returnedmeananswerinthemostpassionatetermsimaginable,
anddesiredmetolethimhavetimelynotice,andhewould
comeandmeetme,twoday’sjourney。
Thispuzzledmescurvily,
andIdidnotknowwhatanswertomakeofit。
OnceIresolved
totakethestage-coachtoWestChester,onpurposeonlyto
havethesatisfactionofcomingback,thathemightseeme
reallycomeinthesamecoach;forIhadajealousthought,
thoughIhadnogroundforitatall,lestheshouldthinkIwas
notreallyinthecountry。
Anditwasnoill-groundedthought
asyoushallhearpresently。
Iendeavouredtoreasonmyselfoutofit,butitwasinvain;
theimpressionlaysostrongonmymind,thatitwasnotto
beresisted。
Atlastitcameasanadditiontomynewdesign
ofgoingintothecountry,thatitwouldbeanexcellentblind
tomyoldgoverness,andwouldcoverentirelyallmyother
affairs,forshedidnotknowintheleastwhethermynewlover
livedinLondonorinLancashire;andwhenItoldhermy
resolution,shewasfullypersuadeditwasinLancashire。
HavingtakenmymeasureforthisjourneyIletherknowit,
andsentthemaidthattendedme,fromthebeginning,totake
aplaceformeinthecoach。
Shewouldhavehadmeletthe
maidhavewaitedonmedowntothelaststage,andcomeup
againinthewaggon,butIconvincedheritwouldnotbe
convenient。
WhenIwentaway,shetoldmeshewouldenter
intonomeasuresforcorrespondence,forshesawevidently
thatmyaffectiontomychildwouldcausemetowritetoher,
andtovisithertoowhenIcametotownagain。
Iassuredher
itwould,andsotookmyleave,wellsatisfiedtohavebeen
freedfromsuchahouse,howevergoodmyaccommodations
therehadbeen,asIhaverelatedabove。
Itooktheplaceinthecoachnottoitsfullextent,buttoa
placecalledStone,inCheshire,Ithinkitis,whereInotonly
hadnomannerofbusiness,butnotsomuchastheleast
acquaintancewithanypersoninthetownornearit。
ButI
knewthatwithmoneyinthepocketoneisathomeanywhere;
soIlodgedtheretwoorthreedays,till,watchingmyopportunity,
Ifoundroominanotherstage-coach,andtookpassageback
againforLondon,sendingalettertomygentlemanthatIshould
besuchacertaindayatStony-Stratford,wherethecoachman
toldmehewastolodge。
IthappenedtobeachancecoachthatIhadtakenup,which,
havingbeenhiredonpurposetocarrysomegentlementoWest
ChesterwhoweregoingforIreland,wasnowreturning,and
didnottieitselftoexacttimesorplacesasthestagesdid;so
that,havingbeenobligedtoliestillonSunday,hehadtimeto
gethimselfreadytocomeout,whichotherwisehecouldnot
havedone。
However,hiswarningwassoshort,thathecouldnotreach
toStony-Stratfordtimeenoughtobewithmeatnight,buthe
metmeataplacecalledBrickhillthenextmorning,aswe
werejustcomingintotow。
IconfessIwasverygladtoseehim,forIhadthoughtmyself
alittledisappointedover-night,seeingIhadgonesofarto
contrivemycomingonpurpose。
Hepleasedmedoublytoo
bythefigurehecamein,forhebroughtaveryhandsome
gentleman’scoachandfourhorses,withaservanttoattend
him。
Hetookmeoutofthestage-coachimmediately,whichstopped
ataninninBrickhill;andputtingintothesamein,hesetup
hisowncoach,andbespokehisdinner。
Iaskedhimwhathe
meantbythat,forIwasforgoingforwardwiththejourney。
Hesaid,No,Ihadneedofalittlerestupontheroad,andthat
wasaverygoodsortofahouse,thoughitwasbutalittletown;
sowewouldgonofartherthatnight,whatevercameofit。
Ididnotpresshimmuch,forsincehehadcomesotomeet
me,andputhimselftosomuchexpense,itwasbutreasonable
Ishouldobligehimalittletoo;soIwaseasyastothatpoint。
Afterdinnerwewalkedtoseethetown,toseethechurch,
andtoviewthefields,andthecountry,asisusualforstrangers
todo;andourlandlordwasourguideingoingtoseethe
church。Iobservedmygentlemaninquiredprettymuchabout
theparson,andItookthehintimmediatelythathecertainly
wouldproposetobemarried;andthoughitwasasudden
thought,itfollowedpresently,that,inshort,Iwouldnotrefuse
him;for,tobeplain,withmycircumstancesIwasinno
conditionnowtosayNo;Ihadnoreasonnowtorunanymore
suchhazards。
Butwhilethesethoughtsranroundinmyhead,whichwasthe
workbutofafewmoments,Iobservedmylandlordtookhim
asideandwhisperedtohim,thoughnotverysoftlyneither,for
somuchIoverheard:
’Sir,ifyoushallhaveoccasion——’the
restIcouldnothear,butitseemsitwastothispurpose:
’Sir,
ifyoushallhaveoccasionforaminister,Ihaveafriendalittle
wayoffthatwillserveyou,andbeasprivateasyouplease。’
Mygentlemanansweredloudenoughformetohear,’Very
well,IbelieveIshall。’
Iwasnosoonercomebacktotheinnbuthefelluponmewith
irresistiblewords,thatsincehehadhadthegoodfortuneto
meetme,andeverythingconcurred,itwouldbehasteninghis
felicityifIwouldputanendtothematterjustthere。
’What
doyoumean?’saysI,colouringalittle。
’What,inaninn,and
upontheroad!
