"Ourcommonfaith,"hesaid,holdsandsetsforththattheThreearealikeomnipotent。"AcertainTirric,aschoolmaster,hearingthis,sarcasticallyaddedtheAthanasianphrase,"AndyettherearenotthreeomnipotentPersons,butonlyOne。"
Thisman’sbishopforthwithbegantocensurehim,biddinghimdesistfromsuchtreasonabletalk,butheboldlystoodhisground,andsaid,asifquotingthewordsofDaniel:"’Areyesuchfools,yesonsofIsrael,thatwithoutexaminationorknowledgeofthetruthyehavecondemnedadaughterofIsrael?Returnagaintotheplaceofjudgment,’(Daniel,xiii。
48TheHistoryofSusanna)andtheregivejudgmentonthejudgehimself。
Youhavesetupthisjudge,forsooth,fortheinstructionoffaithandthecorrectionoferror,andyet,whenheoughttogivejudgment,hecondemnshimselfoutofhisownmouth。Setfreetoday,withthehelpofGod’smercy,onewhoismanifestlyinnocent,evenasSusannawasfreedofoldfromherfalseaccusers。"
Thereuponthearchbishoparoseandconfirmedthelegate’sstatement,butchangedthewordingthereof,asindeedwasmostfitting。"ItisGod’struth,"hesaid,"thattheFatherisomnipotent,theSonisomnipotent,theHolySpiritisomnipotent。Andwhosoeverdissentsfromthisisopenlyinerror,andmustnotbelistenedto。Nevertheless,ifitbeyourpleasure,itwouldbewellthatthisourbrothershouldpubliclystatebeforeusallthefaiththatisinhim,totheendthat,accordingtoitsdeserts,itmayeitherbeapprovedorelsecondemnedandcorrected。"
When,however,Ifainwouldhavearisentoprofessandsetforthmyfaith,inorderthatImightexpressinmyownwordsthatwhichwasinmyheart,myenemiesdeclaredthatitwasnotneedfulformetodomorethanrecitetheAthanasianSymbol,athingwhichanyboymightdoaswellasI。AndlestIshouldallegeignorance,pretendingthatIdidnotknowthewordsbyheart,theyhadacopyofitsetbeforemetoread。AndreaditIdidasbestIcouldformygroansandsighsandtears。Thereupon,asifIhadbeenaconvictedcriminal,IwashandedovertotheAbbotofSt。Médard,whowastherepresent,andledtohismonasteryastoaprison。Andwiththisthecouncilwasimmediatelydissolved。
Theabbotandthemonksoftheaforesaidmonastery,thinkingthatI
wouldremainlongwiththem,receivedmewithgreatexultation,anddiligentlysoughttoconsoleme,butallinvain。OGod,whodostjudgejusticeitself,inwhatvenomofthespirit,inwhatbitternessofmind,didIblameevenTheeformyshame,accusingTheeinmymadness!FulloftendidIrepeatthelamentofSt。Anthony:"KindlyJesus,wherewertThou?"Thesorrowthattorturedme,theshamethatoverwhelmedme,thedesperationthatwrackedmymind,alltheseIcouldthenfeel,butevennowIcanfindnowordstoexpressthem。ComparingthesenewsufferingsofmysoulwiththoseI
hadformerlyenduredinmybody,itseemedthatIwasinverytruththemostmiserableamongmen。Indeedthatearlierbetrayalhadbecomealittlethingincomparisonwiththislaterevil,andIlamentedthehurttomyfairnamefarmorethantheonetomybody。Thelatter,indeed,Ihadbroughtuponmyselfthroughmyownwrongdoing,butthisotherviolencehadcomeuponmesolelybyreasonofthehonestyofmypurposeandmyloveofourfaith,whichhadcompelledmetowritethatwhichIbelieved。
Theverycrueltyandheartlessnessofmypunishment,however,madeeveryonewhoheardthestoryvehementincensuringit,sothatthosewhohadahandthereinweresooneagertodisclaimallresponsibility,shoulderingtheblameonothers。Nay,matterscametosuchapassthatevenmyrivalsdeniedthattheyhadhadanythingtodowiththematter,andasforthelegate,hepubliclydenouncedthemalicewithwhichtheFrenchhadacted。
