"M。Queriniamusedmeextremely,"saidthequeen;"hecalledmealittledevil。"
"Hemeanttosaythatyourhighnessisaswittyasanangel。"
IlongedforthequeentoaskmewhyIhadnotbeenpresentedbyM。
Zuccatto,forIhadareplyonthetipofmytonguethatwouldhavedeprivedtheambassadorofhissleepforaweek,whileIshouldhavesleptsoundly,forvengeanceisadivinepleasure,especiallywhenitistakenontheproudandfoolish;butthewholeconversationwasacompoundofnothings,asisusualincourts。
AftermyinterviewwasoverIgotintomysedan—chairandwenttoSohoSquare。AmanincourtdresscannotwalkthestreetsofLondonwithoutbeingpeltedwithmudbythemob,whilethegentlemanlookonandlaugh。Allcustomsmustberespected;theyareallatonceworthyandabsurd。
WhenIgottothehouseofMadameCornelis,IandmyNegroJarbewereshewnupstairs,andconductedthroughasuiteofgorgeousapartmentstoaroomwheretheladyofthehousewassittingwithtwoEnglishladiesandtwoEnglishgentlemen。Shereceivedmewithfamiliarpoliteness,mademesitdowninanarmchairbesideher,andthencontinuedtheconversationinEnglishwithoutintroducingme。Whenherstewardtoldherthatdinnerwasready,shegaveordersforthechildrentobebroughtdown。
Ihadlongdesiredthismeeting,andwhenIsawSophieIrantomeether;butshe,whohadprofitedbyhermother’sinstructions,drewbackwithprofoundcourtesyandacomplimentlearntbyheart。IdidnotsayanythingforfearIshouldembarrassher,butIfeltgrievedtotheheart。
MadameCornelisthenbroughtforwardherson,tellingthecompanythatIhadbroughthimtoEnglandaftersuperintendinghiseducationforsixyears。ShespokeinFrench,soIwasgladtoseethatherfriendsunderstoodthatlanguage。
Wesatdowntotable;MadameCornelisbetweenhertwochildren,andI
betweenthetwoEnglishwomen,oneofwhomdelightedmebyherpleasantwit。IattachedmyselftoherassoonasInoticedthatthemistressofthehouseonlyspoketomebychance,andthatSophiedidnotlookatme。Shewassolikemethatnomistakewaspossible。I
couldseethatshehadbeencarefullytutoredbyhermothertobehaveinthismanner,andIfeltthistreatmenttobebothabsurdandimpertinent。
IdidnotwanttoletanyoneseethatIwasangry,soIbegantodiscourseinapleasantstrainonthepeculiaritiesofEnglishmanners,takingcare,however,nottosayanythingwhichmightwoundtheinsularprideoftheEnglishguests。Myideawastomakethemlaughandtomakemyselfagreeable,andIsucceeded,butnotaworddidIspeaktoMadameCornelis;Ididnotsomuchaslookather。
Theladynexttome,afteradmiringthebeautyofmylace,askedmewhatwasthenewsatCourt。
"Itwasallnewstome,"saidI,"forIwentthereto—dayforthefirsttime。"
"Haveyouseentheking?"saidSirJosephCornelis。
"Mydear,youshouldnotasksuchquestions,"saidhismother。
"Whynot?"
"Becausethegentlemanmaynotwishtoanswerthem。"
"Onthecontrary,madam,Ilikebeingquestioned。Ihavebeenteachingyoursonforthelastsixyearstobealwaysaskingsomething,forthatisthewaytoacquireknowledge。Hewhoasksnothingknowsnothing。"
Ihadtouchedhertothequick,andshefellintoasulkysilence。
"Youhavenottoldmeyet,"saidthelad,"whetheryousawtheking。"
"Yes,myman,Isawthekingandthequeen,andboththeirmajestiesdidmethehonourtospeaktome。"
"Whointroducedyou?"
"TheFrenchambassador。"
"Ithinkyouwillagreewithme,"saidthemother,"thatlastquestionwasalittletoomuch。"
"Certainlyitwouldbeifitwereaddressedtoastranger,butnottomewhoamhisfriend。Youwillnoticethatthereplyheextractedfrommedidmehonour。IfIhadnotwishedittobeknownthatIhadbeenatCourt,Ishouldnothavecomehereinthisdress。"
"Verygood;butasyouliketobequestioned,mayIaskyouwhyyouwerenotpresentedbyyourownambassador?"
"BecausetheVenetianambassadorwouldnotpresentme,knowingthathisGovernmenthaveabonetopickwithme。"
Bythistimewehadcometothedessert,andpoorSophiehadnotutteredasyllable。
"SaysomethingtoM。deSeingalt,"saidhermother。
"Idon’tknowwhattosay,"sheanswered。"TellM。deSeingalttoaskmesomequestions,andIwillanswertothebestofmyability。"
"Well,Sophie,tellmeinwhatstudiesyouareengagedatthepresenttime。"
"Iamlearningdrawing;ifyoulikeIwillshewyousomeofmywork。"
"Iwilllookatitwithpleasure;buttellmehowyouthinkyouhaveoffendedme;youhaveaguiltyair。"
"I,sir?IdonotthinkIhavedoneanythingamiss。"
"NordoI,mydear;butasyoudonotlookatmewhenyouspeakI
thoughtyoumustbeashamedofsomething。Areyouashamedofyourfineeyes?Youblush。Whathaveyoudone?"
"Youareembarrassingher,"saidthemother。"Tellhim,mydear,thatyouhavedonenothing,butthatafeelingofmodestyandrespectpreventsyoufromgazingatthepersonsyouaddress。"
"Yes,"saidI;"butifmodestybidsyoungladieslowertheireyes,politenessshouldmakethemraisethemnowandagain。"
Noonerepliedtothisobjection,whichwasasharpcutfortheabsurdwoman;butafteranintervalofsilencewerosefromthetable,andSophiewenttofetchherdrawings。
"Iwon’tlookatanything,Sophie,unlessyouwilllookatme。"
"Come,"saidhermother,"lookatthegentleman。"
Sheobeyedasquicklyaslightning,andIsawtheprettiesteyesimaginable。
"Now,"saidI,"Iknowyouagain,andperhapsyoumayrememberhavingseenme。"
"Yes,althoughitissixyearsagosincewemet,Irecognizedyoudirectly。"
"Andyetyoudidnotlookmeintheface!Ifyouknewhowimpoliteitwastoloweryoureyeswhenyouareaddressinganyone,youwouldnotdoit。Whocanhavegivenyousuchabadlesson?"
