Ayearbeforethisspeechwouldhaveastonishedmebeyondmeasure,butnowIwasnotsurprised,forIhadacquiredsomeknowledgeofSpanishmanners。ImightadmiretheSenordelaCerda’sprodigality,butIcouldnothelpdeploringsuchostentationonthepartofaPrinceoftheChurchabouttoparticipateinsuchasolemnfunction。
WhatIhadheardhimsaymademecurioustoseehim,andIkeptonthewatchforthemomentofhisdeparture。Whataman!Hewasnotonlyillmade,shortandsun—burnt;buthisfacewassouglyandsolowthatI
concludedthatAEsophimselfmusthavebeenalittleLovebesidehiseminence。Iunderstoodnowwhyhewassoprofuseinhisgenerosityanddecorations,forotherwisehemightwellhavebeentakenforastableboy。
Iftheconclavetooktheeccentricwhimofmakinghimpope,Christwouldneverhaveanugliervicar。
IenquiredabouttheMarquisd’Argenssoonafterthedepartureofhiseminence,andwastoldthathewasinthecountrywithhisbrother,theMarquisd’Eguille,PresidentoftheParliament,soIwentthere。
Thismarquis,famousforhisfriendshipforFrederickII。ratherthanforhiswritings(whicharenolongerread),wasanoldmanwhenIsawhim。
Hewasaworthyman,fondofpleasure,athorough—pacedEpicurean,andhadmarriedanactressnamedCochois,whohadprovedworthyofthehonourhehadlaidonher。HewasdeeplylearnedandhadathoroughknowledgeofLatin,Greek,andHebrewliterature。Hismemorywasprodigious。
Hereceivedmeverywell,andrecalledwhathisfriendthemarshalhadwrittenaboutme。Heintroducedmetohiswifeandtohisbrother,adistinguishedjurist,amanofletters,andastrictlymoralmanbytemperamentasmuchasreligion。Thoughahighlyintellectualman,hewasdeeplyandsincerelyreligious。
Hewasveryfondofhisbrother,andgrievedforhisirreligion,buthopedthatgracewouldeventuallybringhimbacktothefoldoftheChurch。Hisbrotherencouragedhiminhishopes,whilelaughingattheminprivate,butastheywerebothsensiblementheyneverdiscussedreligiontogether。
Iwasintroducedtoanumerouscompanyofbothsexes,chieflyconsistingofrelations。Allwereamiableandhighlypolished,likealltheProvencalnobility。
Playswereperformedontheminiaturestage,goodcheerprevailed,andatintervalswewalkedinthegarden,inspiteoftheweather。InProvince,however,thewinterisonlyseverewhenthewindblowsfromthenorth,whichunfortunatelyoftenhappens。
AmongthecompanywereaBerlinlady(widowofthemarquis’snephew)andherbrother。Thisyounggentleman,whowasgayandfreefromcare,enjoyedallthepleasuresofthehousewithoutpayinganyattentiontothereligiousserviceswhichwereheldeveryday。Ifhethoughtonthematteratall,hewasaheretic;andwhentheJesuitchaplainwassayingmassheamusedhimselfbyplayingontheflute;helaughedateverything。
Hewasunlikehissister,whohadnotonlybecomeaCatholic,butwasaverydevoutone。Shewasonlytwenty—two。
Herbrothertoldmethatherhusband,whohaddiedofconsumption,andwhosemindwasperfectlycleartothelast,asisusuallythecaseinphthisis,hadtoldherthathecouldnotentertainanyhopesofseeingherintheotherworldunlessshebecameaCatholic。
Thesewordswereengravedonherheart;shehadadoredherhusband,andsheresolvedtoleaveBerlintolivewithhisrelations。Nooneventuredtoopposethisdesign,herbrotheraccompanyingher,andshewaswelcomedjoyfullybyallherhusband’skinsfolk。
Thisbuddingsaintwasdecidedlyplain。
Herbrother,findingmelessstrictthantheothers,soonconstitutedhimselfmyfriend。HecameovertoAixeveryday,andtookmetothehousesofallthebestpeople。
Wewereatleastthirtyattableeveryday,thedishesweredelicatewithoutundueprofusion,theconversationgayandanimatedwithoutanyimproprieties。InoticedthatwhenevertheMarquisd’Argenschancedtoletslipanyequivocalexpressions,alltheladiesmadewryfaces,andthechaplainhastenedtoturntheconversation。Thischaplainhadnothingjesuiticalinhisappearance;hedressedinthecostumeofanordinarypriest,andIshouldneverhadknownhimiftheMarquisd’Argenshadnotwarnedme。However,Ididnotallowhispresencetoactasawetblanket。
Itold,inthemostdecentmannerpossible,thestoryofthepictureoftheVirginsucklingherDivineChild,andhowtheSpaniardsdesertedthechapelafterastupidpriesthadcoveredthebeautifulbreastwithakerchief。Idonotknowhowitwas,butalltheladiesbegantolaugh。
ThediscipleofLoyolawassodispleasedattheirmirth,thathetookuponhimselftotellmethatitwasunbecomingtotellsuchequivocalstoriesinpublic。Ithankedhimbyaninclinationofthehead,andtheMarquisd’Argens,bywayofturningtheconversation,askedmewhatwastheItalianforasplendiddishofstewedveal,whichMadamed’Argenswashelping。
"Unacrostata,"Ireplied,"butIreallydonotknowtheItalianforthe’beatilles’withwhichitisstuffed。"
These’beatilles’wereballsofrice,veal,champignons,artichoke,foiegras,etc。
TheJesuitdeclaredthatincallingthem’beatilles’Iwasmakingamockofthegloriesofhereafter。
Icouldnothelproaringwithlaughteratthis,andtheMarquisd’Eguilletookmypart,andsaidthat’beatilles’wastheproperFrenchfortheseballs。
Afterthisdaringdifferenceofopinionwithhisdirector,theworthymanthoughtitwouldbebesttotalkofsomethingelse。Unhappily,however,hefelloutofthefrying—panintothefirebyaskingmemyopinionastotheelectionofthenextpope。
"IbelieveitwillbeGanganelli,"Ireplied,"asheistheonlymonkintheconclave。"
"Whyshoulditbenecessarytochooseamonk?"