Swayedbyrepentanceforhisinjustice,andfeelingthathehadyieldedenoughtosatisfytheirrancourheshortlyfreedmefromthemonasterywhitherIhadbeentaken,andsentmebacktomyown。Here,however,I
foundalmostasmanyenemiesasIhadintheformerdaysofwhichIhavealreadyspoken,forthevilenessandshamelessnessoftheirwayoflivingmadethemrealizethattheywouldagainhavetoenduremycensure。
Afterafewmonthshadpassed,chancegavethemanopportunitybywhichtheysoughttodestroyme。Ithappenedthatoneday,inthecourseofmyreading,IcameuponacertainpassageofBede,inhiscommentaryontheActsoftheApostles,whereinheassertsthatDionysiustheAreopagitewasthebishop,notofAthens,butofCorinth。Now,thiswasdirectlycountertothebeliefofthemonks,whowerewonttoboastthattheirDionysius,orDenis,wasnotonlytheAreopagitebutwaslikewiseprovedbyhisactstohavebeentheBishopofAthens。HavingthusfoundthistestimonyofBede’sincontradictionofourowntradition,Ishoweditsomewhatjestinglytosundryofthemonkswhochancedtobenear。WrathfullytheydeclaredthatBedewasnobetterthanaliar,andthattheyhadafarmoretrustworthyauthorityinthepersonofHilduin,aformerabbotoftheirs,whohadtravelledforalongtimethroughoutGreeceforthepurposeofinvestigatingthisveryquestion。He,theyinsisted,hadbyhiswritingsremovedallpossibledoubtonthesubject,andhadsecurelyestablishedthetruthofthetraditionalbelief。
Oneofthemonkswentsofarastoaskmebrazenlywhichofthetwo,BedeorHilduin,Iconsideredthebetterauthorityonthispoint。IrepliedthattheauthorityofBede,whosewritingsareheldinhighesteembythewholeLatinChurch,appearedtomethebetter。ThereuponinagreatragetheybegantocryoutthatatlastIhadopenlyprovedthehatredIhadalwaysfeltforourmonastery,andthatIwasseekingtodisgraceitintheeyesofthewholekingdom,robbingitofthehonourinwhichithadparticularlygloried,bythusdenyingthattheAreopagitewastheirpatronsaint。TothisIansweredthatIhadneverdeniedthefact,andthatI
didnotmuchcarewhethertheirpatronwastheAreopagiteorsomeoneelse,providedonlyhehadreceivedhiscrownfromGod。Thereupontheyrantotheabbotandtoldhimofthemisdemeanourwithwhichtheychargedme。
Theabbotlistenedtotheirstorywithdelight,rejoicingathavingfoundachancetocrushme,forthegreatervilenessofhislifemadehimfearmemoreeventhantherestdid。Accordinglyhesummonedhiscouncil,andwhenthebrethrenhadassembledheviolentlythreatenedme,declaringthathewouldstraightwaysendmetotheking,byhimtobepunishedforhavingthussulliedhiscrownandthegloryofhisroyalty。Anduntilheshouldhandmeovertotheking,heorderedthatIshouldbecloselyguarded。
InvaindidIoffertosubmittothecustomarydisciplineifIhadinanywaybeenguilty。Then,horrifiedattheirwickedness,whichseemedtocrowntheillfortuneIhadsolongendured,andinutterdespairattheapparentconspiracyofthewholeworldagainstme,Ifledsecretlyfromthemonasterybynight,helpedtheretobysomeofthemonkswhotookpityonme,andlikewiseaidedbysomeofmyscholars。
ImademywaytoaregionwhereIhadformerlydwelt,hardbythelandsofCountTheobald(ofChampagne)。Hehimselfhadsomeslightacquaintancewithme,andhadcompassiononmebyreasonofmypersecutions,ofwhichthestoryhadreachedhim。IfoundahometherewithinthewallsofProvins,inaprioryofthemonksofTroyes,thepriorofwhichhadinformerdaysknownmewellandshownmemuchlove。Inhisjoyatmycominghecaredformewithalldiligence。Itchanced,however,thatonedaymyabbotcametoProvinstoseethecountoncertainmattersofbusiness。AssoonasIhadlearnedofthis,Iwenttothecount,theprioraccompanyingme,andbesoughthimtointercedeinmybehalfwiththeabbot。Iaskednomorethanthattheabbotshouldabsolvemeofthechargeagainstme,andgivemepermissiontolivethemonasticlifewheresoeverIcouldfindasuitableplace。Theabbot,however,andthosewhowerewithhimtookthematterunderadvisement,sayingthattheywouldgivethecountananswerthedaybeforetheydeparted。ItappearedfromtheirwordsthattheythoughtI