Thechildglancedtowardshermother,whowasstandingbyawindow,andIsawwhowasherpreceptress。
IfeltthatIhadtakensufficientvengeance,andbegantoexamineherdrawings,topraisethemindetail,andtocongratulateheronhertalents。Itoldherthatsheoughttobethankfultohaveamotherwhohadgivenhersogoodaneducation。ThisindirectcomplimentpleasedMadameCornelis,andSophie,nowfreefromallrestraint,gazedatmewithanexpressionofchild—likeaffectionwhichravishedme。Herfeaturesboretheimprintofanoblesoulwithin,andIpitiedherforhavingtogrowupundertheauthorityofafoolishmother。Sophiewenttothepiano,playedwithfeeling,andthensangsomeItalianairs,totheaccompanimentoftheguitar,toowellforherage。Shewastooprecocious,andwantedmuchmorediscretioninhereducationthanMadameCorneliswasabletogiveher。
Whenhersinginghadbeenapplaudedbythecompany,hermothertoldhertodanceaminuetwithherbrother,whohadlearntinParis,butdancedbadlyforwantofagoodcarriage。Hissistertoldhimsowithakiss,andthenaskedmetodancewithher,whichIdidveryreadily。Hermother,whothoughtshehaddancedexquisitely,aswasindeedthecase,toldherthatshemustgivemeakiss。Shecameuptome,anddrawingheronmykneeIcoveredherfacewithkisses,whichshereturnedwiththegreatestaffection。Hermotherlaughedwithallherheart,andthenSophie,beginningtobedoubtfulagain,wentuptoherandaskedifshewereangry。Hermothercomfortedherwithakiss。
Afterwehadtakencoffee,whichwasservedintheFrenchfashion,MadameCornelisshewedmeamagnificenthallwhichshehadbuilt,inwhichshecouldgivesuppertofourhundredpersonsseatedatonetable。Shetoldme,andIcouldeasilybelieveher,thattherewasnotsuchanotherinallLondon。
ThelastassemblywasgivenbeforetheprorogationofParliament;itwastotakeplaceinfourorfivedays。Shehadascoreofprettygirlsinherservice,andadozenfootmenallinfulllivery。
"Theyallrobme,"saidshe,"butIhavetoputupwithit。WhatI
wantisasharpmantohelpmeandwatchovermyinterests;ifIhadsuchanoneIshouldmakeanimmensefortuneinacomparativelyshorttime;forwhenitisaquestionofpleasure,theEnglishdonotcarewhattheyspend。"
ItoldherIhopedshewouldfindsuchmanandmakethefortune,andthenIlefther,admiringherenterprise。
WhenIleftSohoSquareIwenttoSt。James’sParktoseeLadyHarringtonforwhomIborealetter,asIhavementioned。ThisladylivedintheprecinctsoftheCourt,andreceivedcompanyeverySunday。Itwasallowabletoplayinherhouse,astheparkisunderthejurisdictionoftheCrown。InanyotherplacethereisnoplayingcardsorsingingonSundays。Thetownaboundsinspies,andiftheyhavereasontosupposethatthereisanygamingormusicgoingon,theywatchfortheiropportunity,slipintothehouse,andarrestallthebadChristians,whoaredivertingthemselvesinamannerwhichisthoughtinnocentenoughinanyothercountry。ButtomakeupforthisseveritytheEnglishmanmaygoinperfectlibertytothetavernorthebrothel,andsanctifytheSabbathashepleases。
IcalledonLadyHarrington,andhavingsentupmylettershesummonedmeintoherpresence。Ifoundherinthemidstofaboutthirtypersons,butthehostesswaseasilydistinguishedbytheairofwelcomeshehadforme。
AfterIhadmademybowshetoldmeshehadseenmeatCourtinthemorning,andthatwithoutknowingwhoIwasshehadbeendesirousofmakingmyacquaintance。Ourconversationlastedthree—quartersofanhour,andwascomposedofthosefrivolousobservationsandidlequestionswhicharecommonlyaddressedtoatraveller。
Theladywasforty,butshewasstillhandsome。ShewaswellknownforhergallantriesandherinfluenceatCourt。Sheintroducedmetoherhusbandandherfourdaughters,charminggirlsofamarriageableage。SheaskedmewhyIhadcometoLondonwheneverybodywasonthepointofgoingoutoftown。ItoldherthatasIalwaysobeyedtheimpulseofthemoment,Ishouldfinditdifficulttoanswerherquestion;besides,Iintendedstayingforayear,sothatthepleasurewouldbedeferredbutnotlost。
MyreplyseemedtopleaseherbyitscharacterofEnglishindependence,andsheofferedwithexquisitegracetodoallinherpowerforme。
"Inthemeanwhile,"saidshe,"wewillbeginbylettingyouseeallthenobilityatMadameCornelis’sonThursdaynext。Icangiveyouatickettoadmittoballandsupper。Itistwoguineas。"
Igaveherthemoney,andshetooktheticketagain,writingonit,"Paid。——Harrington。"
"Isthisformalitynecessary,mylady?"
"Yes;orelsetheywouldaskyouforthemoneyatthedoors。"
IdidnotthinkitnecessarytosayanythingaboutmyconnectionwiththeladyofSohoSquare。
WhileLadyHarringtonwasmakinguparubberatwhist,sheaskedmeifIhadanyotherlettersforladies。
"Yes,"saidI,"IhaveonewhichIintendtopresentto—morrow。Itisasingularletter,beingmerelyaportrait。"
"Haveyougotitaboutyou?"
"Yes,mylady。"
"MayIseeit?"
"Certainly。Hereitis。"
"ItistheDuchessofNorthumberland。Wewillgoandgiveither。"
"Withpleasure!"
"Justwaittilltheyhavemarkedthegame。"
LordPercyhadgivenmethisportraitasaletterofintroductiontohismother。
"Mydearduchess,"saidLadyHarrington,"hereisaletterofintroductionwhichthisgentlemanbegstopresenttoyou。"
"Iknow,itisM。deSeingalt。Mysonhaswrittentomeabouthim。
Iamdelightedtoseeyou,Chevalier,andIhopeyouwillcomeandseeme。Ireceivethriceaweek。"
"Willyourladyshipallowmetopresentmyvaluableletterinperson?"
"Certainly。Youareright。"
Iplayedarubberofwhistforverysmallstakes,andlostfifteenguineas,whichIpaidonthespot。DirectlyafterwardsLadyHarringtontookmeapart,andgavemealessonwhichIdeemworthyofrecord。
"Youpaidingold,"saidshe;"Isupposeyouhadnobanknotesaboutyou?"
"Yes,mylady,Ihavenotesforfiftyandahundredpounds。"
"Thenyoumustchangeoneofthemorwaittillanothertimetoplay,forinEnglandtopayingoldisasolecismonlypardonableinastranger。Perhapsyounoticedthattheladysmiled?"
"Yes;whoisshe?"
"LadyCoventry,sisteroftheDuchessofHamilton。"
"OughtItoapologize?"
