ThepistolwastheoutcomeofthatsearchItcouldonlybeusedonthemuddiestforeshoreofthebeach,farawayfromthebathing-machinesandpierheads,belowthegrassyslopesofFortKeelingThetideranoutnearlytwomilesonthatcoast,andthemany-colouredmud-banks,touchedbythesun,sentupalamentablesmellofdeadweedItwaslateintheafternoonwhenDickandMaisiearrivedontheirground,Amommatrottingpatientlybehindthem-
’Mf!’saidMaisie,sniffingtheair’Iwonderwhatmakestheseasosmelly?Idon’tlikeit!’
’Youneverlikeanythingthatisn’tmadejustforyou,’saidDickbluntly’Givemethecartridges,andI’lltryfirstshotHowfardoesoneoftheselittlerevolverscarry?’
’Oh,halfamile,’saidMaisie,promptly’AtleastitmakesanawfulnoiseBecarefulwiththecartridges;Idon’tlikethosejaggedstick-upthingsontherimDick,dobecareful。’
’AllrightIknowhowtoloadI’llfireatthebreakwateroutthere。’
Hefired,andAmommaranawaybleatingThebulletthrewupaspurtofmudtotherightofthewood-wreathedpiles-
’ThrowshighandtotherightYoutry,MaisieMind,it’sloadedallround。’
Maisietookthepistolandsteppeddelicatelytothevergeofthemud,herhandfirmlyclosedonthebutt,hermouthandlefteyescrewedup-
DicksatdownonatuftofbankandlaughedAmommareturnedverycautiouslyHewasaccustomedtostrangeexperiencesinhisafternoonwalks,and,findingthecartridge-boxunguarded,madeinvestigationswithhisnoseMaisiefired,butcouldnotseewherethebulletwent-
’Ithinkithitthepost,’shesaid,shadinghereyesandlookingoutacrossthesaillesssea-
’IknowithasgoneouttotheMarazionBell-buoy,’saidDick,withachuckle’Firelowandtotheleft;thenperhapsyou’llgetitOh,lookatAmomma!——he’seatingthecartridges!’
Maisieturned,therevolverinherhand,justintimetoseeAmommascamperingawayfromthepebblesDickthrewafterhimNothingissacredtoabilly-goatBeingwellfedandtheadoredofhismistress,Amommahadnaturallyswallowedtwoloadedpin-firecartridgesMaisiehurrieduptoassureherselfthatDickhadnotmiscountedthetale-
’Yes,he’seatentwo。’
’Horridlittlebeast!Thenthey’lljoggleaboutinsidehimandblowup,andservehimrightOh,Dick!haveIkilledyou?’
RevolversaretrickythingsforyounghandstodealwithMaisiecouldnotexplainhowithadhappened,butaveilofreekingsmokeseparatedherfromDick,andshewasquitecertainthatthepistolhadgoneoffinhisfaceThensheheardhimsputter,anddroppedonherkneesbesidehim,crying,’Dick,youaren’thurt,areyou?Ididn’tmeanit。’
’Ofcourseyoudidn’t,saidDick,comingoutofthesmokeandwipinghischeek’ButyounearlyblindedmeThatpowderstuffstingsawfully。’A
neatlittlesplashofgrayledonastoneshowedwherethebullethadgoneMaisiebegantowhimper-
’Don’t,’saidDick,jumpingtohisfeetandshakinghimself’I’mnotabithurt。’
’No,butImighthavekilledyou,’protestedMaisie,thecornersofhermouthdrooping’WhatshouldIhavedonethen?’
’GonehomeandtoldMrsJennett。’Dickgrinnedatthethought;
then,softening,’Pleasedon’tworryaboutitBesides,wearewastingtime-
We’vegottogetbacktoteaI’lltaketherevolverforabit。’
Maisiewouldhaveweptontheleastencouragement,butDick’sindifference,albeithishandwasshakingashepickedupthepistol,restrainedherShelaypantingonthebeachwhileDickmethodicallybombardedthebreakwater’Gotitatlast!’heexclaimed,asalockofweedflewfromthewood-
’Letmetry,’saidMaisie,imperiously’I’mallrightnow。’
Theyfiredinturnstillthericketylittlerevolvernearlyshookitselftopieces,andAmommatheoutcast——becausehemightblowupatanymoment——browsedinthebackgroundandwonderedwhystoneswerethrownathimThentheyfoundabalkoftimberfloatinginapoolwhichwascommandedbytheseawardslopeofFortKeeling,andtheysatdowntogetherbeforethisnewtarget-
’Nextholidays,’saidDick,asthenowthoroughlyfouledrevolverkickedwildlyinhishand,’we’llgetanotherpistol,——centralfire,——thatwillcarryfarther。’
’Therewon’tbanynextholidaysforme,’saidMaisie’I’mgoingaway。’
’Whereto?’