wishedtogotosomeotherabbey,athingwhichtheyregardedasanimmensedisgracetotheirown。Theyhad,indeed,takenparticularprideinthefactthat,uponmyconversion,Ihadcometothem,asifscorningallotherabbeys,andaccordinglytheyconsideredthatitwouldbringgreatshameuponthemifIshouldnowdeserttheirabbeyandseekanother。Forthisreasontheyrefusedtolisteneithertomyownpleaortothatofthecount。
Furthermore,theythreatenedmewithexcommunicationunlessIshouldinstantlyreturn;likewisetheyforbadethepriorwithwhomIhadtakenrefugetokeepmelonger,underpainofsharingmyexcommunication。WhenweheardthisboththepriorandIwerestrickenwithfear。Theabbotwentawaystillobdurate,butafewdaysthereafterhedied。
Assoonashissuccessorhadbeennamed,Iwenttohim,accompaniedbytheBishopofMeaux,totryifImightwinfromhimthepermissionI
hadvainlysoughtofhispredecessor。Atfirsthewouldnotgivehisassent,butfinally,throughtheinterventionofcertainfriendsofmine,Isecuredtherighttoappealtothekingandhiscouncil,andinthiswayIatlastobtainedwhatIsought。Theroyalseneschal,Stephen,havingsummonedtheabbotandhissubordinatesthattheymightstatetheircase,askedthemwhytheywantedtokeepmeagainstmywill。Hepointedoutthatthismighteasilybringthemintoevilrepute,andcertainlycoulddothemnogood,seeingthattheirwayoflivingwasutterlyincompatiblewithmine。Iknewittobetheopinionoftheroyalcouncilthattheirregularitiesintheconductofthisabbeywouldtendtobringitmoreandmoreunderthecontroloftheking,makingitincreasinglyusefulandlikewiseprofitabletohim,andforthisreasonIhadgoodhopeofeasilywinningthesupportofthekingandthoseabouthim。
Thus,indeed,diditcometopass。Butinorderthatthemonasterymightnotbeshornofanyoftheglorywhichithadenjoyedbyreasonofmysojournthere,theygrantedmepermissiontobetakemyselftoanysolitaryplaceImightchoose,providedonlyIdidnotputmyselfundertheruleofanyotherabbey。Thiswasagreeduponandconfirmedonbothsidesinthepresenceofthekingandhiscouncellors。ForthwithIsoughtoutalonelyspotknowntomeofoldintheregionofTroyes,andthere,onabitoflandwhichhadbeengiventome,andwiththeapprovalofthebishopofthedistrict,IbuiltwithreedsandstalksmyfirstoratoryinthenameoftheHolyTrinity。Andthereconcealed,withbutonecomrade,acertaincleric,I
wasabletosingoverandoveragaintotheLord:"Lo,thenwouldIwanderfaroff,andremaininthewilderness"(Ps。iv。7)。CHAPTERXIOFHISTEACHINGINTHEWILDERNESS
NOSOONERhadscholarslearnedofmyretreatthantheybegantoflockthitherfromallsides,leavingtheirtownsandcastlestodwellinthewilderness。Inplaceoftheirspacioushousestheybuiltthemselveshuts;
insteadofdaintyfaretheylivedontheherbsofthefieldandcoarsebread;theirsoftbedstheyexchangedforheapsofstrawandrushes,andtheirtableswerepilesofturf。inverytruthyoumaywellbelievethattheywerelikethosephilosophersofoldofwhomJerometellsusinhissecondbookagainstJovinianus。
"Throughthesenses,"saysJerome,"asthroughsomanywindows,doviceswinentrancetothesoul。Themetropolisandcitadelofthemindcannotbetakenunlessthearmyofthefoehasfirstrushedinthroughthegates。