"Notatall,theoffenceisnotoneofthosewhichrequireanapology。Shemusthavebeenmoresurprisedthanoffended,forshemadefifteenshillingsbyyourpayingheringold。"
Iwasvexedbythissmallmischance,forLadyCoventrywasanexquisitelybeautifulbrunette。Icomfortedmyself,however,withoutmuchtrouble。
ThesamedayImadetheacquaintanceofLordHervey,thenoblemanwhoconqueredHavana,apleasantanintelligentperson。HehadmarriedMissChudleigh,butthemarriagewasannulled。ThiscelebratedMissChudleighwasmaidofhonourtothePrincessDowagerofWales,andafterwardsbecameDuchessofKingston。AsherhistoryiswellknownIshallsaysomethingmoreofherinduecourse。Iwenthomewellenoughpleasedwithmyday’swork。
ThenextdayIbegandiningathome,andfoundmycookverysatisfactory;for,besidestheusualEnglishdishes,hewasacquaintedwiththeFrenchsystemofcooking,anddidfricandeaus,cutlets,ragouts,andaboveall,theexcellentFrenchsoup,whichisoneoftheprincipalgloriesofFrance。
Mytableandmyhousewerenotenoughformyhappiness。Iwasalone,andthereaderwillunderstandbythisthatNaturehadnotmeantmeforahermit。Ihadneitheramistressnorafriend,andatLondononemayinviteamantodinneratatavernwherehepaysforhimself,butnottoone’sowntable。OnedayIwasinvitedbyayoungersonoftheDukeofBedfordtoeatoystersanddrinkabottleofchampagne。Iacceptedtheinvitation,andheorderedtheoystersandthechampagne,butwedranktwobottles,andhemademepayhalfthepriceofthesecondbottle。SucharemannersontheothersideoftheChannel。PeoplelaughedinmyfacewhenIsaidthatIdidnotcaretodineatatavernasIcouldnotgetanysoup。
"Areyouill?"theysaid,"soupisonlyfitforinvalids。"
TheEnglishmanisentirelycarnivorous。Heeatsverylittlebread,andcallshimselfeconomicalbecausehespareshimselftheexpenseofsoupanddessert,whichcircumstancemademeremarkthatanEnglishdinnerislikeeternity:ithasnobeginningandnoend。Soupisconsideredveryextravagant,astheveryservantsrefusetoeatthemeatfromwhichithasbeenmade。Theysayitisonlyfittogivetodogs。Thesaltbeefwhichtheyuseiscertainlyexcellent。Icannotsaythesamefortheirbeer,whichwassobitterthatIcouldnotdrinkit。However,IcouldnotbeexpectedtolikebeeraftertheexcellentFrenchwineswithwhichthewinemerchantsuppliedme,certainlyataveryheavycost。
IhadbeenaweekinmynewhomewithoutseeingMartinelli。HecameonaMondaymorning,andIaskedhimtodinewithme。HetoldmethathehadtogototheMuseum,andmycuriositytoseethefamouscollectionwhichissuchanhonourtoEnglandmademeaccompanyhim。
ItwastherethatImadetheacquaintanceofDr。Mati,ofwhomI
shallspeakinduecourse。
AtdinnerMartinellimadehimselfextremelypleasant。HehadaprofoundknowledgeoftheEnglishmannersandcustomswhichitbehovedmetoknowifIwishedtogeton。IhappenedtospeakoftheimpolitenessofwhichIhadbeenguiltyinpayingagamingdebtingoldinsteadofpaper,andonthistexthepreachedmeasermononthenationalprosperity,demonstratingthatthepreferencegiventopapershewstheconfidencewhichisfeltintheBank,whichmayormaynotbemisplaced,butwhichiscertainlyasourceofwealth。
Thisconfidencemightbedestroyedbyatoolargeissueofpapermoney,andifthatevertookplacebyreasonofaprotractedorunfortunatewar,bankruptcywouldbeinevitable,andnoonecouldcalculatethefinalresults。
Afteralongdiscussiononpolitics,nationalmanners,literature,inwhichsubjectsMartinellishone,wewenttoDruryLaneTheatre,whereIhadaspecimenoftheroughinsularmanners。Bysomeaccidentorotherthecompanycouldnotgivethepiecethathadbeenannounced,andtheaudiencewereinatumult。Garrick,thecelebratedactorwhowasburiedtwentyyearslaterinWestminsterAbbey,cameforwardandtriedinvaintorestoreorder。Hewasobligedtoretirebehindthecurtain。Thentheking,thequeen,andallthefashionablesleftthetheatre,andinlessthananhourthetheatrewasgutted,tillnothingbutthebarewallswereleft。
Afterthisdestruction,whichwentonwithoutanyauthorityinterposing,themadpopulacerushedtothetavernstoconsumeginandbeer。Inafortnightthetheatrewasrefittedandthepieceannouncedagain,andwhenGarrickappearedbeforethecurtaintoimploretheindulgenceofthehouse,avoicefromthepitshouted,"Onyourknees。"Athousandvoicestookupthecry"Onyourknees,"
andtheEnglishRosciuswasobligedtokneeldownandbegforgiveness。Thencameathunderofapplause,andeverythingwasover。SucharetheEnglish,andaboveall,theLondoners。Theyhootthekingandtheroyalfamilywhentheyappearinpublic,andtheconsequenceis,thattheyareneverseen,saveongreatoccasions,whenorderiskeptbyhundredsofconstables。
Oneday,asIwaswalkingbymyself,IsawSirAugustusHervey,whoseacquaintanceIhadmade,speakingtoagentleman,whomhelefttocometome。Iaskedhimwhomhehadbeenspeakingto。
"That’sthebrotherofEarlFerrers,"saidhe,"whowashangedacoupleofmonthsagoformurderingoneofhispeople。"
"Andyouspeaktohisbrother?"
"Whyshouldn’tI?"
"Ishenotdishonouredbytheexecutionofhisrelative?"
"Dishonoured!Certainlynot;evenhisbrotherwasnotdishonoured。
Hebrokethelaw,buthepaidforitwithhislife,andowedsocietynothingmore。He’samanofhonour,whoplayedhighandlost;that’sall。Idon’tknowthatthereisanypenaltyinthestatutebookwhichdishonourstheculprit;thatwouldbetyrannical,andwewouldnotbearit。ImaybreakanylawIlike,solongasIamwillingtopaythepenalty。Itisonlyadishonourwhenthecriminaltriestoescapepunishmentbybaseorcowardlyactions。"
"Howdoyoumean?"
"Toaskfortheroyalmercy,tobegforgivenessofthepeople,andthelike。"
"Howaboutescapingfromjustice?"
"Thatisnodishonour,fortoflyisanactofcourage;itcontinuesthedefianceofthelaw,andifthelawcannotexactobedience,somuchtheworseforit。Itisanhonourforyoutohaveescapedfromthetyrannyofyourmagistrates;yourflightfromTheLeadswasavirtuousaction。Insuchcasesmanfightswithdeathandfleesfromit。’Virfugiensdenuopugnabit’。"
"Whatdoyouthinkofhighwayrobbers,then?"
"Idetestthemaswretchesdangeroustosociety,butIpitythemwhenIreflectthattheyarealwaysridingtowardsthegallows。YougooutinacoachtopayavisittoafriendthreeorfourmilesoutofLondon。Adeterminedandagile—lookingfellowspringsuponyouwithhispistolinhishand,andsays,’Yourmoneyoryourlife。’Whatwouldyoudoinsuchacase?"
"IfIhadapistolhandyIwouldblowouthisbrains,andifnotI
wouldgivehimmypurseandcallhimascoundrellyassassin。"
"Youwouldbewronginbothcases。Ifyoukilledhim,youwouldbehanged,foryouhavenorighttotakethelawintoyourownhands;
andifyoucalledhimanassassin,hewouldtellyouthathewasnoassassinasheattackedyouopenlyandgaveyouafreechoice。Nay,heisgenerous,forhemightkillyouandtakeyourmoneyaswell。
Youmight,indeed,tellhimhehasaneviltrade,andhewouldtellyouthatyouwereright,andthathewouldtrytoavoidthegallowsaslongaspossible。HewouldthenthankyouandadviseyounevertodriveoutofLondonwithoutbeingaccompaniedbyamountedservant,asthennorobberwoulddaretoattackyou。WeEnglishalwayscarrytwopursesonourjourneys;asmallonefortherobbersandalargeoneforourselves。"
WhatanswercouldImaketosucharguments,basedastheywereonthenationalmanners?Englandisarichsea,butstrewnwithreefs,andthosewhovoyagetherewoulddowelltotakeprecautions。SirAugustusHervey’sdiscoursegavemegreatpleasure。
Goingfromonetopictoanother,asisalwaysthewaywithadesultoryconversation,SirAugustusdeploredthefateofanunhappyEnglishmanwhohadabscondedtoFrancewithseventythousandpounds,andhadbeenbroughtbacktoLondon,andwastobehanged。
"Howcouldthatbe?"Iasked。
"TheCrownaskedtheDucdeNivernoistoextraditehim,andLouisXV。
grantedtherequesttomakeEnglandassenttosomearticlesofthepeace。Itwasanactunworthyofaking,foritviolatestherightofnations。Itistruethatthemanisawretch,butthathasnothingtodowiththeprincipleofthething。"
"Ofcoursetheyhavegotbacktheseventythousandpounds?"
"Notashillingofit。"
"Howwasthat?"