"BecausenonebutamonkwoulddaretocommittheexcesswhichtheSpaniardswilldemandofthenewpope。"
"YoumeanthesuppressionoftheJesuits。"
"Exactly。"
"Theywillneverobtainsuchademand。"
"Ihopenot,fortheJesuitsweremymasters,andIlovethemaccordingly。ButallthesameGanganelliwillbeelected,foranamusingandyetaweightyreason。"
"Tellusthereason。"
"Heistheonlycardinalwhodoesnotwearawig;andyoumustconsiderthatsincethefoundationoftheHolySeethePopehasneverbeenbewigged。"
Thisreasoncreatedagreatdealofamusement;buttheconversationwasbroughtbacktothesuppressionoftheJesuits,andwhenItoldthecompanythatIhadheardfromtheAbbePinziIsawtheJesuitturnpale。
"ThePopecouldneversuppresstheorder,"hesaid。
"ItseemsthatyouhaveneverbeenataJesuitseminary,"Ireplied,"forthedogmaoftheorderisthatthePopecandoeverything,’etaliquidpluris’。"
ThisanswermadeeverybodysupposemetobeunawarethatIwasspeakingtoaJesuit,andashegavemenoanswerthetopicwasabandoned。
AfterdinnerIwasaskedtostayandsee’Polieucte’played;butI
excusedmyself,andreturnedtoAixwiththeyoungBerliner,whotoldmethestoryofhissister,andmademeacquaintedwiththecharacterofthesocietytowhichtheMarquisd’Eguillewaschieflyaddicted。IfeltthatIcouldneveradaptmyselftotheirprejudices,andifithadnotbeenformyyoungfriend,whointroducedmetosomecharmingpeople,IshouldhavegoneontoMarseilles。
Whatwithassemblies,balls,suppers,andthesocietyofthehandsomeProvenqalladies,ImanagedtospendthewholeofthecarnivalandapartofLentatAix。
Ihadmadeapresentofacopyofthe"Iliad"tothelearnedMarquisd’Argens;tohisdaughter,whowasalsoagoodscholar,IgaveaLatintragedy。
The"Iliad"hadPorphyry’scomment;itwasacopyofarareedition,andwasrichlybound。
AsthemarquiscametoAixtothankme,Ihadtopayanothervisittothecountryhouse。
IntheeveningIdrovebackinanopencarriage。Ihadnocloak,andacoldnorthwindwasblowing;Iwasperishingwithcold,butinsteadofgoingtobedatonceIaccompaniedtheBerlinertothehouseofawomanwhohadadaughteroftheutmostbeauty。Thoughthegirlwasonlyfourteen,shehadalltheindicationsofthemarriageableage,andyetnoneoftheProvencalamateurshadsucceededinmakingherseedaylight。
Myfriendhadalreadymadeseveralunsuccessfulefforts。Ilaughedathim,asIknewitwasallacheat,andIfollowedhimtothehousewiththeideaofmakingtheyoungimposterdismountfromherhighhorse,asI
haddoneinsimilarcasesinEnglandandMetz。
Wesettowork;and,farfromresisting,thegirlsaidshewouldbeonlytoogladtogetridofthetroublesomeburden。
Isawthatthedifficultyonlyproceededfromthewaysheheldherself,andIoughttohavewhippedher,asIhaddoneinVenicetwenty—fiveyearsago,butIwasfoolishenoughtotrytotakethecitadelbystorm。
Butmyageofmiracleswasgone。
Iweariedmyselftonopurposeforacoupleofhours,andthenwenttomyinn,leavingtheyoungPrussiantodohisbest。
Iwenttobedwithapaininmyside,andaftersixhours’sleepawokefeelingthoroughlyill。Ihadpleurisy。Mylandlordcalledinanolddoctor,whorefusedtoletmeblood。Aseverecoughcameon,andthenextdayIbegantospitblood。InsixorsevendaysthemaladybecamesoseriousthatIwasconfessedandreceivedthelastsacraments。
Onthetenthday,thediseasehavingabatedforthreedays,mycleverolddoctoransweredformylife,butIcontinuedtospitbloodtilltheeighteenthday。
Myconvalescencelastedforthreeweeks,andIfounditmoretryingthantheactualillness,foramaninpainhasnotimetogrowweary。
ThroughoutthewholecaseIwastendeddayandnightbyastrangewoman,ofwhomIknewnothing。Shenursedmewiththetenderestcare,andI
awaitedmyrecoverytogivehermysincerethanks。
Shewasnotanoldwoman,neitherwassheattractivelooking。Shehadsleptinmyroomallthetime。AfterEastertide,feelingIwaswellenoughtoventureout,Ithankedhertothebestofmyability,andaskedwhohadsenthertome。Shetoldmeitwasthedoctor,andsobademefarewell。
AfewdayslaterIwasthankingmyolddoctorforhavingprocuredmesuchacapitalnurse,buthestaredatmeandsaidheknewnothingaboutthewoman。
Iwaspuzzled,andaskedmylandlordifshecouldthrowanylightonthestrangenurse’sidentity;butsheknewnothing,andherignoranceseemeduniversal。Icouldnotdiscoverwhenceorhowshecametoattendme。
AftermyconvalescenceItookcaretogetalltheletterswhichhadbeenawaitingme,andamongstthemwasaletterfrommybrotherinParis,inanswertotheepistleIwrotehimfromPerpignan。Heacknowledgedmyletter,andtoldmehowdelightedhehadbeentoreceiveit,afterhearingthedreadfulnewsthatIhadbeenassassinatedonthebordersofCataloniaatthebeginningofJanuary。
"Thepersonwhogavemethenews,"mybrotheradded,"wasoneofyourbestfriends,CountManucci,anattacheattheVenetianembassy。Hesaidtherecouldbenodoubtastothetruthofthereport。"
Thisletterwaslikeaflashoflightningtome。Thisfriendofminehadpushedhisvengeancesofarastopayassassinstodeprivemeofmylife。
Manuccihadgonealittletoofar。
Hemusthavebeenprettywellqualifiedtoprophesy,ashewassocertainofmydeath。Hemighthaveknownthatinthusproclaiminginadvancethemannerofmydeath,hewasalsoproclaiminghimselfasmymurderer。
ImethimatRome,twoyearslater,andwhenIwouldhavemadehimconfesshisguilt,hedeniedeverything,sayinghehadreceivedthenewsfromBarcelona;however,wewillspeakofthisinitsproperplace。
Idinedandsuppedeverydayatthetabled’hote,andonedayIheardthecompanytalkingofamaleandfemalepilgrimwhohadrecentlyarrived。
TheywereItalians,andwerereturningfromSt。JamesofCompostella。
Theyweresaidtobehigh—bornfolks,astheyhaddistributedlargealmsontheirentryintothetown。
Itwassaidthatthefemalepilgrim,whohadgonetobedonherarrival,wascharming。TheywerestayingatthesameinnasIwas,andweallgotverycuriousaboutthem。
AsanItalian,Iputmyselfattheheadofthebandwhoproceededtocallonthepilgrims,who,inmyopinion,musteitherbefanaticsorrogues。
Wefoundtheladysittinginanarm—chair,lookingverytired。Shewasyoung,beautiful,andmelancholy—looking,andinherhandssheheldabrasscrucifixsomesixincheslong。Shelaiditdownwhenwecamein,andgotupandreceivedusmostgraciously。Hercompanion,whowasarrangingcockle—shellsonhisblackmantle,didnotstir;heseemedtosay,byglancingathiswife,thatwemustconfineourattentionstoher。
Heseemedamanoftwenty—fourortwenty—fiveyearsofage。Hewasshortandbadlyhung,andhisfaceborealltheindicationsofdaring,impudence,scarcasm,andimposture。Hiswife,ontheotherhand,wasallmeeknessandsimplicity,andhadthatmodestywhichaddssomuchtothecharmoffemininebeauty。TheyonlyspokejustenoughFrenchtomakethemselvesunderstoodontheirjourney,andwhentheyheardmeaddressingtheminItaliantheyseemedmuchrelieved。
TheladytoldmeshewasaRoman,butIcouldhaveguessedasmuchfromheraccent。IjudgedthemantobeaNeapolitanorSicilian。Theirpassport,datedRome,calledhimBalsamo,whilesheborethenamesofSerafinaFeliciani,whichshestillretains。TenyearslaterweshallhearmoreofthiscoupleunderthenameofCagliostro。
"WearegoingbacktoRome,"saidshe,"wellpleasedwithourdevotionstoSt。JamesofCompostellaandtoOurLadydelPilar。Wehavewalkedthewholewayonfoot,livingonalms,soastomoresurelywinthemercyoftheGodwhomIhaveoffendedsogrievously。Wehavehadsilver,andevengoldmoneygivenus,andineverytownwecametowegavewhatremainedtothepoor,soasnottooffendGodbylackoffaith。
"Myhusbandisstrong,andhasnotsufferedmuch,butIhavefoundsomuchwalkingveryfatiguing。Wehavesleptonstraworbadbeds,alwayswithourclotheson,toavoidcontractingdiseasesitwouldbehardtoridone’sselfof。"
Itseemedtomethatthislastcircumstancewasaddedtomakeuswishtofindoutwhethertherestofherbodycouldcomparewithherhandsandarmsinwhiteness。
"Doyouthinkofmakinganystay?"