Ifanyonedelightsinthegamesofthecircus,inthecontestsofathletes,intheversatilityofactors,inthebeautyofwomen,intheglitterofgemsandraiment,orinaughtelseliketothese,thenthefreedomofhissoulismadecaptivethroughthewindowsofhiseyes,andthusisfulfilledtheprophecy:’Fordeathiscomeupintoourwindows’(Jer。ix。21)。Andthen,whenthewedgesofdoubthave,asitwere,beendrivenintothecitadelsofourmindsthroughthesegateways,wherewillbeitsliberty?whereitsfortitude?whereitsthoughtofGod?Mostofalldoesthesenseoftouchpaintforitselfthepicturesofpastraptures,compellingthesoultodwellfondlyuponrememberediniquities,andsotopracticeinimaginationthosethingswhichrealitydeniestoit。
"Heedingsuchcounsel,therefore,manyamongthephilosophersforsookthethrongingwaysofthecitiesandthepleasantgardensofthecountryside,withtheirwellwateredfields,theirshadytrees,thesongofbirds,themirrorofthefountain,themurmurofthestream,themanycharmsforeyeandear,fearinglesttheirsoulsshouldgrowsoftamidluxuryandabundanceofriches,andlesttheirvirtueshouldtherebybedefiled。Foritisperiloustoturnyoureyesoftentothosethingswherebyyoumaysomedaybemadecaptive,ortoattemptthepossessionofthatwhichitwouldgohardwithyoutodowithout。ThusthePythagoreansshunnedallcompanionshipofthiskind,andwerewonttodwellinsolitaryanddesertplaces。Nay,Platohimself,althoughhewasarichmanletDiogenestrampleonhiscouchwithmuddyfeet,andinorderthathemightdevotehimselftophilosophyestablishedhisacademyinaplaceremotefromthecity,andnotonlyuninhabitedbutunhealthyaswell。Thishedidinorderthattheonslaughtsoflustmightbebrokenbythefearandconstantpresenceofdisease,andthathisfollowersmightfindnopleasuresaveinthethingstheylearned。"
———————————Suchalife,likewise,thesonsoftheprophetswhowerethefollowersofEliseusarereportedtohaveled。OftheseJeromealsotellsus,writingthustothemonkRusticusasifdescribingthemonksofthoseancientdays:"Thesonsoftheprophets,themonksofwhomwereadintheOldTestamentbuiltforthemselveshutsbythewatersoftheJordan,andforsakingthethrongsandthecities,livedonpottageandtheherbsofthefield"(Epist。iv)。
EvensodidmyfollowersbuildtheirhutsabovethewatersoftheArduzon,sothattheyseemedhermitsratherthanscholars。Andastheirnumbergrewevergreater,thehardshipswhichtheygladlyenduredforthesakeofmyteachingseemedtomyrivalstoreflectnewgloryonme,andtocastnewshameonthemselves。Norwasitstrangethatthey,whohaddonetheirutmosttohurtme,shouldgrievetoseehowallthingsworkedtogetherformygood,eventhoughIwasnow,inthewordsofJerome,afarfromcitiesandthemarketplace,fromcontroversiesandthecrowdedwaysofmen。Andso,asQuintiliansays,didenvyseekmeouteveninmyhidingplace。Secretlymyrivalscomplainedandlamentedonetoanother,saying:"Beholdnow,thewholeworldrunsafterhim,andourpersecutionofhimhasdonenoughtsavetoincreasehisglory。Westrovetoextinguishhisfame,andwehavebutgivenitnewbrightness。Lo,inthecitiesscholarshaveathandeverythingtheymayneed,andyet,spurningthepleasuresofthetown,theyseekoutthebarrennessofthedesert,andoftheirownfreewilltheyacceptwretchedness。"
Thethingwhichatthattimechieflyledmetoundertakethedirectionofaschoolwasmyintolerablepoverty,forIhadnotstrengthenoughtodig,andshamekeptmefrombegging。Andso,resortingoncemoretotheartwithwhichIwassofamiliar,Iwascompelledtosubstitutetheserviceofthetongueforthelabourofmyhands。ThestudentswillinglyprovidedmewithwhatsoeverIneededinthewayoffoodandclothing,andlikewisetookchargeofthecultivationofthefieldsandpaidfortheerectionofbuildings,inorderthatmaterialcaresmightnotkeepmefrommystudies。
