilent,forherwordsweretrue。
Thensheblazedoutintooneofherflashesofsplendour,likesomethingthattakesfireonaninstant;likethefaintanddistantstarwhichflamesintosuddenglorybeforethewatcher’stelescope。
"ItistruethatIamnotasyourwomenare——yourpoor,palewomen,theshadowsofanhourwithnightbehindthemandbefore。
BecauseIamhumbleandpatient,doyouthereforesupposethatI
amnotgreat?Manfromthelittlecountryacrossthesea,Ilivedwhentheworldwasyoung,andgathereduptheancientwisdomofagreaterracethanyours,andwhentheworldisoldIthinkthatI
stillshalllive,thoughnotinthisshapeorhere,withallthatwisdom’sessenceburninginmybreast,andwithallbeautyinmyeyes。Bickleydoesnotbelievealthoughheworships。Youonlyhalfbelieveanddonotworship,becausememoryholdsyouback,andImyselfdonotunderstand。Ionlyknowthoughknowingsomuch,stillIseekroadstolearning,eventhehumbleroadcalledBastin,thatyetmayleadmyfeettothegateofanimmortalcity。"
"NordoIunderstandhowallthiscanbe,Yva,"Isaidfeebly,forshedazzledandoverwhelmedmewithherblazeofpower。
"No,youdonotunderstand。Howcanyou,whenevenIcannot?
ThusfortwohundredandfiftythousandyearsIslept,andtheywentbyasalightningflash。OnemomentmyfathergavemethedraughtandIlaidmedown,thenextIawokewithyoubendingoverme,orsoitseemed。YetwherewasIthroughallthosecenturieswhenformetimehadceased?Tellme,Humphrey,didyoudreamatallwhileyouwereill?IaskbecausedowninthatlonelycavernwhereIsleepastrangedreamcametomeonenight。
Itwasofajourneywhich,asIthought,youandIseemedtomaketogether,pastsunsanduniversestoaverydistantearth。Itmeantnothing,Humphrey。IfyouandIchancedtohavedreamedthesamething,itwasonlybecausemydreamtravelledtoyou。Itismostcommon,orusedtobe。Humphrey,Bickleyisquiteright,I
amnotaltogetherasyourwomenare,andIcanbringnohappinesstoanyman,orattheleast,toonewhocannotwait。Therefore,perhapsyouwoulddowelltothinklessofme,asIhavecounselledBastinandBickley。"
Thenagainshegazedatmewithherwonderful,greateyes,and,shakingherglitteringheadalittle,smiledandwent。
Butoh!thatsmiledrewmyheartafterher。
ChapterXX
OroandArbuthnotTravelbyNightAstimewenton,Orobegantovisitmemoreandmorefrequently,tillatlastscarcelyanightwentbythathedidnotappearmysteriouslyinmysleeping—place。TheoddthingwasthatneitherBickleynorBastinseemedtobeawareofthesenocturnalcalls。Indeed,whenImentionedthemononeortwooccasions,theystaredatmeandsaiditwasstrangethatheshouldhavecomeandgoneastheysawnothingofhim。
Onmyspeakingagainofthematter,Bickleyatonceturnedtheconversation,fromwhichIgatheredthathebelievedmetobesufferingfromdelusionsconsequentonmyillness,orperhapstohavetakentodreaming。Thiswasnotwonderfulsince,asI
learnedafterwards,Bickley,afterhewassurethatIwasasleep,madeapracticeoftyingathreadacrossmydoorwayandofascertainingatthedawnthatitremainedunbroken。ButOrowasnottobecaughtinthatway。Isuppose,asitwasimpossibleforhimtopassthroughthelatticeworkoftheopensideofthehouse,thatheundidthethreadandfasteneditagainwhenheleft;atleast,thatwasBastin’sexplanation,or,rather,oneofthem。Anotherwasthathecrawledbeneathit,butthisIcouldnotbelieve。IamquitecertainthatduringallhisprolongedexistenceOronevercrawled。
Atanyrate,hecame,orseemedtocome,andpumpedme——Icanusenootherword——mostenergeticallyastoexistingconditionsintheworld,especiallythoseofthecivilisedcountries,theirmethodsofgovernment,theirsocialstate,thephysicalcharacteristicsofthevariousraces,theirreligions,theexactdegreesofcivilisationthattheyhaddeveloped,theirattainmentsinart,scienceandliterature,theirmartialcapacities,theirlaws,andIknownotwhatbesides。
ItoldhimallIcould,butdidnotintheleastseemtosatisfyhisperennialthirstforinformation。
"Ishouldprefertojudgeformyself,"hesaidatlast。"Whyareyousoanxioustolearnaboutallthesenations,Oro?"I
asked,exhausted。
"BecausetheknowledgeIgathermayaffectmyplansforthefuture,"hereplieddarkly。
"Iamtold,Oro,thatyourpeopleacquiredthepoweroftransportingthemselvesfromplacetoplace。"
"ItistruethatthelordsoftheSonsofWisdomhadsuchpower,andthatIhaveitstill,OHumphrey。"
"Thenwhydoyounotgotolookwithyourowneyes?"I
suggested。
"BecauseIshouldneedaguide;onewhocouldexplainmuchinashorttime,"hesaid,contemplatingmewithhisburningglanceuntilIbegantofeeluncomfortable。
TochangethesubjectIaskedhimwhetherhehadanyfurtherinformationaboutthewar,whichhehadtoldmewasraginginEurope。
Heanswered:"Notmuch;onlythatitwasgoingonwithvaryingsuccess,andwouldcontinuetodosountilthenationsinvolvedthereinwereexhausted,"orsohebelieved。ThewardidnotseemgreatlytointerestOro。Itwas,heremarked,butasmallaffaircomparedtothosewhichhehadknownintheolddays。Thenhedeparted,andIwenttosleep。
Nextnightheappearedagain,and,aftertalkingalittleondifferentsubjects,remarkedquietlythathehadbeenthinkingoverwhatIhadsaidastohisvisitingthemodernworld,andintendedtoactuponthesuggestion。
"When?"Iasked。
"Now,"hesaid。"IamgoingtovisitthisEnglandofyoursandthetownyoucallLondon,andyouwillaccompanyme。"
"Itisnotpossible!"Iexclaimed。"Wehavenoship。"
"Wecantravelwithoutaship,"saidOro。
Igrewalarmed,andsuggestedthatBastinorBickleywouldbeamuchbettercompanionthanIshouldinmyresentweakstate。
"Anempty—headedman,oronewhoalwaysdoubtsandargues,wouldbeuseless,"herepliedsharply。"Youshallcomeandyouonly。"
Iexpostulated;Itriedtogetupandfly——which,indeed,Ididdo,inanothersense。