"Mywearinesswillobligeustostayhereforthreedays;thenweshallgotoRomebythewayofTurin,whereweshallpayourdevotiontotheHolySudary。"
"Youknow,ofcourse,thatthereareseveraloftheminEurope。"
"Sowehaveheard,butweareassuredthattheSudaryofTurinisthetrueone。ItisthekerchiefwithwhichSt。VeronicawipedthefaceofOurLord,wholefttheimprintofHisdivinefaceuponit。"
Weleftthem,wellpleasedwiththeappearanceandmannersoftheladypilgrim,butplacingverylittletrustinherdevotion。Iwasstillweakfrommyillness,andsheinspiredmewithnodesires,buttherestwouldhavegladlysuppedwithheriftheyhadthoughttherewasanythingtofollow。
NextdayherhusbandaskedmeifIwouldcomeupandbreakfastwiththem,oriftheyshouldcomedownandbreakfastwithme。Itwouldhavebeenimpolitetohaverepliedneither,soIsaidthatIshouldbedelightedtoseetheminmyroom。
AtbreakfastIaskedthepilgrimwhathedid,andherepliedthathewasanartist。
Hecouldnotdesignapicture,buthecouldcopyit,andheassuredmethathecouldcopyanengravingsoexactlythatnonecouldtellthecopyfromtheoriginal。
"Icongratulateyou。Ifyouarenotarichman,youare,atleast,certainofearningalivingwiththistalent。"
"Everybodysaysthesame,butitisamistake。IhavepursuedthiscraftatRomeandatNaples,andfoundIhadtoworkalldaytomakehalfatester,andthat’snotenoughtoliveon。"
Hethenshewedmesomefanshehaddone,andIthoughtthemmostbeautiful。Theyweredoneinpenandink,andthefinestcopper—platecouldnothavesurpassedthem。
NextheshowedmeacopyfromaRembrandt,whichifanything,wasfinerthantheoriginal。Inspiteofallhesworethattheworkhegotbarelysupportedhim,butIdidnotbelievewhathesaid。Hewasaweakgeniuswhopreferredavagabondlifetomethodicallabour。
IofferedaLouisforoneofhisfans,butherefusedtotakeit,beggingmetoacceptthefanasagift,andtomakeacollectionforhimatthetabled’hote,ashewantedtostartthedayafternext。
Iacceptedthepresentandpromisedtodoashedesired,andsucceededinmakingupapurseoftwohundredfrancsforthem。
Thewomanhadthemostvirtuousair。Shewasaskedtowritehernameonalotteryticket,butrefused,sayingthatnohonestgirlsweretaughttowriteatRome。
Everybodylaughedatthisexcuseexceptmyself,andIpitiedher,asI
couldseethatshewasofveryloworigin。
NextdayshecameandaskedmetogiveheraletterofintroductionforAvignon。Iwroteherouttwo;onetoM。Audifretthebanker,andtheothertothelandladyoftheinn。Intheeveningshereturnedmethelettertothebanker,sayingthatitwasnotnecessaryfortheirpurposes。Atthesametimesheaskedmetoexaminetheletterclosely,toseeifitwasreallythesamedocumentIhadgivenher。Ididso,andsaidIwassureitwasmyletter。
Shelaughed,andtoldmeIwasmistakenasitwasonlyacopy。
"Impossible!"
Shecalledherhusband,whocamewiththeletterinhishand。
Icoulddoubtnolonger,andsaidtohim,——
"Youareamanoftalents,foritismuchhardertoimitateahandwritingthananengraving。Yououghttomakethistalentserveyouingoodstead;butbecareful,oritmaycostyouyourlife。"
ThenextdaythecoupleleftAix。IntenyearsIsawthemagainunderthenameofCountandCountessPellegrini。
Atthepresentperiodheisinaprisonwhichhewillprobablyneverleave,andhiswifeishappy,maybe,inaconvent。
CHAPTERX
MyDeparture——LetterfromHenriette——Marsellies——HistoryofNina——Nice——
Turin——Lugano——MadameDe****
AssoonasIhadregainedmyusualstrength,IwenttotakeleaveoftheMarquisd’Argensandhisbrother。Idinedwiththem,pretendingnottoobservethepresenceoftheJesuit,andIthenspentthreedelightfulhoursinconversationwiththelearnedandamiableMarquisd’Argens。HetoldmeanumberofinterestinganecdotesabouttheprivatelifeofFrederickII。Nodoubtthereaderwouldliketohavethem,butIlacktheenergytosetthemdown。PerhapssomeotherdaywhenthemistsaboutDuxhavedispersed,andsomeraysofthesunshineinuponme,Ishallcommitalltheseanecdotestopaper,butnowIhavenotthecouragetodoso。
Frederickhadhisgoodandhisbadqualities,likeallgreatmen,butwheneverydeductiononthescoreofhisfailingshasbeenmade,hestillremainsthenoblestfigureintheeighteenthcentury。
TheKingofSweden,whohasbeenassassinated,lovedtoexcitehatredthathemighthavethegloryofdefyingittodoitsworst。Hewasadespotatheart,andhecametoadespot’send。Hemighthaveforeseenaviolentdeath,forthroughouthislifehewasalwaysprovokingmentothepointofdespair。TherecanbenocomparisonbetweenhimandFrederick。
TheMarquisd’Argensmademeapresentofallhisworks,andonmyaskinghimifIcouldcongratulatemyselfonpossessingthewholenumber,hesaidyes,withtheexceptionofafragmentofautobiographywhichhehadwritteninhisyouth,andwhichhehadafterwardssuppressed。
"Whyso?"Iasked。
"BecauseIwasfoolishenoughtowritethetruth。Nevergivewaytothistemptation,ifitassailsyou。Ifyouoncebeginonthisplanyouarenotonlycompelledtorecordallyourvicesandfollies,buttotreatthemintheseveretoneofaphilosophicalhistorian。Youmustnot,ofcourse,omitthegoodyoumayhavedone;andsopraiseandblameismingledoneverypage。Alltheevilyousayofyourselfwillbeheldforgospel,yourpeccadilloeswillbemadeintocrimes,andyourgooddeedswillnotonlybereceivedwithincredulity,butyouwillbetaxedwithprideandvanityforhavingrecordedthem。Besides,ifyouwriteyourmemoirs,youmakeanenemyineverychapterifyouoncebegintotellthetruth。Amanshouldneithertalkofhimselfnorwriteofhimself,unlessitbetorefutesomecalumnyorlibel。"
Iwasconvinced,andpromisednevertobeguiltyofsuchafolly,butinspiteofthatIhavebeenwritingmemoirsforthelastsevenyears,andthoughIrepentofhavingbegun,Ihavesworntogoontotheend。
However,IwriteinthehopethatmyMemoirsmayneverseethelightofday;inthefirstplacethecensurewouldnotallowthemtobeprinted,andinthesecondIhopeIshallbestrong—mindedenough,whenmylastillnesscomes,tohaveallmypapersburntbeforemyeyes。IfthatbenotthecaseIcountontheindulgenceofmyreaders,whoshouldrememberthatIhaveonlywrittenmystorytopreventmygoingmadinthemidstofallthepettyinsultsanddisagreeableswhichIhavetobeardaybydayfromtheenviousrascalswholivewithmeinthiscastleofCountWaldstein,orWallenstein,atDux。
Iwritetenortwelvehoursaday,andsokeepblackmelancholyatbay。
Myreadersshallhearmoreofmysufferingslateron,ifIdonotdiebeforeIwritethemdown。
ThedayafterCorpusChristiIleftAixforMarseilles。ButhereImustsetdownacircumstancethatIhadforgotten;ImeantheprocessionofCorpusChristi。
EveryoneknowsthatthisfestivaliscelebratedwithgreatceremonyalloverChristendom;butatAixtheseceremoniesareofsuchanaturethateverymanofsensemustbeshockedatmyrecital。
ItiswellknownthatthisprocessioninhonouroftheBeingofbeings,representedunderthesacramentalforms,isfollowedbyallthereligiousconfraternities,andthisisdulydoneatAix;butthescandalouspartoftheceremonyisthefollyandthebuffoonerywhichisallowedinaritewhichshouldbedesignedtostiruptheheartsofmentoaweandreverencetheirCreator。
Insteadofthat,thedevil,death,andthesevendeadlysins,areimpersonatedintheprocession。Theyarecladinthemostabsurdcostumes,andmakehideouscontortions,beatingandabusingeachotherintheirsupposedvexationathavingtojoinintheCreator’spraises。Thepeoplehootandhissthem,thelowerclassessingsongsinderisionofthem,andplaythemallmanneroftricks,andthewholesceneisoneofincrediblenoise,uproar,andconfusion,moreworthyofsomepaganbacchanaliathanaprocessionofChristianpeople。Allthecountry—folkfromfiveorsixleaguesaroundAixpourintothetownonthatdaytodohonourtoGod。Itistheonlyoccasionofthekind,andtheclergy,eitherknavishorignorant,encourageallthisshamefulriot。Thelowerorderstakeitallingoodfaith,andanyonewhoraisedanyobjectionwouldrunsomerisk,forthebishopgoesinfrontofthesaturnalia,andconsequentlyitisallholy。
Iexpressedmydisapprovalofthewholeaffair,aslikelytobringdiscreditonreligion,toacouncillorofparliament,M。deSt。Marc;buthetoldmegravelythatitwasanexcellentthing,asitbroughtnolessthanahundredthousandfrancsintothetownonthesingleday。
Icouldfindnoreplytothisveryweightyreason。
EverydayIspentatAixIthoughtofHenriette。Iknewherrealname,andrememberingthemessageshehadsentmebyMarcolineIhopedtomeetherinsomeassembly,beingreadytoadaptmyconducttohers。Ihadoftenheardhernamementioned,butIneverallowedmyselftoaskanyquestion,notwishingouroldfriendshiptobesuspected。Believinghertobeathercountryhouse,Ihadresolvedonpayingheravisit,andhadonlystayedonatAixsoastorecovermyhealthbeforeseeingher。InduecourseIleftAixwithaletterinmypocketforher,resolvingtosenditin,andtoremaininmycarriagetillsheaskedmetogetdown。
Wearrivedatherresidenceateleveno’clock。Amancametothedoor,tookmyletter,andsaidmadamshouldhaveitwithoutfail。
"Thensheisnothere。"
"No,sir;sheisatAix。"
"Sincewhen?"