"Becausenomoneywasfoundonhim。Hehasmostlikelylefthislittlefortunetohiswife,whocanmarryagainassheisstillyoungandpretty。"
"Iwonderthepolicehavenotbeenafterher。"
"Suchathingisneverthoughtof。Whatcouldtheydo?It’snotlikelythatshewouldconfessthatherhusbandleftherthestolenmoney。Thelawsaysrobbersshallbehanged,butitsaysnothingaboutwhattheyhavestolen,astheyaresupposedtohavemadeawaywithit。Thenifwehadtotakeintoaccountthethieveswhohadkepttheirtheftandthieveswhohadspentit,weshouldhavetomaketwosetsoflaws,andmakeallmannerofallowances;theendofitwouldbeinextricableconfusion。ItseemstousEnglishmenthatitwouldnotbejusttoordaintwopunishmentsfortheft。Therobberbecomestheownerofwhathehasstolen;true,he’gotitbyviolence,butitisnonethelesshis,forhecandowhathelikeswithit。Thatbeingthecase,everyoneshouldbecarefultokeepwhathehas,sinceheknowsthatoncestolenhewillneverseeitagain。IhavetakenHavanafromSpain:thiswasrobberyonalargescale。"
Hetalkedatoncelikeaphilosopherandafaithfulsubjectofhisking。
EngagedinthisdiscussionwewalkedtowardstheDuchessofNorthumberland’s,whereImadetheacquaintanceofLadyRochefort,whosehusbandhadjustbeenappointedSpanishambassador。Thislady’sgallantrieswereinnumerable,andfurnishedafreshtopicofconversationeveryday。
ThedaybeforetheassemblyatSohoSquareMartinellidinedwithme,andtoldmethatMadameCorneliswasheavilyindebt,anddarednotgooutexceptonSundays,whendebtorsareprivileged。
"Theenormousandunnecessaryexpensewhichsheputsherselfto,"
saidhe,"willsoonbringhertoruin。Sheowesfourtimestheamountofherassets,evencountinginthehouse,whichisadoubtfulitem,asitisthesubjectoflitigation。"
Thisnewsonlydistressedmeforherchildren’ssake,forIthoughtthatsheherselfwelldeservedsuchafate。
CHAPTERVIII
TheAssembly——AdventureatRanelaghTheEnglishCourtezans——PaulineIwentinduetimetotheassembly,andthesecretaryatthedoorwrotedownmynameasIhandedinmyticket。WhenMadameCornelissawmeshesaidshewasdelightedIhadcomeinbyticket,andthatshehadhadsomedoubtsastowhetherIwouldcome。
"Youmighthavesparedyourselfthetroubleofdoubting,"saidI,"forafterhearingthatIhadbeentoCourtyoumighthaveguessedthatamatteroftwoguineaswouldnothavekeptmeaway。Iamsorryforouroldfriendship’ssakethatIdidnotpaythemoneytoyou;
foryoumighthaveknownthatIwouldnotcondescendtobepresentinthemodestmanneryouindicated。"
Thisaddress,deliveredwithanironicalaccent,embarrassedMadameCornelis,butLadyHarrington,agreatsupporterofhers,cametoherrescue。
"Ihaveanumberofguineastohandovertoyou,mydearCornelis,andamongstotherstwofromM。deSeingalt,who,Ifancy,isanoldfriendofyours。Nevertheless,Ididnotdaretotellhimso,"sheadded,withaslyglanceinmydirection。
"Whynot,mylady?IhaveknownMadameCornelisformanyyears。"
"Ishouldthinkyouhave,"sheanswered,laughing,"andI
congratulateyouboth。IsupposeyouknowthedelightfulMissSophietoo,Chevalier?"
"Certainly,mylady,whosoknowsthemotherknowsthedaughter。"
"Quiteso,quiteso。"
Sophiewasstandingby,andafterkissingherfondlyLadyHarringtonsaid,——
"Ifyouloveyourself,yououghttoloveher,forsheistheimageofyou。"
"Yes,itisafreakofnature。"
"Ithinkthereissomethingmorethanafreakinthisinstance。"
WiththesewordstheladytookSophie’shand,andleaningonmyarmsheledusthroughthecrowd,andIhadtobearinsilencetheremarksofeveryone。
"ThereisMadameCornelis’shusband。"
"ThatmustbeM。Cornelis。"
"Oh!therecanbenodoubtaboutit。"
"No,no,"saidLadyHarrington,"youareallquitewrong。"
Igottiredoftheseremarks,whichwereallfoundedontheremarkablelikenessbetweenmyselfandSophie。IwantedLadyHarringtontoletthechildgo,butshewastoomuchamusedtodoso。
"Staybyme,"shesaid,"ifyouwanttoknowthenamesoftheguests。"Shesatdown,makingmesitononesideandSophieontheother。
MadameCornelisthenmadeherappearance,andeveryoneaskedherthesamequestions,andmadethesameremarksaboutme。ShesaidbravelythatIwasherbestandheroldestfriend,andthatthelikenessbetweenmeandherdaughtermightpossiblybecapableofexplanation。
Everyonelaughedandsaiditwasverynaturalthatitshouldbeso。
Tochangethesubject,MadameCornelisremarkedthatSophiehadlearnttheminuetanddanceditadmirably。
"Thenfetchaviolinplayer,"saidLadyHarrington,"thatwemayhavethepleasureofwitnessingtheyoungartist’sperformance。"
Theballhadnotyetbegun,andassoonastheviolinistappeared,I
steppedforwardanddancedwithSophie,tothedelightoftheselectcircleofspectators。
Theballlastedallnightwithoutceasing,asthecompanyatebyrelays,andatalltimesandhours;thewasteandprodigalitywereworthyofaprince’spalace。ImadetheacquaintanceofallthenobilityandtheRoyalFamily,fortheywereallthere,withtheexceptionofthekingandqueen,andthePrinceofWales。MadameCornelismusthavereceivedmorethantwelvehundredguineas,buttheoutlaywasenormous,withoutanycontrolorsafeguardagainstthethefts,whichmusthavebeenperpetratedonallsides。Shetriedtointroducehersontoeverybody,butthepoorladlookedlikeavictim,anddidnothingbutmakeprofoundbows。Ipitiedhimfrommyheart。
AssoonasIgothomeIwenttobedandspentthewholeofthenextdaythere。ThedayafterIwenttothe"StavenTavern,"asIhadbeentoldthattheprettiestgirlsinLondonresortedtoit。LordPembrokegavemethispieceofinformation;hewentthereveryfrequentlyhimself。WhenIgottothetavernIaskedforaprivateroom,andthelandlord,perceivingthatIdidnotknowEnglish,accostedmeinFrench,andcametokeepmecompany。Iwasastonishedathisgraveandreverendmannerofspeaking,anddidnotliketotellhimthatIwantedtodinewithaprettyEnglishwoman。Atlast,however,Isummonedupcouragetosay,withagreatdealofcircumlocution,thatIdidnotknowwhetherLordPembrokehaddeceivedmeininformingmethatIshouldfindtheprettiestgirlsinLondonathishouse。
"No,sir,"saidhe,"mylordhasnotdeceivedyou,andyoucanhaveasmanyasyoulike。"
"That’swhatIcamefor。"
Hecalledoutsomename,andatidy—lookingladmakinghisappearance,hetoldhimtogetmeawenchjustasthoughhewereorderingabottleofchampagne。Theladwentout,andpresentlyagirlofherculeanproportionsentered。
"Sir,"saidI,"Idon’tlikethelooksofthisgirl。"
"Giveherashillingandsendheraway。Wedon’ttroubleourselvesaboutceremoniesinLondon。"
Thisputmeatmyease,soIpaidmyshillingandcalledforaprettierwench。Thesecondwasworsethanthefirst,andIsentheraway,andtenothersafterher,whileIcouldseethatmyfastidiousnessamusedthelandlordimmensely。
"I’llseenomoregirls,"saidIatlast,"letmehaveagooddinner。