’Idon’tknowMylawyershavewrittentoMrsJennett,andI’vegottobeeducatedsomewhere,——inFrance,perhaps,——Idon’tknowwhere;
butI
shallbegladtogoaway。’
’Ishan’tlikeitabitIsupposeIshallbeleftLookhere,Maisie,isitreallytrueyou’regoing?ThentheseholidayswillbethelastI
shallseeanythingofyou;andIgobacktoschoolnextweekI
wish——’
TheyoungbloodturnedhischeeksscarletMaisiewaspickinggrass-tuftsandthrowingthemdowntheslopeatayellowsea-poppynoddingallbyitselftotheillimitablelevelsofthemud-flatsandthemilk-whiteseabeyond-
’Iwish,’shesaid,afterapause,’thatIcouldseeyouagainsometime-
Youwishthat,too?’
’Yes,butitwouldhavebeenbetterif——if——youhad——shotstraightoverthere——downbythebreakwater。’
MaisielookedwithlargeeyesforamomentAndthiswastheboywhoonlytendaysbeforehaddecoratedAmomma’shornswithcut-paperham-frillsandturnedhimout,abeardedderision,amongthepublicways!Thenshedroppedhereyes:thiswasnottheboy-
’Don’tbestupid,’shesaidreprovingly,andwithswiftinstinctattackedtheside-issue’Howselfishyouare!JustthinkwhatI
shouldhavefeltifthathorridthinghadkilledyou!I’mquitemiserableenoughalready。’
’Why?Becauseyou’regoingawayfromMrsJennett?’
’No。’
’Fromme,then?’
NoanswerforalongtimeDickdarednotlookatherHefelt,thoughhedidnotknow,allthatthepastfouryearshadbeentohim,andthisthemoreacutelysincehehadnoknowledgetoputhisfeelingsinwords-
’Idon’tknow,’shesaid’Isupposeitis。’
’Maisie,youmustknowI’mnotsupposing。’
’Let’sgohome,’saidMaisie,weakly-
ButDickwasnotmindedtoretreat-
’Ican’tsaythings,’hepleaded,’andI’mawfullysorryforteasingyouaboutAmommatheotherdayIt’salldifferentnow,Maisie,can’tyousee?Andyoumighthavetoldmethatyouweregoing,insteadofleavingmetofindout。’
’Youdidn’tIdidtellOh,Dick,what’stheuseofworrying?’
’Thereisn’tany;butwe’vebeentogetheryearsandyears,andI
didn’tknowhowmuchIcared。’
’Idon’tbelieveyoueverdidcare。’
’No,Ididn’t;butIdo,——Icareawfullynow,Maisie,’hegulped,——’Maisie,darling,sayyoucaretoo,please。’
’Ido,indeedIdo;butitwon’tbeanyuse。’
’Why?’
’BecauseIamgoingaway。’
’Yes,butifyoupromisebeforeyougoOnlysay——willyou?’A
second’darling’cametohislipsmoreeasilythanthefirstTherewerefewendearmentsinDick’shomeorschoollife;hehadtofindthembyinstinctDickcaughtthelittlehandblackenedwiththeescapedgasoftherevolver-
’Ipromise,’shesaidsolemnly;’butifIcarethereisnoneedforpromising。’
’Anddoyoucare?’Forthefirsttimeinthepastfewminutestheireyesmetandspokeforthemwhohadnoskillinspeech-
’Oh,Dick,don’t!Pleasedon’t!Itwasallrightwhenwesaidgood-morning;butnowit’salldifferent!’Amommalookedonfromafar-
Hehadseenhispropertyquarrelfrequently,buthehadneverseenkissesexchangedbeforeTheyellowsea-poppywaswiser,andnoddeditsheadapprovinglyConsideredasakiss,thatwasafailure,butsinceitwasthefirst,otherthanthosedemandedbyduty,inalltheworldthateitherhadevergivenortaken,itopenedtothemnewworlds,andeveryoneofthemglorious,sothattheywereliftedabovetheconsiderationofanyworldsatall,especiallythoseinwhichteaisnecessary,andsatstill,holdingeachother’shandsandsayingnotaword-
’Youcan’tforgetnow,’saidDick,atlastTherewasthatonhischeekthatstungmorethangunpowder-
’Ishouldn’thaveforgottenanyhow,’saidMaisie,andtheylookedateachotherandsawthateachwaschangedfromthecompanionofanhouragotoawonderandamysterytheycouldnotunderstandThesunbegantoset,andanight-windthrashedalongthebentsoftheforeshore-
’Weshallbeawfullylatefortea,’saidMaisie’Let’sgohome。’
’Let’susetherestofthecartridgesfirst,’saidDick;andhehelpedMaisiedowntheslopeoftheforttothesea,——adescentthatshewasquitecapableofcoveringatfullspeedEquallygravelyMaisietookthegrimyhandDickbentforwardclumsily;Maisiedrewthehandaway,andDickblushed-