"Forthelastsixmonths。"
"Wheredoesshelive?"
"Inhertownhouse。Shewillbecominghereinthreeweekstospendthesummerasusual。"
"Willyouletmewritealetter?"
"Ifyouwillgetdownyouwillfindallthenecessarymaterialsinmadam’sroom。"
Iwentintothehouse,andtomyextremesurprisefoundmyselffacetofacewithmynurse。
"Youlivehere,then。"
"Yes,sir。"
"Sincewhen?"
"Forthelasttenyears。"
"Howdidyoucometonurseme?"
"IfyouwillstepupstairsIwilltellyou。"
Herstorywasasfollows:
"Madamsentformeinhaste,andtoldmetogoandattendtoyouasifitwereherself。Shetoldmetosaythatthedoctorhadsentmeifyouaskedanyquestions。"
"Thedoctorsaidhedidn’tknowyou。"
"Perhapshewasspeakingthetruth,butmostlikelyhehadreceivedordersfrommadam。That’sallIknow,butIwonderyouhaven’tseenheratAix。"
"Shecannotseeanycompany,forIhavebeeneverywhere。"
"Shedoesnotseeanycompanyatherownhouse,butshegoeseverywhere。"
"It’sverystrange。Imusthaveseenher,andyetIdonotthinkIcouldhavepassedherbyunrecognized。Youhavebeenwithhertenyears?"
"Yes,sir,asIhadthehonourofinformingyou。"
"Hasshechanged?Hasshehadanysickness?Hassheaged?"
"Notatall。Shehasbecomeratherstout,butIassureyouyouwouldtakeherforawomanofthirty。"
"Imustbeblind,orIcannothaveseenher。Iamgoingtowritetohernow。"
Thewomanwentout,leavingmeinastonishment,attheextraordinarysituationinwhichIwasplaced。
"OughtItoreturntoAiximmediately?"Iaskedmyself。Shehasatownhouse,butdoesnotseecompany,butshemightsurelyseeme:Shelovesmestill。Shecaredformeallthroughmyillness,andshewouldnothavedonesoifshehadbecomeindifferenttome。Shewillbehurtatmynotrecognizingher。ShemustknowthatIhaveleftAix,andwillnodoubtguessthatIamherenow。ShallIgotoherorshallIwrite?
Iresolvedtowrite,andItoldherinmyletterthatIshouldawaitherreplyatMarseilles。Igavethelettertomylatenurse,withsomemoneytoinsureitsbeingdispatchedatonce,anddroveontoMarseilleswhereIalightedatanobscureinn,notwishingtoberecognized。IhadscarcelygotoutofmycarriagewhenIsawMadameSchizza,Nina’ssister。
ShehadleftBarcelonawithherhusband。TheyhadbeenatMarseillesthreeorfourdaysandweregoingtoLeghorn。
MadameSchizzawasaloneatthemoment,herhusbandhavinggoneout;andasIwasfullofcuriosityIbeggedhertocomeuptomyroomwhilemydinnerwasgettingready。
"Whatisyoursisterdoing?IsshestillatBarcelona?"
"Yes;butshewillnotbetherelong,forthebishopwillnothaveherinthetownorthediocese,andthebishopisstrongerthantheviceroy。
SheonlyreturnedtoBarcelonaonthepleathatshewishedtopassthroughCataloniaofherwayhome,butshedoesnotneedtostaytherefornineortenmonthsonthataccount。Shewillhavetoleaveinamonthforcertain,butsheisnotmuchputout,astheviceroyissuretokeepherwherevershegoes,andshemayeventuallysucceedinruininghim。Inthemeanwhilesheisrevellinginthebadreputeshehasgainedforherlover。"
"Iknowsomethingofherpeculiarities;butshecannotdislikeamanwhohasmadeherrich。"
"Rich!Shehasonlygotherdiamonds。Doyouimaginethismonstercapableofanyfeelingsofgratitude?Sheisnotahumanbeing,andnooneknowsherasIdo。ShehasmadethecountcommitahundredactsofinjusticesothatallSpainmaytalkofher,andknowthatshehasmadeherselfmistressofhisbodyandsoul,andallhehas。Theworsehisactionsare,themorecertainshefeelsthatpeoplewilltalkofher,andthatisallshewants。Herobligationstomearebeyondcounting,forsheowesmeall,eventoherexistence,andinsteadofcontinuingmyhusbandinherserviceshehassenthimabouthisbusiness。"
"ThenIwonderhowshecametotreatmesogenerously。"
"Ifyouknewall,youwouldnotfeelgratefultoher。"
"Tellmeall,then。"
"Sheonlypaidforyourkeepattheinnandinprisontomakepeoplebelieveyouwereherlover,andtoshamethecount。AllBarcelonaknowsthatyouwereassassinatedatherdoor,andthatyouwerefortunateenoughtorunthefellowthrough。"
"Butshecannothavebeentheinstigatorof,oreventheaccomplicein,theplotformyassassination。That’sagainstnature。"
"Idaresay,buteverythinginNinaisagainstnature。WhatItellyouisthebaretruth,forIwasawitnessofitall。Whenevertheviceroyvisitedhersheweariedhimwithpraiseofyourgallantry,yourwit,yournobleactions,comparingyouwiththeSpaniards,greatlytotheirdisadvantage。
"Thecountgotimpatientandtoldhertotalkofsomethingelse,butshewouldnot;andatlasthewentaway,cursingyourname。Twodaysbeforeyoucametogriefhelefther,saying,——
"’ValgameDios!Iwillgiveyouapleasureyoudonotexpect。’
"Iassureyouthatwhenweheardthepistol—shotafteryouhadgone,sheremarked,withoutevincingtheslightestemotion,thattheshotwasthepleasureherrascallySpaniardhadpromisedher。
"Isaidthatyoumightbekilled。
"’Alltheworseforthecount,’shereplied,’forhisturnwillcomealso。’
"Thenshebeganlaughinglikeamadcap;shewasthinkingoftheexcitementyourdeathwouldcauseinBarcelona。
"Ateighto’clockthefollowingday,yourmancameandtoldherthatyouhadbeentakentothecitadel;andIwillsayittohercredit,sheseemedrelievedtohearyouwerealive。"
"Myman——Ididnotknowthathewasincorrespondencewithher。"
"No,Isupposenot;butIassureyoutheworthymanwasverymuchattachedtoyou。"
"Iamsurehewas。Goon。"
"Ninathenwroteanotetoyourlandlord。Shedidnotshewitme,butitnodoubtcontainedinstructionstosupplyyouwitheverything。