Ithinktheprocurermusthavebeenmakinggameofmeforthesakeoftheshillings。"
"It’sverylikely;indeeditoftenhappenssowhenagentlemandoesnotgivethenameandaddressofthewenchhewants。"
IntheeveningasIwaswalkinginSt。James’sPark,IremembereditwasaRanelaghevening,andwishingtoseetheplaceItookacoachanddrovethere,intendingtoamusemyselftillmidnight,andtofindabeautytomytaste。
Iwaspleasedwiththerotunda。Ihadsometea,Idancedsomeminuets,butImadenoacquaintances;andalthoughIsawseveralprettywomen,Ididnotdaretoattackanyofthem。Igottired,andasitwasnearmidnightIwentoutthinkingtofindmycoach,forwhichIhadnotpaid,stillthere,butitwasgone,andIdidnotknowwhattodo。Anextremelyprettywomanwhowaswaitingforhercarriageinthedoorway,noticedmydistress,andsaidthatifI
livedanywherenearWhitehall,shecouldtakemehome。Ithankedhergratefully,andtoldherwhereIlived。Hercarriagecameup,hermanopenedthedoor,andshesteppedinonmyarm,tellingmetositbesideher,andtostopthecarriagewhenitgottomyhouse。
Assoonaswewereinthecarriage,Iburstoutintoexpressionsofgratitude;andaftertellinghermynameIexpressedmyregretatnothavingseenheratSohoSquare。
"IwasnotinLondon,"shereplied,"IreturnedfromBathto—day。"
Iapostrophisedmyhappinessinhavingmether。Icoveredherhandswithkisses,anddaredtokissheronthecheek;andfindingthatshesmiledgraciously,Ifastenedmylipsonhers,andbeforelonghadgivenheranunequivocalmarkoftheardourwithwhichshehadinspiredme。
ShetookmyattentionssoeasilythatIflatteredmyselfIhadnotdispleasedher,andIbeggedhertotellmewhereIcouldcallonherandpaymycourtwhileIremainedinLondon,butshereplied,——
"Weshallseeeachotheragain;wemustbecareful。"
Isworesecrecy,andurgedhernomore。Directlyafterthecarriagestopped,Ikissedherhandandwassetdownatmydoor,wellpleasedwiththeridehome。
ForafortnightIsawnothingofher,butImetheragaininahousewhereLadyHarringtonhadtoldmetopresentmyself,givinghername。
ItwasLadyBettyGerman’s,andIfoundherout,butwasaskedtositdownandwaitasshewouldbeinsoon。IwaspleasantlysurprisedtofindmyfairfriendofRanelaghintheroom,readinganewspaper。I
conceivedtheideaofaskinghertointroducemetoLadyBetty,soI
wentuptoherandprofferedmyrequest,butsherepliedpolitelythatshecouldnotdosonothavingthehonourtoknowmyname。
"Ihavetoldyoumyname,madam。Doyounotrememberme?"
"Irememberyouperfectly,butapieceoffollyisnotatitleofacquaintance。"
Iwasdumbfoundedattheextraordinaryreply,whiletheladycalmlyreturnedtohernewspaper,anddidnotspeakanotherwordtillthearrivalofLadyBetty。
ThefairphilosophertalkedfortwohourswithoutgivingtheleastsignofknowingwhoIwas,althoughsheansweredmewithgreatpolitenesswheneverIventuredtoaddressher。Sheturnedouttobealadyofhighbirthandofgreatreputation。
HappeningtocallonMartinelli,Iaskedhimwhowastheprettygirlwhowaskissingherhandstomefromthehouseopposite。IwaspleasantlysurprisedtohearthatshewasadancernamedBinetti。
FouryearsagoshehaddonemeagreatserviceatStuttgart,butI
didnotknowshewasinLondon。ItookleaveofMartinellitogoandseeher,anddidsoallthemoreeagerlywhenIheardthatshehadpartedfromherhusband,thoughtheywereobligedtodancetogetherattheHaymarket。
Shereceivedmewithopenarms,tellingmethatshehadrecognizedmedirectly。
"Iamsurprised,mydearelder,"saidshe,"toseeyouinLondon。"
Shecalledme"elder"becauseIwastheoldestofherfriends。
"NordidIknowthatyouwerehere。Icametotownafterthecloseoftheopera。Howisitthatyouarenotlivingwithyourhusband?"
"Becausehegames,loses,anddespoilsmeofallIpossess。Besides,awomanofmycondition,ifshebemarried,cannothopethatarichloverwillcomeandseeher,whileifshebealoneshecanreceivevisitswithoutanyconstraint。"
"Ishouldn’thavethoughttheywouldbeafraidofBinetti;heusedtobefarfromjealous。"
"Norishejealousnow;butyoumustknowthatthereisanEnglishlawwhichallowsthehusbandtoarresthiswifeandherloverifhefindsthemin’flagrantedelicto’。Heonlywantstwowitnesses,anditisenoughthattheyaresittingtogetheronabed。Theloverisforcedtopaytothehusbandthehalfofallhepossesses。SeveralrichEnglishmenhavebeencaughtinthisway,andnowtheyareveryshyofvisitingmarriedwomen,especiallyItalians。"
"Soyouhavemuchtobethankfulfor。Youenjoyperfectliberty,canreceiveanyvisitorsyoulike,andareinafairwaytomakeafortune。"
"Alas!mydearfriend,youdonotknowall。WhenhehasinformationfromhisspiesthatIhavehadavisitor,hecomestomeinasedan—
chairatnight,andthreatenstoturnmeoutintothestreetifIdonotgivehimallthemoneyIhave。Heisaterriblerascal!"
Ileftthepoorwoman,aftergivinghermyaddress,andtellinghertocomeanddinewithmewheneversheliked。Shehadgivenmealessononthesubjectofvisitingladies。Englandhasverygoodlaws,butmostofthemarecapableofabuse。Theoathwhichjurymenhavetotaketoexecutethemtotheletterhascausedseveraltobeinterpretedinamannerabsolutelycontrarytotheintentionofthelegislators,thusplacingthejudgesinadifficultpredicament。
Thusnewlawshaveconstantlytobemade,andnewglossestoexplaintheoldones。
MyLordPembroke,seeingmeatmywindow,camein,andafterexaminingmyhouse,includingthekitchen,wherethecookwasatwork,toldmethattherewasnotanoblemanintownwhohadsuchawell—furnishedandcomfortablehouse。Hemadeacalculation,andtoldmethatifIwantedtoentertainmyfriendsIshouldrequirethreehundredpoundsamonth。"Youcan’tlivehere,"saidhe,"withoutaprettygirl,andthosewhoknowthatyoukeepbachelor’shallareofopinionthatyouareverywise,andwillsaveagreatdealofuselessexpense。"
"Doyoukeepagirl,mylord?"
"No,forIamunfortunateenoughtobedisgustedwithawomanafterI
havehadherforaday。"
"Thenyourequireafreshoneeveryday?"
"Yes,andwithoutbeingascomfortableasyouIspendfourtimesasmuch。YoumustknowthatIliveinLondonlikeastranger。Ineverdineatmyownhouse。Iwonderatyourdiningalone。"
"Ican’tspeakEnglish。Ilikesoupandgoodwine,andthatisenoughtokeepmefromyourtaverns。"
"Iexpectso,withyourFrenchtastes。"
"Youwillconfessthattheyarenotbadtastes。"
"Youareright,for,goodEnglishmanasIam,IgetonverywellinParis。"
HeburstoutlaughingwhenItoldhimhowIhaddispatchedascoreofwenchesatthe"StavenTavern,"andthatmydisappointmentwasduetohim。
"Ididnottellyouwhatnamestosendfor,andIwaswrong。"
"Yes,yououghttohavetoldme。"
"ButevenifIdidtheywouldn’thavecome,fortheyarenotattheordersoftheprocurers。IfyouwillpromisetopaythemasIdo,I
willgiveyousometicketswhichwillmakethemcome。"
"CanIhavethemhere?"