’It’sverypretty,’hesaid-
’Pooh!’saidMaisie,withalittlelaughofgratifiedvanityShestoodclosetoDickasheloadedtherevolverforthelasttimeandfiredovertheseawithavaguenotionatthebackofhisheadthathewasprotectingMaisiefromalltheevilsintheworldApuddlefaracrossthemudcaughtthelastraysofthesunandturnedintoawrathfulreddiscThelightheldDick’sattentionforamoment,andasheraisedhisrevolvertherefelluponhimarenewedsenseofthemiraculous,inthathewasstandingbyMaisiewhohadpromisedtocareforhimforanindefinitelengthoftimetillsuchdateas——Agustofthegrowingwinddrovethegirl’slongblackhairacrosshisfaceasshestoodwithherhandonhisshouldercallingAmomma’alittlebeast,’andforamomenthewasinthedark,——adarknessthatstungThebulletwentsingingouttotheemptysea-
’Spoiltmyaim,’saidhe,shakinghishead’Therearen’tanymorecartridges;weshallhavetorunhome。’ButtheydidnotrunTheywalkedveryslowly,arminarmAnditwasamatterofindifferencetothemwhethertheneglectedAmommawithtwopin-firecartridgesinhisinsideblewuportrottedbesidethem;fortheyhadcomeintoagoldenheritageandweredisposingofitwithallthewisdomofalltheiryears-
’AndIshallbe——’quothDick,valiantlyThenhecheckedhimself:
’I
don’tknowwhatIshallbeIdon’tseemtobeabletopassanyexams,butIcanmakeawfulcaricaturesofthemastersHo!Ho!’
’Beanartist,then,’saidMaisie’You’realwayslaughingatmytryingtodraw;anditwilldoyougood。’
’I’llneverlaughatanythingyoudo,’heanswered’I’llbeanartist,andI’lldothings。’
’Artistsalwayswantmoney,don’tthey?’
’I’vegotahundredandtwentypoundsayearofmyownMyguardianstellmeI’mtohaveitwhenIcomeofageThatwillbeenoughtobeginwith。’
’Ah,I’mrich,’saidMaisie’I’vegotthreehundredayearallmyownwhenI’mtwenty-oneThat’swhyMrsJennettiskindertomethansheistoyouIwish,though,thatIhadsomebodythatbelongedtome,——justafatheroramother。’
’Youbelongtome,’saidDick,’foreverandever。’
’Yes,webelong——foreverIt’sverynice。’Shesqueezedhisarm。
Thekindlydarknesshidthemboth,and,emboldenedbecausehecouldonlyjustseetheprofileofMaisie’scheekwiththelonglashesveilingthegrayeyes,Dickatthefrontdoordeliveredhimselfofthewordshehadbeenbogglingoverforthelasttwohours-
’AndI——loveyou,Maisie,’hesaid,inawhisperthatseemedtohimtoringacrosstheworld,——theworldthathewouldto-morroworthenextdaysetouttoconquer-
Therewasascene,not,forthesakeofdiscipline,tobereported,whenMrsJennettwouldhavefallenuponhim,firstfordisgracefulunpunctuality,andsecondlyfornearlykillinghimselfwithaforbiddenweapon-
’Iwasplayingwithit,anditwentoffbyitself,’saidDick,whenthepowder-pockedcheekcouldnolongerbehidden,’butifyouthinkyou’regoingtolickmeyou’rewrongYouarenevergoingtotouchmeagain-
SitdownandgivememyteaYoucan’tcheatusoutofthat,anyhow。’
MrsJennettgaspedandbecamelividMaisiesaidnothing,butencouragedDickwithhereyes,andhebehavedabominablyallthateveningMrsJennettprophesiedanimmediatejudgmentofProvidenceandadescentintoTophetlater,butDickwalkedinParadiseandwouldnothearOnlywhenhewasgoingtobedMrsJennettrecoveredandassertedherselfHehadbiddenMaisiegood-nightwithdown-droppedeyesandfromadistance-
’Ifyouaren’tagentlemanyoumighttrytobehavelikeone,’saidMrs-
Jennett,spitefully’You’vebeenquarrellingwithMaisieagain。’
Thismeantthattheusualgood-nightkisshadbeenomitted。
Maisie,whitetothelips,thrusthercheekforwardwithafineairofindifference,andwasdulypeckedbyDick,whotrampedoutoftheroomredasfireThatnighthedreamedawilddreamHehadwonalltheworldandbroughtittoMaisieinacartridge-box,butsheturneditoverwithherfoot,and,insteadofsaying’Thankyou,’cried——
’WhereisthegrasscollaryoupromisedforAmomma?Oh,howselfishyouare!’