"Themantoldusthathehadseenyourswordallredwithblood,andthatyourcloakhadabulletholethroughit。Shewasdelighted,butdonotthinkitwasbecauseshelovedyou;shewasgladyouhadescapedthatyoumighttakeyourrevenge。However,shewastroubledbythepretextonwhichthecounthadhadyouarrested。
"Ricladidnotcometoseeherthatday,buthecamethenextdayateighto’clock,andtheinfamouscreaturereceivedhimwithasmilingface。Shetoldhimshehadheardhehadimprisonedyou,andthatshewasobligedtohim,ashehad,ofcourse,donesotoprotectyoufromanyfreshattemptsonyourlife。
"Heanswered,dryly,thatyourarresthadnothingtodowithanythingthatmighthavehappenedthenightbefore。Headdedthatyouhadonlybeenseizedpendingtheexaminationofyourpapers,andthatiftheywerefoundtobeingoodform,youwouldbesetatlibertyinthecourseofafewdays。
"Ninaaskedhimwhowasthemanthatyouhadwounded。Herepliedthatthepolicewereenquiringintothematter,butthatsofartheyhadneitherfoundadeadmannorawoundedman,noranytracesofblood。AllthathadbeenfoundwasCasanova’shat,andthishadbeenreturnedtohim。
"Ileftthemalonetogethertillmidnight,soIcannotsaywhatfurtherconversetheymayhavehadonthesubject,butthreeorfourdayslatereverybodyknewthatyouwereimprisonedinthetower。
"Ninaaskedthecountthereasonofthisseverityintheevening,andherepliedthatyourpassportswerethoughttobeforgeries,becauseyouwereindisgracewiththeStateInquisitors,andthereforewouldnotbeinapositiontogetapassportfromtheVenetianambassador。Onthissuppositionhesaidyouhadbeenplacedinthetower,andifitprovedtobeatrueone,youwouldbestillmoreseverelypunished。
"Thisnewsdisturbedus,andwhenweheardthatPogomashadbeenarrestedwefeltcertainhehaddenouncedyouinrevengeforyourhavingprocuredhisdismissalfromNina’shouse。WhenweheardthathehadbeenletoutandsenttoGenoa,weexpectedtohearofyourbeingsetatliberty,astheauthoritiesmusthavebeensatisfiedofthegenuinecharacterofyourpassports;butyouwerestillshutup,andNinadidnotknowwhattothink,andthecountwouldnotanswerherwhenshemadeenquiriesaboutyou。Shehadmadeuphermindtosaynomoreaboutit,whenatlastweheardyouhadbeensetfreeandthatyourpassportshadbeendeclaredgenuine。
"Ninathoughttoseeyouinthepitoftheopera—house,andmadepreparationsforatriumphinherbox;butshewasindespairwhensheheardnoperformancewastobegiven。Intheeveningthecounttoldherthatyourpassportshadbeenreturnedwiththeordertoleaveinthreedays。Thefalsecreaturepraisedherlover’sprudencetohisface,butshecursedhiminherheart。
"Sheknewyouwouldnotdaretoseeher,andwhenyouleftwithoutwritingheranote,shesaidyouhadreceivedsecretordersnottoholdanyfurthercommunicationswithher。Shewasfuriouswiththeviceroy。
"’IfCasanovahadhadthecouragetoaskmetogowithhim,Iwouldhavegone,’saidshe。
"Yourmantoldherofyourfortunateescapefromthreeassassins。IntheeveningshecongratulatedRiclaonthecircumstance,buthesworeheknewnothingaboutit。Ninadidnotbelievehim。YoumaythankGodfromthebottomofyourheartthatyoueverleftSpainaliveafterknowingNina。
Shewouldhavecostyouyourlifeatlast,andshepunishesmeforhavinggivenherlife。"
"What!Areyouhermother?"
"Yes;Nina,thathorriblewoman,ismydaughter。"
"Really?Everybodysaysyouarehersister。"
"Thatisthehorriblepartofit,everybodyisright。"
"Explainyourself"
"Yes,thoughitistomyshame。Sheismysisterandmydaughter,forsheisthedaughterofmyfather。"
"What!yourfatherlovedyou?"
"Idonotknowwhetherthescoundrellovedme,buthetreatedmeashiswife。Iwassixteenthen。Sheisthedaughterofthecrime,andGodknowssheissufficientpunishmentforit。Myfatherdiedtoescapehervengeance;mayhealsoescapethevengeanceofGod。Ishouldhavestrangledherinhercradle,butmaybeIshallstrangleheryet。IfIdonot,shewillkillme。"
Iremaineddumbattheconclusionofthisdreadfulstory,whichboreallthemarksoftruth。
"DoesNinaknowthatyouarehermother?"
"Herownfathertoldherthesecretwhenshewastwelve,afterhehadinitiatedherintothelifeshehasbeenlivingeversince。Hewouldhavemadeheramotherinherturnifhehadnotkilledhimselfthesameyear,maybetoescapethegallows。"
"HowdidtheContedeRiclafallinlovewithher?"
"Itisashortstoryandacuriousone。TwoyearsagoshecametoBarcelonafromPortugal,andwasplacedinoneoftheballetsforthesakeofherprettyface,forastotalentsshehadnone,andcouldonlydotherebaltade(asortofskipandpirouette)properly。
Thefirsteveningshedancedshewasloudlyapplaudedbythepit,forasshedidtherebaltadesheshewedherdrawersuptoherwaist。InSpainanyactresswhoshewsherdrawersonthestageisliabletoafineofacrown。Ninaknewnothingaboutthis,and,hearingtheapplause,treatedtheaudiencetoanotherskipofthesamekind,butattheendoftheballetshewastoldtopaytwocrownsforherimmodesty。Ninacursedandswore,butshehadtogivein。Whatdoyouthinkshedidtoeludethelaw,andatthesametimeavengeherself?"
"Dancedbadly,perhaps。"
"Shedancedwithoutanydrawersatall,anddidherrebdltadeasbefore,whichcausedsuchaneffervescenceofhighspiritsinthehouseashadneverbeenknownatBarcelona。
"TheContedeRiclahadseenherfromhisbox,andwasdividedbetweenhorrorandadmiration,andsentfortheinspectortotellhimthatthisimpudentcreaturemustbepunished。
"’Inthemeantime,’saidhe,’bringherbeforeme。’
"PresentlyNinaappearedintheviceroy’sbox,andaskedhim,impudently,whathewantedwithher。
"’Youareanimmodestwoman,andhavefailedinyourdutytothepublic。’
"’WhathaveIdone?