"Justasyoulike。"
"Thatwillbemostconvenientforme。WriteouttheticketsandletthemknowFrenchifyoucan。"
"That’sthedifficulty;theprettiestonlyspeakEnglish。"
"Nevermind,weshallunderstandeachotherwellenoughforthepurposeIdaresay。"
Hewroteseveralticketsforfourandsixguineaseach;butonewasmarkedtwelveguineas。
"Sheisdoublypretty,isshe?"saidI。
"Notexactly,butshehascuckoldedadukeofGreatBritainwhokeepsher,andonlyusesheronceortwiceamonth。"
"Wouldyoudomethehonouroftestingtheskillofmycook?"
"Certainly,butIcan’tmakeanappointment。"
"AndsupposingIamout。"
"I’llgotothetavern。"
HavingnothingbettertodoIsentJarbetooneofthefour—guineawenches,tellinghimtoadviseherthatshewoulddinewithme。Shecame。Shedidnotattractmesufficientlytomakemeattemptmorethansomeslighttoying。Shewentawaywellpleasedwithherfourguineas,whichshehaddonenothingtoearn。Anotherwench,alsoatfourguineas,suppedwithmethefollowingevening。Shehadbeenverypretty,and,indeed,wassostill,butshewastoomelancholyandquietformytaste,andIcouldnotmakeupmymindtotellhertoundress。
Thethirdday,notfeelinginclinedtotryanotherticket,IwenttoCoventGarden,andonmeetinganattractiveyoungpersonIaccostedherinFrench,andaskedherifshewouldsupwithme。
"Howmuchwillyougivemeatdessert?"
"Threeguineas。"
"Comealong。"
AftertheplayIorderedagoodsupperfortwo,andshedisplayedanappetiteaftermineownheart。WhenwehadsuppedIaskedforhernameandaddress,andIwasastonishedtofindthatshewasoneofthegirlswhomLordPembrokehadassessedatsixguineas。I
concludedthatitwasbesttodoone’sownbusiness,or,atanyrate,nottoemploynoblemenasagents。Astotheothertickets,theyprocuredmebutlittlepleasure。Thetwelve—guineaone,whichIhadreservedforthelast,asachoicemorsel,pleasedmetheleastofall,andIdidnotcaretocuckoldthenobledukewhokepther。
LordPembrokewasyoung,handsome,rich,andfullofwit。Iwenttoseehimoneday,andfoundhimjustgettingoutofbed。Hesaidhewouldwalkwithmeandtoldhisvalettoshavehim。
"But,"saidI,"there’snotatraceofbeardonyourface。"
"Thereneveris,"saidhe,"Igetmyselfshavedthreetimesaday。"
"Threetimes?"
"Yes,whenIchangemyshirtIwashmyhands;whenIwashmyhandsI
havetowashmyface,andtheproperwaytowashaman’sfaceiswitharazor。"
"Whendoyoumakethesethreeablutions?"
"WhenIgetup,whenIdressfordinner,andwhenIgotobed,forI
shouldnotlikethewomanwhoissleepingwithmetofeelmybeard。"
Wehadashortwalktogether,andthenIlefthimasIhadsomewritingtodo。Asweparted,heaskedmeifIdinedathome。I
repliedintheaffirmative,andforeseeingthatheintendeddiningwithmeIwarnedmycooktoserveuswell,thoughIdidnotlethimknowthatIexpectedanoblemantodinner。Vanityhasmorethanonestringtoitsbow。
IhadscarcelygothomewhenMadameBinetticamein,andsaidthatifshewerenotintheway,shewouldbegladtodinewithme。Igaveherawarmwelcome,andshesaidIwasreallydoingheragreatservice,asherhusbandwouldsufferthetormentsofhellintryingtofindoutwithwhomshehaddined。
Thiswomanstillpleasedme;andthoughshewasthirty—five,nobodywouldhavetakenherformorethantwenty—five。Herappearancewasineverywaypleasing。Herlipswereofthehueoftherose,disclosingtwoexquisiterowsofteeth。Afinecomplexion,splendideyes,andaforeheadwhereInnocencemighthavebeenwellenthroned,allthismadeanexquisitepicture。Ifyouaddtothis,thatherbreastwasoftherarestproportions,youwillunderstandthatmorefastidioustastesthanminewouldhavebeensatisfiedwithher。
ShehadnotbeeninmyhouseforhalfanhourwhenLordPembrokecamein。Theybothutteredanexclamation,andthenoblemantoldmethathehadbeeninlovewithherforthelastsixmonths;thathehadwrittenardentletterstoherofwhichshehadtakennonotice。
"Ineverwouldhaveanythingtodowithhim,"saidshe,"becauseheisthegreatestprofligateinallEngland;andit’sapity,"sheadded,"becauseheisakindheartednobleman。"
Thisexplanationwasfollowedbyascoreofkisses,andIsawthattheywereagreed。
WehadachoicedinnerintheFrenchstyle,andLordPembrokesworehehadnoteatensogoodadinnerforthelastyear。
"Iamsorryforyou,"hesaid,"whenIthinkofyoubeingaloneeveryday。"
MadameBinettiwasasmuchagourmetastheEnglishman,andwhenwerosefromtablewefeltinclinedtopassfromtheworshipofComustothatofVenus;buttheladywastooexperiencedtogivetheEnglishmananythingmorethanafewtriflingkisses。
IbusiedmyselfinturningovertheleavesofsomebooksIhadboughtthedaybefore,andleftthemtotalktogethertotheirheart’scontent;buttopreventtheiraskingmetogivethemanotherdinnerI
saidthatIhopedchancewouldbringaboutsuchanothermeetingonanotheroccasion。
Atsixo’clock,aftermyguestshadleftme,IdressedandwenttoVauxhaull,whereImetaFrenchofficernamedMalingan,towhomIhadgivensomemoneyatAix—la—Chapelle。Hesaidhewouldliketospeaktome,soIgavehimmynameandaddress。Ialsometawell—knowncharacter,theChevalierGoudar,whotalkedtomeaboutgamingandwomen。MalinganintroducedmetoanindividualwhohesaidmightbeveryusefultomeinLondon。Hewasamanofforty,andstyledhimselfsonofthelateTheodore,thepretendertothethroneofCorsica,whohaddiedmiserablyinLondonfourteenyearsbefore,afterhavingbeenimprisonedfordebtforsevenyears。IshouldhavedonebetterifIhadnevergonetoVauxhallthatevening。
Theentrance—feeatVauxhallwashalfthesumchargedatRanelagh,butinspiteofthattheamusementswereofthemostvariedkinds。
Therewasgoodfare,music,walksinsolitaryalleys,thousandsoflamps,andacrowdofLondonbeauties,bothhighandlow。
InthemidstofallthesepleasuresIwasdull,becauseIhadnogirltosharemyabodeormygoodtable,andmakeitdeartome。IhadbeeninLondonforsixweeks;anainnootherplacehadIbeenaloneforsolong。
Myhouseseemedintendedforkeepingamistresswithalldecency,andasIhadthevirtueofconstancyamistresswasallIwantedtomakemehappy。ButhowwasItofindawomanwhoshouldbetheequalofthosewomenIhadlovedbefore?Ihadalreadyseenhalfahundredofgirls,whomthetownpronouncedtobepretty,andwhodidnotstrikemeasevenpassable。Ithoughtthematterovercontinually,andatlastanoddideastruckme。
Icalledtheoldhousekeeper,andtoldherbytheservant,whoactedasmyinterpreter,thatIwantedtoletthesecondorthirdfloorforthesakeofcompany;andalthoughIwasatperfectlibertytodowhatIlikedwiththehouse,Iwouldgiveherhalf—a—guineaaweekextra。
ForthwithIorderedhertoaffixthefollowingbilltothewindow:
Secondorthirdfloortobelet,furnished,toayoungladyspeakingEnglishandFrench,whoreceivesnovisitors,eitherbydayornight。
TheoldEnglishwoman,whohadseensomethingoftheworld,begantolaughsoviolentlywhenthedocumentwastranslatedtoherthatI
thoughtshewouldhavechoked。
"Whatareyoulaughingat,myworthywoman?"