Blessusall,’saidI,asifIhadbeensurprised,
’howcanyoutalkso?’
’Oh,Icantalksoverywell,’sayshe,
’Icamea-purposetotalkso,andI’llshowyouthatIdid’;and
withthathepullsoutagreatbundleofpapers。
’Youfrightme,’
saidI;’whatareallthese?’
’Don’tbefrighted,mydear,’said
he,andkissedme。
Thiswasthefirsttimethathehadbeenso
freetocallme’mydear’;thenherepeatedit,’Don’tbefrighted;
youshallseewhatitisall’;thenhelaidthemallabroad。
There
wasfirstthedeedorsentenceofdivorcefromhiswife,and
thefullevidenceofherplayingthewhore;thentherewerethe
certificatesoftheministerandchurchwardensoftheparish
whereshelived,provingthatshewasburied,andintimating
themannerofherdeath;thecopyofthecoroner’swarrantfor
ajurytosituponher,andtheverdictofthejury,whobrought
itinNoncomposmentis。
Allthiswasindeedtothepurpose,
andtogivemesatisfaction,though,bytheway,Iwasnotso
scrupulous,hadheknownall,butthatImighthavetakenhim
withoutit。
However,IlookedthemalloveraswellasIcould,
andtoldhimthatthiswasallveryclearindeed,butthathe
neednothavegivenhimselfthetroubletohavebroughtthem
outwithhim,foritwastimeenough。
Well,hesaid,itmight
betimeenoughforme,butnotimebutthepresenttimewas
timeenoughforhim。
Therewereotherpapersrolledup,andIaskedhimwhatthey
were。
’Why,ay,’sayshe,’that’sthequestionIwantedtohave
youaskme’;soheunrollsthemandtakesoutalittleshagreen
case,andgivesmeoutofitaveryfinediamondring。
Icould
notrefuseit,ifIhadamindtodoso,forheputituponmy
finger;soImadehimacurtsyandacceptedit。
Thenhetakes
outanotherring:
’Andthis,’sayshe,’isforanotheroccasion,’
soheputsthatinhispocket。
’Well,butletmeseeit,though,’
saysI,andsmiled;’Iguesswhatitis;Ithinkyouaremad。’
’IshouldhavebeenmadifIhaddoneless,’sayshe,andstill
hedidnotshowme,andIhadagreatmindtoseeit;soIsays,
’Well,butletmeseeit。’
’Hold,’sayshe,’firstlookhere’;
thenhetookuptherollagainandreadit,andbehold!itwas
alicenceforustobemarried。
’Why,’saysI,’areyoudistracted?
Why,youwerefullysatisfiedthatIwouldcomplyandyield
atfirstword,orresolvedtotakenodenial。’
’Thelastis
certainlythecase,’saidhe。
’Butyoumaybemistaken,’saidI。
’No,no,’sayshe,’howcanyouthinkso?
Imustnotbedenied,
Ican’tbedenied’;andwiththathefelltokissingmesoviolently,
Icouldnotgetridofhim。
Therewasabedintheroom,andwewerewalkingtoand
again,eagerinthediscourse;atlasthetakesmebysurprise
inhisarms,andthrewmeonthebedandhimselfwithme,
andholdingmefastinhisarms,butwithouttheleastofferof
anyindecency,courtedmetoconsentwithsuchrepeated
entreatiesandarguments,protestinghisaffection,andvowing
hewouldnotletmegotillIhadpromisedhim,thatatlastI
said,’Why,youresolvenottobedenied,indeed,Ican’tbe
denied。’
’Well,well,’saidI,andgivinghimaslightkiss,’then
youshan’tbedenied,’saidI;’letmegetup。’
Hewassotransportedwithmyconsent,andthekindmanner
ofit,thatIbegantothinkoncehetookitforamarriage,and
wouldnotstayfortheform;butIwrongedhim,forhegave
overkissingme,andthengivingmetwoorthreekissesagain,
thankedmeformykindyieldingtohim;andwassoovercome
withthesatisfactionandjoyofit,thatIsawtearsstandinhiseyes。
Iturnedfromhim,foritfilledmyeyeswithtearstoo,andI
askedhimleavetoretirealittletomychamber。
IfeverIhad