"’Youperformedthesameskipasbefore。’
"’Yes,butIhaven’tbrokenyourlaw,fornoonecanhaveseenmydrawersasItooktheprecautionnottoputanyon。WhatmorecanIdoforyourcursedlaw,whichhascostmetwocrownsalready?Justtellme。’
"Theviceroyandthegreatpersonagesaroundhimhadmuchadotorefrainfromlaughter,forNinawasreallyintheright,andaseriousdiscussionoftheviolatedlawwouldhavebeenridiculous。
"Theviceroyfelthewasinafalseposition,andmerelysaidthatifsheeverdancedwithoutdrawersagainsheshouldhaveamonth’simprisonmentonbreadandwater。
"Aweekafteroneofmyhusband’sballetswasgiven。Itwassowellreceivedthattheaudienceencoreditwithenthusiasm。Riclagaveordersthatthepublicshouldbesatisfied,andallthedancersweretoldtheywouldhavetoreappear。
"Nina,whowasalmostundressed,toldmyhusbandtodoasbesthecould,asshewasnotgoingtodanceagain。Asshehadthechiefpartmyhusbandcouldnotdowithouther,andsentthemanagertoherdressing—
room。Shepushedthepoormanoutwithsomuchviolencethathefellagainstthewallofthepassage,headforemost。
"Themanagertoldhispiteoustaletotheviceroy,whoorderedtwosoldierstobringherbeforehim。Thiswashisruin;forNinaisabeautifulwoman,andinherthenstateofundressshewouldhaveseducedthecoldestofmen。
"Thecountreprovedher,buthisvoiceandhismannerwereill—assured,andgrowingbolderasshewatchedhisembarrassment,Ninarepliedthathemighthavehertorntopiecesifheliked,butshewouldnotdanceagainstherwill,andnowhereinheragreementwasitstipulatedthatsheshoulddancetwiceinthesameevening,whetherforhispleasureoranyoneelse’s。Shealsoexpressedherangeratmakingherappearbeforehiminastateofsemi—nudity,andsworeshewouldneverforgivehisbarbarousanddespoticconduct。
"’Iwilldancenomorebeforeyouoryourpeople。
Letmegoaway,orkillmeifyoulike;doyourworstonme,andyoushallfindthatIamaVenetianandafreewoman!’
"Theviceroysatastonished,andsaidshemustbemad。Hethensummonedmyhusbandandtoldhimshewasnolongerinhisservice。Ninawastoldshewasfree,andcouldgowhereshewould。
"Shewentbacktoherdressing—roomandcametous,whereshewasliving。
"Theballetwentonwithouther,andthepoorviceroysatinadream,forthepoisonhadenteredintohisveins。
"NextdayawretchedsingernamedMolinaricalledonNinaandtoldherthattheviceroywasanxioustoknowwhethershewerereallymadornot,andwouldliketoseeherinacountryhouse,thenameofwhichhementioned:thiswasjustwhatthewretchedwomanwanted。
"’Tellhishighness,’shesaidtoMolinari,"thatIwillcome,andthathewillfindmeasgentleasalambandasgoodasanangel。’
"Thisisthewayinwhichtheconnectionbegan,andshefathomedhischaractersoastutelythatshemaintainedherconquestasmuchwithill—
treatmentandseverityaswithherfavours。"
SuchwasthetaleofthehaplessMadameSchizza。ItwastoldwithallthepassionofanItaliandividedbetweenrepentanceforthepastandthedesireofvengeance。
Thenextday,asIhadexpected,IreceivedaletterfromHenriette。Itranasfollows:
"MyDearOldFriend,——Nothingcouldbemoreromanticthanourmeetingatmycountryhousesixyearsago,andnowagain,afterapartingofsomanyyears。Naturallywehavebothgrownolder,andthoughIloveyoustillI
amgladyoudidnotrecognizeme。NotthatIhavebecomeugly,butIamstout,andthisgivesmeanotherlook。Iamawidow,andwellenoughofftotellyouthatifyoulackmoneyyouwillfindsomereadyforyouinHenriette’spurse。DonotcomebacktoAixtoseeme,asyourreturnmightgiverisetogossip;butifyouchancetocomehereagainaftersometime,wemaymeet,thoughnotasoldacquaintances。IamhappytothinkthatIhaveperhapsprolongedyourdaysbygivingyouanurseforwhosetrustworthinessIwouldanswer。IfyouwouldliketocorrespondwithmeIshouldbehappytodomypart。IamverycurioustoknowwhathappenedtoyouafteryourflightfromTheLeads,andaftertheproofsyouhavegivenmeofyourdiscretionIthinkIshallbeabletotellyouhowwecametomeetatCesena,andhowIreturnedtomycountry。Thefirstpartisasecretforeveryone;onlyM。d’Antoineisacquaintedwithaportionofthestory。Iamgratefulforthereticenceyouhaveobserved,thoughMarcolinemusthavedeliveredthemessageIgaveher。
Tellmewhathasbecomeofthatbeautifulgirl。Farewell!"
Ireplied,acceptingheroffertocorrespond,andItoldherthewholestoryofmyadventures。FromherIreceivedfortyletters,inwhichthehistoryofherlifeisgiven。Ifshediebeforeme,IshalladdtheseletterstomyMemoirs,butatpresentsheisaliveandhappy,thoughadvancedinyears。
ThedayafterIwenttocallonMadameAudibert,andwewenttogethertoseeMadameN————N————,whowasalreadythemotherofthreechildren。
Herhusbandadoredher,andshewasveryhappy。IgavehergoodnewsofMarcoline,andtoldthestoryofCroceandCharlotte’sdeath,whichaffectedhertotears。
InturnshetoldmeaboutRosalie,whowasquitearichwoman。Ihadnohopesofseeingheragain,forshelivedatGenoa,andIshouldnothavecaredtofaceM。Grimaldi。
Myniece(asIoncecalledher)mortifiedmeunintentionally;shesaidI
wasageing。Thoughamancaneasilymakeajestofhisadvancingyears,aspeechlikethisisnotpleasantwhenonehasnotabandonedthepursuitofpleasure。Shegavemeacapitaldinner,andherhusbandmademeofferswhichIwasashamedtoaccept。IhadfiftyLouis,and,intendingtogoontoTurin,Ididnotfeeluneasyaboutthefuture。
AtMarseillesImettheDucdeVilardi,whowaskeptalivebytheartofTronchin。Thisnobleman,whowasGovernorofProvence,askedmetosupper,andIwassurprisedtomeetathishousetheself—styledMarquisd’Aragon;hewasengagedinholdingthebank。Istakedafewcoinsandlost,andthemarquisaskedmetodinewithhimandhiswife,anelderlyEnglishwoman,whohadbroughthimadowryoffortythousandguineasabsolutely,withtwentythousandguineaswhichwouldultimatelygotohersoninLondon。IwasnotashamedtoborrowfiftyLouisfromthisluckyrascal,thoughIfeltalmostcertainthatIshouldneverreturnthemoney。
IleftMarseillesbymyself,andaftercrossingtheAlpsarrivedatTurin。
ThereIhadawarmwelcomefromtheChevalierRaibertiandtheComtedelaPerouse。Bothofthempronouncedmetobelookingolder,butI
consoledmyselfwiththethoughtthat,afterall,Iwasonlyforty—four。
IbecameanintimatefriendoftheEnglishambassador,SirN————,arich,accomplishedandculturedman,whokeptthechoicestoftables。
Everybodylovedhim,andamongstothersthisfeelingwaswarmlysharedbyaParmesegirl,namedCampioni,whowaswonderfullybeautiful。
AssoonasIhadtoldmyfriendsthatIintendedtogointoSwitzerlandtoprintatmyownexpensearefutationinItalianofthe"HistoryoftheVenetianGovernment,"byAmelotdelaHoussaye,theyalldidtheirbestbysubscribingandobtainingsubscriptions。ThemostgenerousofallwastheComtedelaPerouse,whogavemetwohundredandfiftyfrancsforfiftycopies。IleftTurininaweekwithtwothousandlireinmypurse。
WiththisIshouldbeabletoprintthebookIhadcomposedinmyprison;
butIshouldhavetorewriteit’abinitio’,withthevolumetomyhand,asalsothe"HistoryofVenice,"byNani。
WhenIhadgottheseworksIsetoutwiththeintentionofhavingmybookprintedatLugano,astherewasagoodpressthereandnocensure。I
alsoknewthattheheadofthepresswasawell—readman,andthattheplaceaboundedingoodcheerandgoodsociety。
LuganoisnearMilan,Como,andLakeMaggiore,andIwaswellpleasedwiththesituation。Iwenttothebestinn,whichwaskeptbyamannamedTagoretti,whogavemethebestroominthehouse。
ThedayaftermyarrivalIcalledonDr。Agnelli,whowasatonceprinter,priest,theologian,andanhonestman。Imadearegularagreementwithhim,heengagingtoprintattherateoffoursheetsaweek,andonmysideIpromisedtopayhimeveryweek。Hereservedtherightofcensorship,expressingahopethatouropinionsmightcoincide。
Igavehimtheprefaceandthepreliminarymatteratonce,andchosethepaperandthesize,largeoctavo。
WhenIgotbacktomyinnthelandlordtoldmethatthebargello,orchiefconstable,wantedtoseeme。
AlthoughLuganoisinSwitzerland,itsmunicipalgovernmentismodelledafterthatoftheItaliantowns。
Iwascurioustohearwhatthisill—omenedpersonagecouldhavetosaytome,soItoldhimtoshewhimin。Aftergivingmeaprofoundbow,withhishatinhishand,SignorBargellotoldmethathehadcometooffermehisservices,andtoassuremethatIshouldenjoycompletetranquillityandsafetyinLugano,whetherfromanyenemieswithintheStateorfromtheVenetianGovernment,incaseIhadanydisputewithit。
"Ithankyou,signor,"Ireplied,"andIamsurethatyouaretellingmethetruth,asIaminSwitzerland。"
"Imusttakethelibertyoftellingyou,sir,thatitiscustomaryforstrangerswhotakeuptheirresidenceinLugano,topaysometriflingsum,eitherbytheweek,themonth,ortheyear。"
"Andiftheyrefusetopay?"