"Becausethisnoticeisalaughingmatter。"
"IsupposeyouthinkIshallhavenoapplications?"
"Notatall,thedoorstepwillbecrowdedfrommorntonight,butI
shallleaveitalltoFanny。Onlytellmehowmuchtoask。"
"Iwillarrangeabouttherentinmyinterviewwiththeyounglady。
Idon’tthinkIshallhavesomanyenquiries,fortheyoungladyistospeakFrenchandEnglish,andalsotoberespectable。Shemustnotreceiveanyvisits,notevenfromherfatherandmother,ifshehasthem。"
"Buttherewillbeamobinfrontofthehousereadingthenotice。"
"Allthebetter。Nothingistheworseforbeingalittleodd。"
Ithappenedjustastheoldwomanhadforetold;assoonasthenoticewasup,everybodystoppedtoreadit,madevariouscomments,andpassedon。Ontheseconddayafteritwasup,myNegrotoldmethatmynoticewasprintedinfullintheSt。James’sChronicle,withsomeamusingremarks。Ihadthepaperbroughtuptome,andFannytranslatedit。Itranasfollows:
"Thelandlordofthesecondandthirdfloorsprobablyoccupiesthefirstfloorhimself。Hemustbeamanoftheworldandofgoodtaste,forhewantsayoungandprettylodger;andasheforbidshertoreceivevisits,hewillhavetokeephercompanyhimself。"
Headded,——
"Thelandlordshouldtakecarelesthebecomehisowndupe,foritisverylikelythattheprettylodgerwouldonlytaketheroomtosleepin,andpossiblyonlytosleepinnowandthen;andifshechoseshewouldhaveaperfectrighttorefusetoreceivetheproprietor’svisits。"
Thesesensibleremarksdelightedme,forafterreadingthemIfeltforewarned。
SuchmattersasthesegivetheirchiefinteresttotheEnglishnewspapers。Theyareallowedtogossipabouteverything,andthewritershavetheknackofmakingthemeresttriflesseemamusing。
Happyisthenationwhereanythingmaybewrittenandanythingsaid!
LordPembrokewasthefirsttocomeandcongratulatemeonmyidea,andhewassucceededbyMartinelli;butheexpressedsomefearsastothepossibleconsequences,"for,"saidhe,"thereareplentyofwomeninLondonwhowouldcomeandlodgewithyoutobeyourruin。"
"Inthatcase,"Ianswered,"itwouldbeacaseofGreekmeetingGreek;however,weshallsee。IfIamtakenin,peoplewillhavethefullestrighttolaughatme,forIhavebeenwarned。"
Iwillnottroublemyreaderswithanaccountofthehundredwomenwhocameinthefirsttendays,whenIrefusedononepretextoranother,thoughsomeofthemwerenotwantingingraceandbeauty。
Butoneday,whenIwasatdinner,Ireceivedavisitfromagirloffromtwentytotwenty—fouryears,simplybutelegantlydressed;herfeaturesweresweetandgracious,thoughsomewhatgrave,hercomplexionpale,andherhairblack。ShegavemeabowwhichIhadtorisetoreturn,andasIremainedstandingshepolitelybeggedmenottoputmyselfout,buttocontinuemydinner。Ibeggedhertobeseatedandtotakedessert,butsherefusedwithanairofmodestywhichdelightedme。
Thisfairladysaid,notinFrench,butinItalianworthyofaSinnese,itspuritywassoperfect,thatshehopedIwouldletherhavearoomonthethirdfloor,andthatshewouldgladlysubmittoallmyconditions。
"Youmayonlymakeuseofoneroomifyoulike,butallthefloorwillbelongtoyou。"
"Althoughthenoticesaystheroomswillbeletcheaply,Ishallnotbeabletoaffordmorethanoneroom。TwoshillingsaweekisallI
canspend。"
"That’sexactlywhatIwantforthewholesuiteofrooms;soyouseeyoucanusethemall。Mymaidwillwaitonyou,getyouwhateverfoodyoumayrequire,andwashyourlinenaswell。Youcanalsoemployhertodoyourcommissions,sothatyouneednotgooutfortrifles。"
"ThenIwilldismissmymaid,"shesaid;"sherobsmeoflittle,itistrue,butstilltoomuchformysmallmeans。Iwilltellyourmaidwhatfoodtobuyformeeveryday,andsheshallhavesixsotsaweekforherpains。"
"Thatwillbeample。Ishouldadviseyoutoapplytomycook’swife,whowillgetyourdinnerandsupperforyouascheaplyasyoucouldbuyit。"
"Ihardlythinkso,forIamashamedtotellyouhowlittleIspend。"
"Evenifyouonlyspendtwosolsaday,shewillgiveyoutwosols’
worth。AllthesameIadviseyoutobecontentwithwhatyougetfromthekitchen,withouttroublingabouttheprice,forIusuallyhaveprovisionmadeforfour,thoughIdinealone,andtherestisthecook’sperquisite。Imerelyadviseyoutothebestofmyability,andIhopeyouwillnotbeoffendedatmyinterestinyourwelfare。"
"Really,sir,youaretoogenerous。"
"Waitamoment,andyouwillseehoweverythingwillbesettledcomfortably。"
ItoldClairmonttoorderupthemaidandthecook’swife,andIsaidtothelatter:
"Forhowmuchcouldyouprovidedinnerandsupperforthisyoungladywhoisnotrich,andonlywantstoeattolive?"
"Icandoitverycheaply;foryouusuallyeatalone,andhaveenoughforfour。"
"Verygood;thenIhopeyouwilltreatherverywellforthesumshegivesyou。"
"Icanonlyaffordfivesolsaday。"
"Thatwilldonicely。"
Igaveordersthatthebillshouldbetakendowndirectly,andthattheyounglady’sroomshouldbemadecomfortable。Whenthemaidandthecook’swifehadlefttheroom,theyoungladytoldmethatsheshouldonlygooutonSundaystohearmassattheBavarianambassador’schapel,andonceamonthtoapersonwhogaveherthreeguineastosupporther。
"Youcangooutwhenyoulike,"saidI,"andwithoutrenderinganaccounttoanybodyofyourmovements。"
Shebeggedmenottointroduceanyonetoher,andtotellthe,portertodenyhertoanyonewhomightcometothedoortomakeenquiries。
Ipromisedthatherwishesshouldberespected,andshewentawaysayingthatshewasgoingforhertrunk。
Iimmediatelyorderedmyhouseholdtotreatherwiththeutmostrespect。Theoldhousekeepertoldmethatshehadpaidthefirstweekinadvance,takingareceipt,andhadgone,asshehadcome,inasedan—chair。Thentheworthyoldwomanmadefreetotellmetobeonmyguard。
"Againstwhat?IfIfallinlovewithher,somuchthebetter;thatisjustwhatIwant。Whatnamedidshegiveyou?"