Sincemyoratorywasnolongerlargeenoughtoholdevenasmallpartoftheirnumber,theyfounditnecessarytoincreaseitssize,andinsodoingtheygreatlyimprovedit,buildingitofstoneandwood。AlthoughthisoratoryhadbeenfoundedinhonouroftheHolyTrinity,andafterwardsdedicatedthereto,InownamedittheParaclete,mindfulofhowIhadcomethereafugitiveandindespair,andhadbreathedintomysoulsomethingofthemiracleofdivineconsolation。
Manyofthosewhoheardofthisweregreatlyastonished,andsomeviolentlyassailedmyaction,declaringthatitwasnotpermissibletodedicateachurchexclusivelytotheHolySpiritratherthantoGodtheFather。Theyheld,accordingtoanancienttradition,that’itmustbededicatedeithertotheSonaloneorelsetotheentireTrinity。TheerrorwhichledthemintothisfalseaccusationresultedfromtheirfailuretoperceivetheidentityoftheParacletewiththeSpiritParaclete。EvenasthewholeTrinity,oranyPersonintheTrinity,mayrightlybecalledGodorHelper,solikewisemayItbetermedtheParaclete,thatistosaytheConsoler。
ThesearethewordsoftheApostle:"BlessedbeGod,eventheFatherofourLordJesusChrist,theFatherofmercies,andtheGodofallcomfort;
whocomfortethusinallourtribulation"(IICor。i。3)Andlikewisethewordoftruthsays:"Andheshallgiveyouanothercomforter"(Greek"anotherParaclete,"John,xiv。16)。
Nay,sinceeverychurchisconsecratedequallyinthenameoftheFather,theSonandtheHolySpirit,withoutanydifferenceintheirpossessionthereof,whyshouldnotthehouseofGodbededicatedtotheFatherortotheHolySpirit,evenasitistotheSon?Whowouldpresumetoerasefromabovethedoorthenameofhimwhoisthemasterofthehouse?AndsincetheSonofferedHimselfasasacrificetotheFather,andaccordinglyintheceremoniesofthemasstheprayersareofferedparticularlytotheFather,andtheimmolationoftheHostismadetoHim,whyshouldthealtarnotbeheldtobechieflyHistowhomaboveallthesupplicationandsacrificearemade?IsitnotcalledmorerightlythealtarofHimwhoreceivesthanofHimwhomakesthesacrifice?WhowouldadmitthatanaltaristhatoftheHolyCross,oroftheSepulchre,orofSt。Michael,orJohn,orPeter,orofanyothersaint,unlesseitherhehimselfwassacrificedthereorelsespecialsacrificesandprayersaremadetheretohim?Methinksthealtarsandtemplesofcertainonesamongthesesaintsarenotheldtobeidolatrouseventhoughtheyareusedforspecialsacrificesandprayerstotheirpatrons。
Some,however,mayperchancearguethatchurchesarenotbuiltoraltarsdedicatedtotheFatherbecausethereisnofeastwhichissolemnizedespeciallyforHim。ButwhilethisreasoningholdsgoodasregardstheTrinityitself,itdoesnotapplyinthecaseoftheHolySpirit。ForthisSpirit,fromthedayofItsadvent,hashaditsspecialfeastofthePentecost,evenastheSonhashadsinceHiscominguponearthHisfeastoftheNativity。
EvenastheSonwassentintothisworld,sodidtheHolySpiritdescenduponthedisciples,andthusdoesItclaimItsspecialreligiousrites。
Nay,itseemsmorefittingtodedicateatempletoItthantoeitheroftheotherPersonsoftheTrinity,ifwebutcarefullystudytheapostolicauthority,andconsidertheworkingsofthisSpiritItself。TononeofthethreePersonsdidtheapostlededicateaspecialtemplesavetotheHolySpiritalone。HedoesnotspeakofatempleoftheFather,oratempleoftheSon,ashedoesofatempleoftheHolySpirit,writingthusinhisfirstepistletotheCorinthians:"ButhethatisjoineduntotheLordisonespirit。"(ICor。vi。17)。Andagain:"What?knowyenotthatyourbodyisthetempleoftheHolySpiritwhichisinyou,whichyehaveofGod,andyearenotyourown?"(ib。19)。