"Thentheirsafetyisnotsosure。"
"MoneydoeseverythinginLugano,Isuppose。"
"But,sir————"
"Iunderstand,butletmetellyouthatIhavenofears,andIshallconsequentlybegtobeexcusedfrompayinganything。"
"Youwillforgiveme,butIhappentoknowthatyouhavesomedisputeswiththeVenetianGovernment。"
"Youaremakingamistake,mygoodfellow。"
"No,Iamnot。"
"Ifyouaresosure,findsomeonetobetmetwohundredsequinsthatI
havereasontofeartheVenetianGovernment;Iwilltakethebetanddeposittheamount。"
Thebargelloremainedsilent,andthelandlordtoldhimheseemedtohavemadesomekindofmistake,sohewentaway,lookingverydisappointed。
MylandlordwasdelightedtohearthatIthoughtofmakingsomestayatLugano,andadvisedmetocallonthehighbailiff,whogovernedtheplace。
"He’saveryniceSwissgentleman,"saidhe,"andhiswifeacleverwoman,andasfairastheday。"
"Iwillgoandseehimto—morrow。"
Isentinmynametothehighbailiffatnoononthedayfollowing,andwhatwasmysurprisetofindmyselfinthepresenceofM。deRandhischarmingwife。Besideherwasaprettyboy,fiveorsixyearsold。
Ourmutualsurprisemaybeimagined!
CHAPTERXI
ThePunishmentofMarazzani——ILeaveLugano——Turin——M。DuboisatParma——
Leghorn——TheDukeofOrloff——Pisa——Stratico——Sienna——TheMarchionessChigi——MyDeparturefromSiennaWithanEnglishwomanTheseunforeseen,haphazardmeetingswitholdfriendshavealwaysbeenthehappiestmomentsofmylife。
Weallremainedforsometimedumbwithdelight。M。deR。wasthefirsttobreakthesilencebygivingmeacordialembrace。Weburstoutintomutualexcuses,heforhavingimaginedthattheremightbeotherCasanovasinItaly,andIfornothavingascertainedhisname。Hemademetakepot—luckwithhimthesameday,andweseemedasifwehadneverparted。TheRepublichadgivenhimthisemploy——averylucrativeone——
andhewasonlysorrythatitwouldexpireintwoyears。Hetoldmehewasdelightedtobeabletobeofusetome,andbeggedmetoconsiderhewaswhollyatmyservice。HewasdelightedtohearthatIshouldbeengagedinseeingmyworkthroughthepressforthreeorfourmonths,andseemedvexedwhenItoldhimthatIcouldnotaccepthishospitalitymorethanonceaweekasmylabourswouldbeincessant。
MadamedeR————couldscarcelyrecoverfromhersurprise。ItwasnineyearssinceIhadseenheratSoleure,andthenIthoughtherbeautymustbeatitszenith;butIwaswrong,shewasstillmorebeautifulandI
toldherso。Sheshewedmeheronlychild,whohadbeenbornfouryearsaftermydeparture。Shecherishedthechildastheappleofhereye,andseemedlikelytospoilit;butIheard,afewyearsago,thatthischildisnowanamiableandaccomplishedman。
InaquarterofanhourMadamedeR————informedmeofallthathadhappenedatSoleuresincemydeparture。LebelhadgonetoBesancon,wherehelivedhappilywithhischarmingwife。
ShehappenedtoobserveinacasualwaythatInolongerlookedasyoungasIhaddoneatSoleure,andthismademeregulatemyconductinamannerImightnototherwisehavedone。Ididnotletherbeautycarrymeaway;Iresistedtheeffectofhercharms,andIwascontenttoenjoyherfriendship,andtobeworthyofthefriendshipofhergoodhusband。
TheworkonwhichIwasengageddemandedallmycareandattention,andaloveaffairwouldhavewastedmostofmytime。
Ibeganworkthenextmorning,andsaveforanhour’svisitfromM。deR————Iwroteontillnightfall。ThenextdayIhadthefirstproof—
sheetwithwhichIwaswellenoughpleased。
Ispentthewholeofthenextmonthinmyroom,workingassiduously,andonlygoingouttomassonfeastdays,todinewithM。deR————,andtowalkwithhiswifeandherchild。
Attheendofamonthmyfirstvolumewasprintedandstitched,andthemanuscriptofthesecondvolumewasreadyforthepress。TowardstheendofOctobertheprintersentintheentireworkinthreevolumes,andinlessthanayeartheeditionwassoldout。
MyobjectwasnotsomuchtomakemoneyastoappeasethewrathoftheVenetianInquisitors;IhadgonealloverEurope,andexperiencedaviolentdesiretoseemynativelandoncemore。
AmelotdelaHoussayehadwrittenhisbookfromthepointofviewofanenemyofVenice。Hishistorywasratherasatire,containinglearnedandslanderousobservationsmingledtogether。Ithadbeenpublishedforseventyyears,buthithertonoonehadtakenthetroubletorefuteit。
IfaVenetianhadattemptedtodosohewouldnothaveobtainedpermissionfromhisGovernmenttoprintitintheStatesofVenice,fortheStatepolicyistoallownoonetodiscusstheactionsoftheauthorities,whetherinpraiseorblame;consequentlynowriterhadattemptedtorefutetheFrenchhistory,asitwaswellknownthattherefutationwouldbevisitedwithpunishmentandnotwithreward。
Mypositionwasanexceptionalone。IhadbeenpersecutedbytheVenetianGovernment,sonoonecouldaccusemeofbeingpartial;andbymyexposingthecalumniesofAmelotbeforeallEuropeIhopedtogainareward,whichafterallwouldonlybeanactofjustice。
Ihadbeenanexileforfourteenyears,andIthoughttheInquisitorswouldbegladtorepairtheirinjusticeonthepretextofrewardingmypatriotism。
Myreaderswillseethatmyhopeswerefulfilled,butIhadtowaitforfivemoreyearsinsteadofreceivingpermissiontoreturnatonce。
M。deBragadinwasdead,andDandoloandBarbaroweretheonlyfriendsI
hadleftatVenice;andwiththeiraidIcontrivedtosubscribefiftycopiesofmybookinmynativetown。
ThroughoutmystayatLuganoIonlyfrequentedthehouseofM。deR—————,whereIsawtheAbbeRiva,alearnedanddiscreetman,towhomIhadbeencommendedbyM。Querini,hisrelation。Theabbeenjoyedsuchareputationforwisdomamongsthisfellow—countrymenthathewasakindofarbiterinalldisputes,andthustheexpensesofthelawweresaved。