"MistressPauline。Shewasquitepalewhenshecame,andshewentawaycoveredwithblushes。"
Iwasdelightedtohearit。Ididnotwantawomanmerelytosatisfymynaturaldesires,forsuchcanbefoundeasilyenough;IwishedforsomeonewhomIcouldlove。Iexpectedbeauty,bothofthebodyandthesoul;andmyloveincreasedwiththedifficultiesandobstaclesI
sawbeforeme。Astofailure,IconfessIdidnotgiveitamoment’sthought,forthereisnotawomanintheworldwhocanresistconstantandlovingattentions,especiallywhenherloverisreadytomakegreatsacrifices。
WhenIgotbackfromthetheatreintheeveningthemaidtoldmethattheladyhadchosenamodestclosetattheback,whichwasonlysuitableforaservant。Shehadhadamoderatesupper,onlydrinkingwater,andhadbeggedthecook’swifeonlytosendherupsoupandonedish,towhichthewomanhadrepliedthatshemusttakewhatwasserved,andwhatshedidnoteatwoulddofortheservant。
"Whenshefinishedsheshutherselfuptowrite,andwishedmegoodeveningwithmuchpoliteness。"
"Whatisshegoingtotakeinthemorning?"
"Iaskedher,andshesaidshewouldonlytakealittlebread。"
"Thenyouhadbettertellherthatitisthecustomofthehouseforthecooktoserveeverybodywithcoffee,chocolate,ortea,accordingtotaste,inthemorning,andthatIshallbepainedifsherefusestofareliketherestofus。Butdon’ttellherIsaidso。Here’sacrownforyou,andyoushallhaveoneeveryweekifyouwillwaituponandcareforherproperly。"
BeforegoingtobedIwroteherapolitenote,begginghertoleavethecloset。Shedidso,butshewentintoanotherbackroom,andconsentedtotakecoffeeforherbreakfast。Wishingtomakeherdineandsupwithme,Iwasdressingmyself,andpreparingtoproffermyrequestinsuchawayastomakearefusalimpossible,whenyoungCorneliswasannounced。Ireceivedhimsmilingly,andthankedhimforthefirstvisithehadpaidmeinthecourseofsixweeks。
"Mammahasn’tallowedmetocome。Ihavetriedtodosoascoreoftimeswithoutherleave。Readthisletter,andyouwillfindsomethingwhichwillsurpriseyou。"
Iopenedtheletterandreadasfollows:
"Yesterdayabailiffwaitedformydoortobeopenedandslippedinandarrestedme。Iwasobligedtogowithhim,andIamnowinthesponging—house,andifIcan’tgetbailbyto—dayhewilltakemetoKingsBenchPrison。ThebailIrequireistotheamountoftwohundredpounds,topayabillwhichhasfallendue。Dearfriend,comeandsuccourmeorelsemyothercreditorswillgetwindofmyimprisonmentandIshallberuined。Yousurelywillnotallowthattohappen,ifnotformysakeatleastforthesakeofmyinnocentchildren。Youcannotbailmeyourself,butyoucaneasilygetahouseholdertodoso。Ifyouhavethetimecomeandcallonme,andIwillshewyouthatIcouldnothelpdoingthebill,otherwiseI
couldnothavegivenmylastball,asthewholeofmyplateandchinawaspledged。"
Ifeltangrywiththeimpudentwomanwhohadhithertopaidmesolittleattention,andIwrotethatIcouldonlypityher,andthatI
hadnotimetogoandseeher,andthatIshouldbeashamedtoaskanyonetobailherout。
WhenyoungCornelishadgoneawayinamelancholymood,ItoldClairmonttoaskPaulineifshewouldallowmetobidheragoodday。
ShesentwordthatIwasatlibertytodoso,andongoingupstairstoherroomIfoundhersittingatatableonwhichwereseveralbooks。
Somelinenonachestofdrawersdidnotgivemetheideathatshewasverypoor。
"Iamimmenselyobliged,"saidshe,"forallyourgoodnesstome。"
"Saynothingofthat,madam;itisIwhohaveneedofyourgoodness。"
"WhatcanIdotoshewmygratitude?"
"Couldyoutroubleyourselftotakeyourmealswithme?WhenIamaloneIeatlikeanogre,andmyhealthsuffers。Ifyoudonotfeelinclinedtograntmethatfavour,donothesitatetorefuse,andI
assureyouyoushallfarejustaswellasifyouhadaccededtomyrequest。"
"Ishallbedelightedtodineandsupwithyou;sir,wheneveryouarealoneandyouliketosendforme。Nevertheless,Iamnotsurethatmysocietywillamuseyou。"
"Verygood,Iamgratefultoyou,andIpromiseyouyoushallneverrepentofyourkindness。Iwilldomybesttoamuseyou,andIhopeIshallsucceed,foryouhaveinspiredmewiththeliveliestinterest。Wewilldineatoneto—day。"
Ididnotsitdownorlookatherbooks,orevenaskherifshehadspentagoodnight。TheonlythingInotedwasthatshehadlookedpaleandcarewornwhenIcamein,andwhenIwentouthercheekswerethecolouroftherose。
Iwentforawalkinthepark,feelingquitetakenwiththischarmingwoman,andresolvedtomakeherloveme,forIdidnotwanttooweanythingtogratitude。Ifeltcurioustoknowwhereshecamefrom,andsuspectedshewasanItalian;butIdeterminedtoaskhernoquestionsforfearofoffendingher。
WhenIgothomePaulinecamedownofherownfreewill,andIwasdelightedwiththis,whichItookforagoodomen。Aswehadhalfanhourbeforeus,Iaskedherhowshefoundherhealth。
"Nature,"shereplied,"hasfavouredmewithsuchagoodconstitutionthatIhaveneverhadtheleastsicknessinmylife,exceptonthesea。"
"Youhavemadeavoyage,then。"
"ImusthavedonesotocometoEngland。"
"YoumightbeanEnglishwoman。"
"Yes,fortheEnglishlanguagehasbeenfamiliartomefrommychildhood。"
Wewereseatedonasofa,andonthetableinfrontofuswasachess—board。Paulinetoyedwiththepawns,andIaskedherifshecouldplaychess。
"Yes,andprettywelltoofromwhattheytellme。"
"Thenwewillhaveagametogether;myblunderswillamuseyou。"
Webegan,andinfourmovesIwascheckmated。Shelaughed,andI
admiredherplay。Webeganagain,andIwascheckmatedinfivemoves。Myagreeableguestlaughedheartily,andwhileshelaughedI
becameintoxicatedwithlove,watchingtheplayofherfeatures,herexquisiteteeth,andherhappyexpression。Webegananothergame,Paulineplayedcarelessly,andIplacedherinadifficultposition。
"Ithinkyoumayconquerme,"saidshe。
"Whathappinessforme!"
Theservantcameintotellusthatdinnerwasready。
"Interruptionsareoftenextremelyinconvenient,"saidI,asI
offeredhermyarm,feelingquitesurethatshehadnotlostthesignificanceofmylastwords,forwomenfindameaningforeverything。
WewerejustsittingdowntotablewhenClairmontannouncedmydaughterandMadameRancour。
"TellthemthatIamatdinner,andthatIshallnotbedisengagedtillthreeo’clock。"
Justasmymanwasleavingtheroomtocarrybackmyanswer,Sophierushedinandkneltbeforeme,chokingwithsobs。
Thiswastoomuchforme,andraisingherItookheronmyknees,sayingIknewwhatshehadcomefor,andthatforloveofherIwoulddoit。
Passingfromgrieftojoythedearchildkissedme,callingmeherfather,andatlastmademeweepmyself。
"Dinewithus,dearSophie,"saidI,"Ishallbethemorelikelytodowhatyouwish。"
SheranfrommyarmstoembracePauline,whowasweepingoutofsympathy,andwealldinedhappilytogether。SophiebeggedmetogiveMadameRancoursomedinner。
"Itshallbesoifyouplease,butonlyforyoursake,forthatwomanRancourdeservesthatIshouldleaveherstandingatthedoortopunishherforherimpertinencetomewhenIcametoLondon。"