Itwasnowonderthatthegentlemenofthelongrobehatedhimmostcordially。Hisnephew,JeanBaptisteRiva,wasafriendoftheMuses,ofBacchus,andofVenus;hewasalsoafriendofmine,thoughIcouldnotmatchhimwiththebottles。Helentmeallthenymphshehadinitiatedintothemysteries,andtheylikedhimallthebetter,asImadethemsomesmallpresents。WithhimandhistwoprettysistersIwenttotheBorromeanIsles。IknewthatCountBorromeo,whohadhonouredmewithhisfriendshipatTurin,wasthere,andfromhimIfeltcertainofawarmwelcome。OneofthetwosistershadtopassforRiva’swife,andtheotherforhissister—in—law。
Althoughthecountwasaruinedmanhelivedinhisisleslikeaprince。
ItwouldbeimpossibletodescribetheseIslandsoftheBlest;theymustbeseentobeimagined。Theinhabitantsenjoyaneverlastingspring;
thereisneitherheatnorcold。
Thecountregaleduschoicely,andamusedthetwogirlsbygivingthemrodsandlinesandlettingthemfish。Althoughhewasugly,old,andruined,hestillpossessedtheartofpleasing。
OnthewaybacktoLugano,asIwasmakingplaceforacarriageinanarrowroad,myhorseslippedandfelldownaslopetenfeethigh。Myheadwentagainstalargestone,andIthoughtmylasthourwascomeasthebloodpouredoutofthewound。However,Iwaswellagaininafewdays。Thiswasmylastrideonhorseback。
DuringmystayatLuganotheinspectorsoftheSwisscantonscamethereinitsturn。Thepeopledignifiedthemwiththemagnificenttitleofambassadors,butM。deR————wascontenttocallthemavoyers。
Thesegentlemenstayedatmyinn,andIhadmymealswiththemthroughouttheirstay。
TheavoyerofBernegavemesomenewsofmypoorfriendM。F————。HischarmingdaughterSarahadbecomethewifeofM,deV————,andwashappy。
Afewdaysafterthesepleasantandculturedmenhadleft,IwasstartledonemorningbythesuddenappearanceofthewretchedMarazzaniinmyroom。Iseizedhimbyhiscollar,threwhimout,andbeforehehadtimetousehiscaneorhissword,Ihadkicked,beaten,andboxedhimmostsoundly。Hedefendedhimselftothebestofhisability,andthelandlordandhismenranupatthenoise,andhadsomedifficultyinseparatingus。
"Don’tlethimgo!"Icried,"sendforthebargelloandhavehimawaytoprison。"
Idressedmyselfhastily,andasIwasgoingouttoseeM。deR————,thebargellometme,andaskedmeonwhatchargeIgavethemanintocustody。
"YouwillhearthatatM。deR————’s,whereIshallawaityou。"
Imustnowexplainmyanger。Youmayremember,reader,thatIleftthewretchedfellowintheprisonofBuenRetiro。IheardafterwardsthattheKingofSpain,Jerusalem,andtheCanaryIslands,hadgivenhimasmallpostinagalleyoffthecoastofAfrica。
Hehaddonemenoharm,andIpitiedhim;butnotbeinghisintimatefriend,andhavingnopowertomitigatethehardshipofhislot,Ihadwell—nighforgottenhim。
Eightmonthsafter,ImetatBarcelonaMadameBellucci,aVenetiandancer,withwhomIhadhadasmallintrigue。Shegaveanexclamationofdelightonseeingme,andsaidshewasgladtoseemedeliveredfromthehardfatetowhichatyrannousGovernmenthadcondemnedme。
"Whatfateisthat?"Iasked,"IhaveseenagooddealofmisfortunesinceIleftyou。"
"Imeanthepresidio。"
"Butthathasneverbeenmylot,thankGod!Whotoldyousuchastory?"
"ACountMarazzani,whowasherethreeweeksago,andtoldmehehadbeenluckierthanyou,ashehadmadehisescape。"
"He’saliarandascoundrel;andifeverImeethimagainheshallpaymedearly。"
>FromthatmomentIneverthoughtoftherascalwithoutfeelingalivelydesiretogivehimathrashing,butIneverthoughtthatchancewouldbringaboutsoearlyameeting。
UnderthecircumstancesIthinkmybehaviourwillbethoughtonlynatural。Ihadbeatenhim,butthatwasnotenoughforme。Iseemedtohavedonenothing,andindeed,IhadgotasgoodasIgave。
Inthemeantimehewasinprison,andIwenttoM。deR————toseewhathecoulddoforme。
AssoonasM。deRheardmystatementhesaidhecouldneitherkeephiminprisonnordrivehimoutofthetownunlessIlaidapleabeforehim,cravingprotectionagainstthisman,whomIbelievedtohavecometoLuganowiththepurposeofassassinatingme。
"Youcanmakethedocumentmoreeffective,"headded,"byplacingyouractualgrievanceinastronglight,andlayingstressonhissuddenappearanceinyourroomwithoutsendinginhisname。That’swhatyouhadbetterdo,anditremainstobeseenhowIshallansweryourplea。I
shallaskhimforhispassportanddelaythecase,andorderhimtobeseverelytreated;butintheendIshallonlybeabletodrivehimoutofthetown,unlesshecanfindgoodbail。"
Icouldasknomore。Isentinmyplea,andthenextdayIhadthepleasureofseeinghimbroughtintothecourtboundhandandfoot。
M。deRbegantoexaminehim,andMarazzanisworehehadnoevilintentionsincallingonme。Astothecalumny,heprotestedhehadonlyrepeatedcommonrumour,andprofessedhisjoyatfindingithadbeenmistaken。
Thisoughttohavebeenenoughforme,butIcontinuedobdurate。
M。deR————saidthefactofmybeingsenttothegalleyshavingbeenrumouredwasnojustificationforhisrepeatingit。
"Andfurthermore,"heproceeded,"M。Casanova’ssuspicionthatyouweregoingtoassassinatehimisjustifiedbyyourgivingafalsename,fortheplaintiffmaintainsthatyouarenotCountMarazzaniatall。Heofferstofurnishsuretyonthisbehalf,andifM。Casanovadoesyouwrong,hisbailwillescheattoyouasdamages。Inthemeantimeyouwillremaininprisontillwehavefurtherinformationaboutyourrealstatus。"
Hewastakenback,andasthepoordevilhadnotapennyinhispocketitwouldhavebeensuperfluoustotellthebargedlototreathimseverely。
M。deRwrotetotheSwissagentatParmatoobtainthenecessaryinformation;butastherascalknewthiswouldbeagainsthim,hewrotemeahumbleletter,inwhichheconfessedthathewasthesonofapoorshopkeeperofBobbio,andalthoughhisnamewasreallyMarazzani,hehadnothingtodowiththeMarazzanisofPlaisance。Hebeggedmetosethimatliberty。
IshewedthelettertoM。deR————,wholethimoutofprisonwithorderstoleaveLuganointwenty—fourhours。
IthoughtIhadbeenrathertooharshwithhim,andgavethepoordevilsomemoneytotakehimtoAugsburg,andalsoaletterforM。deSellentin,whowasrecruitingthereforthePrussianking。WeshallhearofMarazzaniagain。